haiz..much better den yesterday ler...no longer so sad...yesterday de concert gt ppl singing'wad are we gonna be when we grow up....'tat realli moved my heart n i cant hold my tears any longer...i cried den clebin n zavier where like saying sumthing bad about me which i dun care..den clebin turned over n saw me crying den he thought tat it was his fault...but it wasnt ...i told him...den he ask me u cannt bear to leave the huh?den i said ya....i was thinking it was juz like yesterday i juz steped into sqps...den u wan me the leave...i wasnt even mentally prepared...(trust me)...den at the end of the concert my mind was much better until i saw my frens...i ran up to them n ask if they today wanna go out....they dun wan...oh well i thought den i join my troupe...den when i saw them leaving i ask permission frm the teacher in charge to go talk to them awhile....i chased up...i could nt even see their back shadow...i cried...once again...den i came back to the concorse...i was thinking...lots of things...the teacher saw my tears.....she smiled at me ...haiz...i show u all a pic of funny gl....