ytd was a crazy day.
lol.
darren threw my show outta the class.
hahas.
han and shaoyan they all were laughing like shit.

shant talk more den.
today was ok.

and
its once in a thousand tat ms lee din fail me of my summary...lol
she cant sleep tonight.
lol.

something is making me uneasy.
its the fact that we are drifting away from each other.
i don't want .
you are my one only true friend whom i can pour troubles on.
whom i share my whole heart of secrets.
who i can share my pains and such.

come back.

i will talk no more here.
bye guys.
good luck for EOY:)!

sry guys.
sry for not blogging so long
sry for once blogging its chunk with emo stuffs.

once again im going emo.
i duno where to stand.
i nid someone to be there to care and love me.
back in i was in primary school.
i din noe tat i had the emo side of me.
its was tat bubbly gk girl downthere everyday.
the straight forward and always smiling girl.
if its not for you and my new life.
i would never noe this side of me.
i miss the bubbly gk girl who is smiling wherever she was.
even when the sky dropped.

i miss my old self.
i nid ppl.
ppl tat can bring back me to the old self.
i m too hurt.
my heart cannot break anymore.
its alrdy in pieces.
what more can i do?
things happening just add on to my sorrows.

what can i do.
i once thought of ending my life.
but i din hav the courage to do so.

i thought of searching places where i can stand.
but to no avail.
some body help me.

but there was you.
you comforted me in your words but hurt me in your actions.

i cannot go on like this.
i dun want to hav another miserable secondary life.
just like primary sch life.

i need a friend.
a person i can pour stuffs on.
who is that?
i do not know.
i dun feel like going on anymore.

world's saddest person.
is a person who is not even happy but hav to hang a smile on the face.
i m one.
going to school
smiling.
smiling.gk
what am i trying to do.
mayb i should change it to sorrowful.gk.
sounds nice to me.

lets end this.
end my life.

basically i just turn oh-so-emo today.
had moodswings this morning.
was kna caught by the moodswing police.
lol.

i din really enjoyed my self today.
man i m turning to be a loner.
lol i m one afterall.
wads the difference?

no ones there for me.
no one cares.
no one has time for me
all i hav is me myself.
no one noes how i feel inside.
no one even bother to know.

staying positive is just a lie to fool my self.
i m lying to my self.
positive no more.
care for me if u wan.
i ll be glad.
i think this is jusy how my life is meant to be.
i will walk on.
alone my self.

alone-flying.

heylo there:D
today is GREAT.
i din have moodswings.:D

hav been having it for like on sunday.
monday blues

yip(:
had mood to go out and dad allow(:
but din go out in the end.

LEELAYHWA DIN COME TODAY!
LIKE
WOOTS!
I LOVE TODAY OH-SO-MUCH!

was lit
was playing with darren at the back(:
den read read read for leefk.
din claim my prize after tat.
i noe i m nice(:

lol!
PE isnt really nice.
lol.
gotta see ____
but its nice to see my snrs(:

LOL.
luc was fa-ing hua chi.
all bout jonathan cos we saw him during PE.
OL LEH!
luc went on going like 'so shuai!'
for at least 5 mins-.-!

went to look for zhixian at her desk arnd there wif haisong and huiyin.
huiyin like weird larh today.

I LOVE MY ZINC BAG!
NEXT I WAN A ADIDAS BAG LIKE NOWWWWW!
MAN I SOOO GREEDY.

I WAN MY SNEAKERS!
i ve been wanting like 6MONTHS LARH

MAN OMG HEY PPL I M BACK!
ITS WAS CHAOCHAOCHAOCHAOCHAO ENJOYABLE CAN.

woke up at bout 8 go get ready and lalalalalalala until bout 9 set out!
woots.!
drive drive drive.
reach near tanjong puteri we went to giant(:
went to giant.
go buy food for the next 2 days.
hahas.
the whole three family bought bout RM320++
like OMG!
the receipt is chao chao chao LONGGGG
can wrap around my dad's neck o.o!
lol.
we shopped a whole real load hahas.!

its really relaxing there.
whole bungalow air con 24 hrs.
like woots!
total of 4 rooms!
Master bed room for my family(:
1st bed room for the maids(:
2nd bed room for the dad's collegue's family
3rd bed room for neighbour's family

a total of 4 BATH ROOMS!
omg
we thought it was only 2(:
so cool.
1st bed room is on the 1st level the rest were on the second(:
only second level hav toilets attached to room(:

1st level was HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE!
ok mayb not tat HUGE LARH.
LOL

its WAY BETTER DEN GENTING!

lol yeah yeah yeah!
went swimming on second day.
lost a towel tat the pool provide us/:
lucky i hav a quick witted mum.
who just di siao(:
clever mum(:
if not must pay RM40 LEH!

mum BOUGHT ME A ZINC BAG!
the parents went to market to buy stuffs for second day bbq.
and mum just saw the white bag and bought me!
yeah!
mum's ai xin sling bag(:

woots.
went back had anth bbq.better den 1st day der(:
my dad bbq-ed a ai xin ji tui for me(:
hahas.

den we played monopoly till bout 11+.
LOL!
dad was barking at us>.<

wake up and packed.
checked out and went to eat seafood.

lol its was DELICIOUS LARH.
TAKE some pics hahas.
i shall be posting them on the next post(:

shit dang.
i m down with flu.
having a sibeh stuck nose.-.-

going to m'sia tmr.
i m like chao glad it isnt genting.
its JB.
its like a bungalow.
mum booked it.
gna go with neighbour.!(:
my lovable neighbours(:
hahas.
once again i m like the oldest.):
but the most matured one(:
hahas.i havent pack.
lol.
hahas.
so i wun be blogging for lalala 1 lalala 2 lalala 3 days!
awww..dun miss me!LOL!
hahas.

had claymation.
lol its was quite ok.
i kept getting on chia's nerve.
sry larh!
i m just trying to help.
den like norm he gave me his caustic remarks.

but nvm.
i made the monk all by myself!
but of cos with some help with the cher.
yandao!
hahas.

den made ninja turtle for precelia(:
and made one my self.
hahas.chia copied me.
hahas.tiang made lady bird.
i made one too.
hahas.
but my ladybird no 'shencai'.
tiang's ladybird hav 'shencai'
hahas.
ok barh ending here!

I MISS GABBIE!
GOD DAMN IT I HAVENT COMPLETE MY HMWK!DAD'S GNA KILL ME! ^$&#)@*(

god damn it larh.
i wish to end this year soon and fast so tat i wun see ___ again.
___ suxs larh.
who ___ think he/she is?
tmd.
200 situps in 5-10 mins?
fuck ur mum larh.
u show me larh.
u do in 5 mins i say u pro.
***** also never say anything u so noisy.

kna tat extra 50 times.
every one kna larh as a matter of fact.

guys training super slack larh.
they just ytd do situp nia.
we do on mon and today leh.
wtf???
i dun feel like turning up for training tmr.
i hav claymation any way.
my stomach muscle just hurts too much to train any more

waiting for han's reply.
he haven reply me...

see wenqi they all lorh.
i hav a chao strg feeling tat wenqi gna be captain next year.
JL chao zhong shi him larh.

leaving for m'sia on friday.
i aint really excited larh.
but just a little happy tat it isnt Genting anymore....
i go genting like upteen times till u cover my eyes i can walk arnd liao larh.
sian larh there.

totally shit.
and btw ____ SUXS!

its so lalalalalalalala.
SHIT...!
walao.
bitch+bastard.
lol.

haiz.
i m just totally tired.
very sian.
no mood for everything larh.

I M SUPER TIRED!

had a sorta bad day during training.
keep kna scolded.
i felt super tired.
shit theres more tmr.

had training with the guys.
see han's pierce-ed ears...
lol.
damien was still called er pang by coach.
LOL.
heard tat hahas.

when JL asked the guys to do warm up with us the guys were like saying
'BU HAO YI SI'
LOL
tat got JL
he was like sorta scolding the guys.
lame larh the guys.
i m like so doomed for training tmr.
>< my hui pai still suxs larh.
shit.
keep kna scolded by JL.
like WTF?
i hav no idea how sha over the net.
its like JL also ask us to sha the net in the past.
how to change so suddenly now-.-
goodness larh!

deanna and richoon are going HARD on us.
causing felicia to cry...
felicia dun even dare to let them noe larh.

but i noe the snrs are trying to help us.
but...haiz.
nvm..
felicia-
dun cry too much.
get a hold of urself.
we hav a long way.

haiz.
i m tired now but i wanna audi:)
i think i will end here den.

WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR TMR'S TRAINING!:)

Da Chio Bus<3

the Mr Chan Video.
hahas its blur but its funny.
u can see ben chia's hand on his face.
making the Gatsby ugly face:X
hahas.
wad a crazy teacher's day mr chan had.
helaoshi was laughing like hell.
LOL!