it is a shame I am your lover
Thursday, July 31, 2008, 5:26 PM
5 facts about my self(:

Choose 5 fact about yourself.

Fact No. 1
I AM FREAKING ENTHUSIASTIC(:
i love to go for camps. volunteer myself.
i am the enthu kia(:
i am a typical EXTROVERT(:

Fact No. 2
i cant smile without showing my teeth.
so you will notice all my pics like that :D
without showing my teeth it will look like that ):

Fact No. 3
i hate to be late(: when i am late. i will feel queasy all over.
i hate others to be late too(:
i will only be late if i really dread to go.
in that case tuition(:

Fact No. 4
i can't bring about myself telling sad stuffs about myself.
even to ppl whom i trust.
i just can't open my mouth.

Fact No. 5
i speak real loudly.
i laugh real loudly.
i just can't control it.


Tag 5 person:
1.Zhixian
2.Superpeople
3.Dum
4.JiaWei
5.JingYong

thats all(:

5:10 PM
i ll be fine without you in my mind(:

sch wan alright.
was dozing off.
had many test.

aesthetics.
maths.
chinese.
australian maths test.

got back el test.
not bad.
(:

i hope i pass my chi comphre test.
roar.
i dun understand why in the world i keep failing.
wtf.

freaking demoralised.

aust maths test was after sch.
its a hell on earth.
wth.
its hard.
hahas.
some how.
i managed some.
the back was.
walao.

HOW IN THE WORLD CAN I ANSWER THE QUESTIONS WHEN I DUN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT WORD MEANS?

wacao.
chi test was easy.
hahas..

maths ok too(:

AESTHETICS.
ROAR..

i finally got the chinese dance right
even the most difficult and confusing one.
i mixed up my direction at the last part.
wtf.
was freaking dissapointed.

zhixian said mr chong din see.
i hope so.

freakin upset.

pe.
i got TONS OF BRUISES.
ROAR.

HAHAS.

pain.
mag was eh rubbing it for me.
i was GRUMBLING HAHAS.

(:

ok.
aust maths was after sch.
went totally eh.
LOW.

walked out of school with zhixian and jerlin.
din talk much.

that crazy tootie zhixian.
called me from the opp busstop.
just to ask me to smile(:
i smiled.

hahas.
eh i doubt she see.
oh maybe she just saw a blink.
my smiles are practically showing my teeth.
cause i dunno how to smile without.

--

i will be fine without you i guess.
just that i would be a lil lost.
but.
at least.
i will survive(:

i doubt you know anything(:
but its alright.
its better this way.

i just hope.
you will not know after it stopped.
know it when its happening and going on.

if you knew only after.
i think i would be freaking upset.
yes i think i will.



Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 7:24 PM
somehow.

sch was alright i guess(:

nthing much.
i still like the chinese lesson the most.
we were like on court or whatever.

i was in the prosecutor team(:
hahas.

we won the case =D

my future job: LAWYER.

i just enjoy doing that.
if i can be.
i love my job and it pays well(:
law is really interesting(:

the rest was norm.
i gta do my f&n analysis.
or else.
boontiang would probably kill me.
hahas.

went to minyi's hse after sch.
tested out the cooking.
it was pretty ok.

left around 6.
got dad to pick me up(:

starting to love my dad even more.
he is treating me real nice this few days.
hahas.

he is so nice.
he makes me feel so guilty for scolding him last time.

lets list is out.
even though not too much.
but i appreciate it alot.
but sumthing.
HE JUST WUN GET ME A NEW WALLET.
he die die want me use the one he got me from hong kong.
i dun like it.
it has velcro on it, makes me look like a kid.
nvm i shall just quickly spoil it.
and he ll get me a new one(:

dad-
increased my pocket money.
din scold me for coming home late on sun.
din keep pressuring me to come home real early.
allowed me to go gym last sat for like 4 hrs.
fetched me around.tuition.minyi's hse.mag'hse. mrt station(:

he is just so freaking nice.
BUT HE JUST WUN GET ME A NEW WALLET.
ARGH.
my current wallet is in a freaking BAD SHAPE.
ask qinaide and u ll now(:

--

somehow.
i feel better without your existance.

somehow.
my feelings started to fade.

somehow.
out of a sudden. you will fill my brain.

somehow.
somedays i wanna see you badly. seeing you makes me happy.

somehow.
somedays i hated the sight of you seeing you, puts me off.

somehow.
i just think i don't like you anymore.

somehow.
i just think my feelings end here(:

somehow.
i will be better without my feelings for you and move on.

somehow.
my life will improve.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 5:59 PM
stop.

you don't care a shit about me.
so stop acting like you care.

you don't like my existance.
so stop acting like you like my existance.

you don't like whatever i do.
so stop acting like you appreciate everything.

you don't even mean to come in contact with me.
so stop acting like i fit perfectly.

stop just stop.
i cannot stand it.

you don't know who it is.
so stop acting as if you know.

5:03 PM
moody.- why can't just the world be simpler

school was screwed.
mood screwed.
nearly screw up my artpiece.

art was okay for me.
i put in effort.
the rest was crap.

din have the mood to study.
distracted by too much stuffs.

seeing scenes i hate.
sensing feelings i hate.


it just happened that.
everything i hated,
happened today.

i just cant seem to understand.
what the hell is wrong with ppl.

i cant seem to figure the hell out of me.

roar.

i cant say i hate you.
but i just don't feel right.
i cant make my self to bring it up.

i think its time to stop.
i feel so freaking miserable that i felt like crying.
i felt like just bursting into tears.
as though the world is blind and deaf.
so they would not hear or see me.

this feeling.
and
that feeling.
they just kept circling
my heart.
my mind.
my head.
my brain.
my soul.

i hated this feeling.
and i dread that feeling.

screw to the feelings in the world.
why can't just the world be simpler?

Monday, July 28, 2008, 8:00 PM
change of skin(:

change of skin(:
same skin creater.
i like his skins.

simple yet sexy(:
i like the green(:
hahas.

its just NICE(:

HEE HEE.


waiting.
i wonder if to continue.
it really just puts me off.
i am afraid i may not be able to stand that long.
i await your arrival.



7:23 PM
RECORDS = CHAMPS!(:

HAHAS WE WON THE RECORDS.
EVEN THOUGH I DROPPED MY EGG T.T

I AM STILL PROUD OF MY TEAM!(:
TEAM OF SPEEDOS(:

HAHAS.

OK WE WON AND THATS FINAL.
OH.
WE BROKE THE WORLD RECORD.
=D

sumthing that i am really happy on the day is.
i took pics with
PORNSAK!
HUA JING!
GUO LIANG!

OMG.
HAHAS.
oh i got porn sak and huajing's signature too!=D

hahas.

porn sak is freaking nice i tell u.
hahas.

he is FRIENDLY=D

HAHAS.
i freaking love him(:
oh my G2 pen.
held by pornsak and huajing to sign signatures.
ALOT.

muahahas.
mum saw i was so crazy over them ytd,
she suggested i framed that pen up.
LOL.
HAHAS.

pics !

--



















PORNSAK!=D yes that shuai ge(:


















HUA JING!(:


















GUOLIANG(:

CHEERS TO FUHUA!(:

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 8:40 PM
don't shut down. 'why bother?'

saw some ppl posting that they are thinking off closing down their blogs.
like what dum did,

the ppl's reason was that no one is reading.
ok.
for dum, she has nthing to post -.-
she just dunno how to post.

seriously.
dun close it down lol.

i wun luh.
even if no ones reads,
i ll keep it.
though it feels bad.
cos it felt as if no one bothered.

but.
this blog aint for showing off ur life or sumthing.
its sumthing like a diary.
sumthing that records ur day.
sumthing that when u look back at ur days.

u ll go:' HEY OMG i feel silly'
well sumthing like that.
why even bother if anyone is reading.

its just a place to express your self.
sumthing like youtube.
'broad cast your self'

its your self and why bother but the others.
till now,
i dun have anyreasons to convince myself to close down this blog.
i dun care if anyone reads.
so what if my hits are low.

its a place i express my self.
so that i dun bottle things till i explode.
cause apparently,

i find it hard to talk to some one regarding sad stuffs.
so i just post it here.
(:

still that sentence.

'why bother?'

8:15 PM
gym is tiring(:

gym-ed at mag's hse.
with mag,zhixian,wenqi,peihan,zhihao, darren koh, lizheng and haisong.
shaoyan left the moment i came hahas.
LOL.

it was pretty nice(:
went on the tread mill the moment i reached(:
hahas.

after tread mill den warm up -.-

zhixian that crazy ass.
keep want to run the tread mill over and over again.
siao der.

the gym is pretty small hahas.
did some situps.
pretty unglam hahas.

played the tread mill.
i realise.
there is ALOT of ways to play with a tread mill(:

i ran one of the tread mill at the top speed 2o.
wow.

in this case, i love my legs .(even though they are fat)
on the tread mill they can like STRETCH LONG LONG.
LOL.

cause being taller.(no offence)
my legs are longer and they were were place in action.
i gta like.
run super big steps inorder not to be flushed out of the tread mill.
which i think end up banging the wall and getting concussion.

hahas.
pretty fun.

and played with zhihao and haisong the speed 15(:
mag too.
ran about 1 min plus with each person(:

it was good work out.
there was this machine.
wenqi called it the 'train neh neh machine'
yes i noe it sounds ...

i think i kinda eh put too much force on left shoulder.
i think its kinda tense now.
very suan.
lol.
left round 5.45

salad for dinner(:
uberlicious(:

there is records tmr.
i hope i wun get muscle ache here and there.

JIAYOU FUHUA!

WE WILL CONFIRM WIN(:

HAHAS.
I M SURE WE WILL.
BUKIT PANJANG GOVT HIGH.
U ARE GOING DOWN.
WEEEE...

BPGH is my mum's sec sch.
hahas.
i just hope my mum wun go 'BPGH JIAYOU'
hahas.

--

yes i took it as a insult.
i dun think i am too sensitive.
yes.
insult it is.
is it really that hard?

forget it yea.


Friday, July 25, 2008, 9:22 PM
(:

pretty alright day i guess.

currently chewing on a banana flavoured fruity smarties(:

hahas.
LOL

pretty random.
lol.
--

records is pretty tiring.
went to Singapore Poly.
went back for filming round 4.30
lol mr chan called as 'elite group'
lol.
sound so nice yet so akward.

HAHAS.


lol.
film all the way to 6.45 -.-
so tired.
lol.

today we cleared all the 145 eggs.
roar.
thanks to those who just came today.
not all.
at least mag they all din keep breaking.
we just saw a few ppl.
who cannt control.
yet geh kiang.

go run.
run 3 times drop 3 eggs.
run out very fast.

lol.
very !@#$%^ lol.
hahas.

MAG IS SUPER GOOD(:
hahas that megabee(:
she can like RUN on the 1st training.
wow.

jerlin and qinaide are going good(:
hahas.(:

--

meeting jie,mag and prec tmr for gym(:

burn burn burn fats(:
hahas.
ok luh ending here barh(:

i go watch TEEVEE(:

Thursday, July 24, 2008, 6:23 PM
RECORDS!

MY STOMACH IS GROWLING.

growl growl.
roar roar roar.

lol

HUNGRY.
TUITION LATER.

ROAR.

nvm.
i m kinda happy today

luc,mag,jerlin and qinaide went into records!

OMG.
so freaking happpayyee(:

that mag.
1st time.
SO FAST.
wacao(:

hahas.

zhixian din want to join):
she was moon walking.

yuck.
nvm luh.
she just thinks it stupid.
hahas lol.
happy happy
happy
LALALALA.

they are gng training tmr!(:

there is filming tmr):
they will like drag freaking LONG.


roar
lol.
hahas.

yayyeee!
auntie just said dinner was ready!
heehee

i go eattto(:

Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 8:06 PM
tired.

haven't been able to sleep well these few days.

very tiring day in school and unable to sleep well at night.
ROAR.

sch wasnt nice at all.
i think its been ages since i said i dislike sch.

got back chi test.
crap again.

11/40
whole class failed.
highest is 19.
lol.

gosh luh.
my chinese was at the top.
now drop like crap.

chua gin kuan ar chua gin kuan.
time to buck up kay.

your results are crap.
1st your history,
now your chinese.
what is next?

dun let any be next.
study hard and play hard.

yes that shall be my motto.
LOL..

wad ever.

take it as a person with austism talking to them selves.
lol.

whatever.


i DREAD going to school tmr.
i dunno.

I JUST DREAD.

idk.
good or bad.
idk.
its fate.

ROAR THERE IS CT ON THE 1ST OF AUGUST!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 10:16 PM
change-life aint fair.

some thing in the world that never changed is change.
things changing.
change is always happening.
so change will nvr change.

accept the fact.
life will never be fair(:

go on.
grown up.
time to understand that.
yes.
time to.

so you would nvr get hurt.
at least.
well not that often.

hahas.

ok STOP whatever you are thinking.

now GO TO BED!

10:03 PM
its getting lower.

lessons are getting more and more boring each day.
clap, there is record challenge tmr.

tired day again.
i havent have proper sleep for days i think.
i drag myself to school everyday.

face all the crap.
face twin's ps-ing.

ROAR.
at least records can keep me focus i guess.
but well roar

i am broke now.
just return huiling her 7 bucks.
and i am officially BROKE.

ROAR.
hahas.

oh yes.
my horrible history test.
failed BADLY.
5.5/15

ROAR.
hahas.
i am gna MUGGGG for the next one.
I DUN CARE.

sky drop i still study.

XD
hahas.

oh i am gna fa hua chi.
so ignore better(:

--

omg i realise,
banana can be charming when he is eh low.
hahas.
wacao.
hahas.

now like

BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA
BANANA BANANA BANANA BANANA

IN MY HEAD.
LOL.

YES FREAKING CHARMING.
lol..

i bet qinaide will be like laughing like hell.
ROFLTAO.


stop fa-ing hua chi.

wake up, you know its impossible(:

Monday, July 21, 2008, 9:55 PM
sick and tired.

i am freaking tired i tell you.
so tired to i ignored twin.
yayee clap.

uh huh.
hahas.

record challenge was just.
LOL.
freaking tiring.
the filming went all the way till 6.30.
the mediacorp want to film EVERYTHING.

they even had a close up on me.
-.-

i was like doing the egg relay.
den the camera man was running back words just to shoot me relaying the egg.
what the frog.
but i dun think they will show everything they shot.

reached home round 7.
i was pretty worried bout maths at that time.
but i completed it so yea(:

hahas.
pretty tired now.
should be crashing in soon(:
hahas.

i still cannt make my mind for tmr.
petrocket or training.

help me!

roar.
i wna sleepppppu.

Saturday, July 19, 2008, 12:00 PM
surrender.

roar.
dun have the mood nowadays.
today proves everything.

screw.
its like record challenge's week and it comes and screw.

ROAR.
sry twin and yy and (whoever it is) ytd.

nvm.
record's challenge training was alright i guess.
bmt guys are nice.
hahas.

junhwee was ._.
showed he super shaking ass.
hahas.

headed to jp after that.
got my pen stuffs.
gk was den a happy girl.
but down.
i think on the bus to jp.

lol.
guess why.
hahas.
no luh i not so petty.

den this stupid man.
cant even differentiate jurong east and jurong point.
call himself a singaporean.
wtf man.

dun care.
heng not me.

good luck huh (whoever that is gna stead with him)
call him go bugis he go bedok.
call him go jurong west complex he go jurong east complex.
call him go bukit panjang go bukit batok.

jy luh huh.
(whoever that is gna stead with him) is gna hav a headache.

hahas.
alright.

mixed feelings,
i dunno what to expect now.
carry on my life.
maybe go concentrate on pen spinning or rather studying then settling my feelings.
let it run.
wherever is goes,
there will be a fullstop.
i wonder where it stops.

i cannot say i stop about banana.
i cannot confirm now.
my mind is in a mess.
with this low mood nowadays.
nthing is a sure word.

oh sry to ppl around for past few days for super irritating annoying gk's ljb.
forgive me yea?

Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 7:14 PM
much better.

today was much better.
but i think i am gna explode(:

nobody bothers anyway.
hahas.

lesson was alright.
had a formal letter for english.
i am proud of myself for it.
hahas.

lol.
pe was boring.
oh i hit my nose.
the bball.

now my nose is sumthing like kor's
just abit lower.
hahas.

rofl.

curry for f&n.
screw it.
it stained my skirt all over just now at jp
and its so fucking disgraceful i tell you.

twin got herself a nike water bottle(:
a red one.
she was spending like 10 mins to choose a bottle ._.

i m gna get a GREEN one(:
hahas.


currently having bad cash flow probs.
anyone wna sponsor me ?
i can write an appeal for u if u wan(:

hahas
coming up,
my china taicang's buddy(:


Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 10:11 PM
depression,

i ve gta say today is a depressing day.
i dunno.
i just dun feel good.

sudden depression after i enter class room.
was still alright when i was in the bus with twin.

i dunno why.

maybe i just werent meant to be there.

got a lil better when walking to mac with bmt peep.
seeing jie, qinaide, mag,luc, wenqi,bryan,peihan and shaoyan or zhihao.

but it went to the bottom.
soon enough.

whatever.
depressing day.
i just hope tmr wun be like tat.
there is taicang ppl tmr.
lets just hope so.

Monday, July 14, 2008, 7:18 PM
its time to get over banana.

sch is norm.
just that taicang ppl are here.

yes i like my buddy alot(:

wang yi xuan.
her word is so chim i cannt understand.
plus.
today.
i dunno where all my pro-ness chi went to.
guess i was too nervous.

they are pretty nice ppl(:

lessons were norm.
training tmr(:

oh yes twin.
every thing is going on fine for her.
as a matter of fact.
i am going high over.
shall high more tmr.

man.
i just wished and hoped.
twin is sec2.

man.
screw.
i am just go omfg freaking sad.

wadeva.
twin i am happy for u(:

gum loves dum truckloads(:


i think its time to stop liking banana.
enough for my self(:
i ll throw banana behind my brain(:

i know it will take time and it will hurt.
but.

yes its time to throw banana behind my brain.

no more its a sunny yellow banana day.
no more banana song.
no more bananas flying in the air when i am giddy.
no more bananas on diet.
no more charming banana.
no more staring at banana.
no more going high when i see banana.
no more getting down when i dun see banana.

yes,
no more banana(:

Wednesday, July 09, 2008, 9:15 PM
jiawei my lovely alien(:

omgd.
i am so freaking glad i went maths trail today.

to get to know a lovely alien(:

yes the love.

LOVELY ALIEN.
i will sms u on FRI 0000!
DUN WORRY(:

just joking.


i will sms u!

8:13 PM
W7 Cluster Maths Trail<3

back from maths trail(:

its fun kayyee(;
those who din go.

TOO BAD.
but i feel kinda guilty too.
i missed twin's promotion of exco.
dang.
i wna see my chio chio twin.

me, ,mok kor, jan, ruxin
and ben loo was dimissed earlier at 1.
missin LSA.

ate lunch.
off to IMM(:
mr koh got us a bus.

arrived.
with my GROUP 4~(:
YES THE LOVE<3



headed off to stations.
my grp was quiet at 1st.
hahas.
but its was still KINDA quiet at the end.
but at least i see smiles(:

GRP LDR- JIAWEI.
woo ! CLAP CLAP~
hahas.

yea.
with Iris.
' u dun need physic to noe when the next bus arrive, just ask iris(:'
teehee

jiawei and iris is the love kay(:
yes they are freaking nice.

jiawei changed my impression of RV.
i thought RV was full of haolian ppl.
hahas.

ok.
at least jiawei is not(:

walked around.
omg.
i hated the converting question and station 2.
and the busstop.
station 2 is where my sch's helpers were there.

i have to say.
i hate them.
there was one braces guy who had this ANGMOH slang.
was freaking irritating.
he got me annoyed.
if mr koh aint there,
i think i will go SHUT THE FUCK UP.
and all the beautiful languages will come out.

screw him luh kay.

went to play waterworks after that and got wet.
saw dad's couallege(I CANT SPELL)
said hi
LOL.

thanks nopad for the towel(:
played with kor, cj, peiqi, nopad and benjo.
they were kinda nice(:

weiliang din play.
hahas.
he helped us get the towel.

train-ed home(:

JIAWEI IS FREAKING CUTE I CANT STAND IT HAHAS.
I AM AMAZED BY HER SPEED!(:


--

SCREW PIMPLES,
DAMN I GOT A FEW PIMPLES FROM TODAY.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.

there's pe tmr(:

Monday, July 07, 2008, 7:14 PM
TWIN TMR YAYEE!(:

i mad liao luh.
i keep posting alot this few days.
WHO CARES.(:
MY BLOG.
MY CHOICE MUAHAAHA.

I AM SO GODDAMN FREAKING EXCITED TO SEE TWIN TMR(:
I MISS HER LIKE @&*$&@!++_)(*&^
hahas(:

TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN
TWIN


I WILL SEE YOU TMR DEN!

HUGS AND KISSES TO TWIN<3
(:

7:05 PM
random thought for this bitch.

omg.
i cant believe i once thought u were alright.
this bitch.
unbearable.

yes like jie said.
u hav issues to settle.
real BAD ones.

time to tune that haywire in your brain.

pardon me.
the thought of you just popped in(:

too much of your influence.
oh get a life for god's sake.
be true of your words.

or more ACCIDENTS will come its way yea?
hahas.

i bet jie will roflhao.
hahas.
oh wad ever.
ok luh

i am bored luh.
shall scold some more(:

at least ask for permission yea?

tats all i have to say luh.
i wna go watch my teevee.
shall not waste my time on such bitches(:

LOL
aiyo ppl just ignore this post.
those who read.
imagine u havent(:

4:35 PM
zhixian.(:

yea zhixian came to my mum early in the morning.
and we started exercising(:
burn all the damn fats away.
hahas.

but we ate quite alot in teh afternoon.
so all gone.
wasted.
drats.

but i did had a good time with jie yea.
oh she love my sis(:
sidney.

jie can be such a loving sister.
not to me.
my sis luh.
gundu.
she is practically going crazy over my sis.
hahas.

she is REALLY nice to sidney
i wonder what gotten into her.
suddenly.
so nice.
HAHAS.

she is an evil thing.
so its pretty.
shocked, stunned see her so nice.
horh evil thing?

fooled arnd.
crazy over the guppies.
maddie today.

eh omg.
i dunno what to say.
its just pretty good day with jie i must say(:

i DUNNO WAD TO SAY LIAO.

(:
bye

wait for jie of her post.
i think she is gna post the quotes of sis.

horh zhixian taima?

Sunday, July 06, 2008, 9:31 PM
change of skin(:

change of skin.
found a nice producer.(however u call it(: )

thebikiniboy.
hahas.
its plain and beautiful.
hahas.

i think i gna see his other skins as well.
change them prob(:
thanks ben chia.
for helping me make up my mind for the skins.
both are wonderful i tell u(:

thanks yea.
wanted to ask twin.
but she just keep going on and off line.
i will smack on tues(:

i am sooo looking forward to see twin.
i miss her like ^&@^&)@_!^#&)%@_#
hahas(:

sending adina the cameron pics(:
this lilBIG princess.
has serious princess syndrome.

jiayou for O's kay love?(:

8:27 PM
dvd all day.

call me crazy call me mad.
i watched Lee Suan from morning till now.

i m so freaking glad dad bought the portable tv.
den now i wun nid to fight with mum over the dvd player.
she watch so freaking slow.
i am like at ep22 she is only at 2 or 3 OH MAN.

hahas.
new compeititor.
sis.
she just took over my portable.
to watch her 19 sui der chun qing.

nvm i shall use the com.

just visited jie's blog.
yea right.
wad mrs banana.
i ll smack u tmr i tell u.

gng exercise.
so freaking happy.

after the sakae buffet.
i am gna faint at my weight.
ROAR.

cant give my word to exercise with jie every week.
but i ll try(:

i gta wake up earlier rnd 8+ to go meet jie.
and play bmt.
muahaha.

i shall lend her my running shoes.
since that crazy gong kia does not have a pair(:
i ll run with bmt shoes(:
i hope it aint too big(:

oh.
jie's blog reminded of the change of seats.
damn.

means no more crazying with hou mian de(:
and pang bian de.
oh qian mian de too(:

hahas.
mag and feli at back and dumb ass jie beside me, luc infront(:

awwww T.T
i just hope we can change back to old.
den i am back with qinaide.

i will go freaking high i tell u.
oh den ltr maybe end up being chased outta the class by mrs tay.
hahas.
:X

yea ok i dunno wad to do now.
i am waiting for 10.30 to arrive.
den i can watch my shao nian yang jia jiang.
i just hope i can wake tmr(:

hahas.
its all the way till midnight plus.
and its freakin nice i tell u.
(:


yes i wan a banana split pls(:

Saturday, July 05, 2008, 8:26 PM
banana(:

sry for the many post today.

man.
my whole head is about banana now,
i agree with dearest WOBBI.

seem so near yet so fat.
so loud yet unheard.

its just within my reach.
yet.
literally or mentally so far.
cause there was nthin i could do.
or am i not meant to do anything?

i have no idea.
i just i can wipe banana outta my head now.
cos it felt totally.

vexing.
yes, vexing.
idk why.

it just does not feels good.
i need to talk badly now.
twin is away now.
ROAR.
i dunno how to start this topic to dearest WOBBI or jie.
oh help.

8:08 PM
home alone.

home alone currently.
hahas.

i have everything to myself.
yes.
this the time to let out the selfish me(:

just joking.

twin went back to m'sia to settle her braces.
i am so glad for her(:
she enjoyed her camp.

and pang seh-ed me for one whole week.
bus-ing to sch like an idiot.
without a person to confide for one whole week.

u good arh u.
next time.
MY TURN.

i think she will turn out perfectly fine.
poor me.
gta go to sch on tues with a bangala.
hahas(:

or african.
LOL.

ok post sumthing up den.
since i am bored.
















You are Yellow Raccoon, who is innocent and depends on people.
You are also amiable and graceful.
You tend to take passive attitude with gentle and modest ways of expression.
You are well liked by both men and women.
You listen to others well, and try to adapt to them.
This makes you feel your emotions are being opressed, and therefore you may suffer mentally.
Unlike your modesty, you hate being restricted.
You want to do whatever you like, and when you like.
You are rather temperament, and are emotionally delicate.
You have great artistic sense, and if you come in touch especially with traditional and ancient things, fortune will smile on you.
It may be good to make museum tours as your hobby.
You are not good at housework; you prefer to work on something you like.
When you get to the middle ages, you may take an interest in spiritual world.
You may experience great change in life.
You live your life steadily, so you shouldn't rush into things.
You have strong motherly feelings, and people depend on you a lot.
After getting married, you will keep your house well.

i think its kinda true.

hahas.
what do u think?

yes i tend to change to adapt to ppl.
if i am too strong on my stand.
i am afraid i hurt ppl.
that happened b4.
only to lose my bff.
but bff is back now(:

ok.
no sad stuffs.
if not i might start tearing.
especially with this current song.
Bye Bye Mariah Carey.
plus home alone.

no one will see(:

ok ciaos.
i shall go watch my korean drama.

how very nice(:

I LOVE THE SMILE ON EVERYONE'S FACE.
it just warms my heart(:

2:16 PM
twin(:

twin is back!
muahaha!

phone-ing with her now.
she is suppose to fill me in with her camp.
hahas.

she is currently crapping.
her background is so freaking noisy.
she is suppose to tell me sumthing funny.
but i listsen until yawn.
LOL.

i am freaking jealous.
she had 9 hrs of kayaking! oh man.
i am freakin jealous.
now my twin has turned into a bangala.
hahas.
she is freaking black.
she told me.

i think i am gna freak out when i see her on tues.

12:06 PM
PEEKTURES!(:



















ziting(:
hahas.


















the cutie pie(:


























































retarded-ness(:



















nice reflections(:


















prec and i(:


















yes ,the horrible bill.

































gimme a big =D


















yes the three butts(:
guess which is mine(:


















16,15,14


















standing up(:


















youngest yet tallest! MUAHAHA.
I AM ALWAYS IN THE MIDDLE. HAHAS.

11:51 AM
SAKAE(:

I AM SO NOT GNA EAT SAKAE FOR THE NEXT TWO MONTHS.

having a phobia currently.
we ate TOO much.
went with precelia, zhixian, mag, lucinda and jerlin(:

prec and i went crazy kayyee..
we were like see who win who seat inside.
i lost.
den i was like walao i was laughing.
den i turned around and scared the person just walking past.
hahas!

as we were walking to sakae.
yes prec and i went 'kee siao' again.
we purposely kept laughing.
to make our selves very hungry
HAHAS.
but we were hungry alrdy.

broke record kayyee.
65 plates(:
and the bill was $123.98.
i ll show u the bill pic ltr.

gosh.
we ate and crapped alot(:

jie din show her superb diet.
awww.

mag was the champ.
ranked no. 1

hahas.
OH I ATE WASABE.(however u spell it, i cant.)

EH 1ST TIME KAY.
great achievement.
i almost vomitted.
i gulp the whole cup of greentea down.
sry if my rice flew to jerlin.
hahas.

OH QIN AI DE TOOK MY CHU WEN AWAY.
T.T

hahas.
no luh
cheeks only.
LOL.

have u ever tried?
u keep laughing.
u just cannt stop.
and ur stomach is like freaking pain alrdy.
but u just cannt stop.
that feeling.
feels like u are dying.
WOAH.
LAUGHED TOO MUCH(:

hahas.
i had a tummy ache after sakae-ing.
walked around jp.

got jerlin mother's present.
wanted to buy pencil for art.
but din in the end.
dad's prob.

qinaide went emo after that.
aww.
she yawn, i thought she cried.
hahas.
scared sia.

this kee siao person go emo.
very very scary.

shall be posting pictures.
of cameron and maybe of ytd(:
oh and little cousin too(:

Thursday, July 03, 2008, 8:24 PM
OH!(:

EH MOLEST SNAKKKEEEEE!

U GIMME WRG INFO!(:

WE GOT INTO FINALS LIKE YAYYYEEE!(:
WOOOOOO
CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP!(:


COME ON 2I5.

YES.
WE ROCK.
WE PEBBLE.
WE STONE.

oh this post is pretty colourful eh?
hahas

XD

6:14 PM
chi drama.

it was auditions for chi drama today.
i hope we get in.
we out in much effort.
i believe.

oh shit.
felicia just smsed me.
we didnt get in.
i think i am gna kill the judges.

yes.
that includes yang lao shi.
i have a bad feeling.
she is gna crap bout me tmr about my role.
yes damn.

nvm shall stay positive and not think of it.
law of attraction.

i think law of attraction is pretty useful.
at least to me.
thanks to mdm rafidah teaching that law of attraction(:

school was pretty alright.
sis bused with me today.
i realise.
she is pretty cute(:

its getting boring without twin.
come back twin.
i miss u god damn fucking truckloads.
i think i gna give u a big hug when u get back.

i was pretty tired in the morning.
i dunno why.

kinda sad bout not having pe today.
hahas.
i always look forward to pe and hist.
i was practically falling asleep today.
sry mrs bala.

mrs bala is really nice kay(:
the rest of the lessons were hmm.
ok luh.

glad there is no science today.
its always $%*&&$()#@!*

=D

twin come back!

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COME BACK NOWWWW ):