BON VOYAGE TO GABBIE!
SHE HAD LEFT FOR JAPAN I THINK!
TAKE CARE !<33

had a super GREAT time at anne's hse playing monopoly(:
i won.hehe.
i was playing with-
ANNELISA!
JASMINE!XIAOCHEN!she was the banker(:
lol.hahas.
went back to shuqun earlier on.
chat with mrs wong and he lao shi(:
earned a hug from he lao shi(:
oh yarh not he tian chan.is ms ho wen xin(:
i went back to shuqun alone at 1st
met junhong ,chung si and kaiwen.
went to mac with the 3 of them and met yongli wit tai wei jie.
den xiaochen came to meet us and we went back to shuqun>.<
den find teachers and talk talk talk.
we went to the sixth floor.
we sneaked up.
mrs tang wun let us in.
den suddenly some one call and told us tat mrs tang is coming.
so we ran like hell!
we chiong.
heng we noe the sch inside out.
many hiding places.

we peeked from the fourth floor and found mrs kirk checking on the second floor.
we chiong like hell larh.
poor zhiyin.
she was having muscle ache and gotta run.
left sch after tat.
went to mac again.
this time with jas xc jw and anne.
mx zy and jolene went to jp.
jw went home soon after left the four of us.
we were talking.
went to anne's hse after tat and started having fun.
long time never go her hse lerh.
hahas.
still the same(:
took pic of the chio bus.
anne and jas.
one nia larh
up the next post.

i suddenly prefer pri sch.
lol.
ok lets not get emo.


i did a test sent by others through email and got the results.


1) Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference:
Cow, Tiger, Sheep, Horse, Pig

my answer-
horse,tiger,pig,cow,sheep.
my priorities-
family,pride,money,career,love.

LOL love as my last priority?
mayb barh

(2) Write one word that describes each one of the following: Dog, Cat, Rat, Coffee, Sea.
Dog-loveble
Cat-ouch!
Rat-disgusting
Coffee-bitter
Sea-endless

results-
Your description of dog implies your own personality.
Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner.
Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies.
Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex.
Your description of the sea implies your own life.

OHMY!
im sooo not loveble...
i dunno for my partner.
ues enemies are DISGUSTING
i dunno for sex.
yes life is endless of joy and unhappiness.

(3) Think of someone, who also knows you and is important to you, which you can relate them to the following colors.
Do not repeat your answer twice.
Name just one person for each color:
Yellow, Orange, Red, White, Green.

Yellow-HAN! yellow yellow dirty fellow(:
Orange-Bryan.the sunny boy.
Red-yupeng!my heart opens to him.
White-Wenqi.his complexion(:
Green-Zhixian.tat miss everything-green

Results-
Yellow: Someone you will never forget
Orange: Someone you consider your true friend
Red: Someone that you really love
White: Your twin soul
Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life

Yea i wun never forget zhixian and han.
bryan yeah i consider him as a true friend.
i really love yupeng kor as my kor.
WENQI! MY TWIN SOUL?!WTF???eeeewww NO!

tats all for today guys!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

yep yep we won the carnival!
1ST FOR R5!

manman
1st rnd-r5 vs r6 score 6-0(if i never rmb wrgly for r6)
yip!
2nd rnd-r5 vs r4 score i dunno ler oops.
last rnd finale round!
r5 vs r3-score = 4-1
yea!
and we had champ.

we had good team work.
poor luc had her wrist sprained cos ytd's practice.
but she continued(:
GOOD ONE LUC!

but also had to apologise to benloo.
we changed him away to peihan.
sry!

man i just love xuanhui larh.
she is sooo good as captain!

i had like 2 blisters on my foot.
i think i m gna get anth 2 more tmr.
dang.
but its worth it.
:D

mr chan joined us in the friendly match.
i foul during tat.
broke the rules
i slammed reina's ball.
sry gal!

HEY GUYS U ALL DID A CHAO CHAO GOOD JOB!

go R5 GO!
hahas.

got sorta high.

ok larh tats all for today:)

i wanna go outtt.

sry there guys>.<
haven been blogging for lalala days.
i had been lalala busy with training and sch such larh.
its busy.
and i m glad i haven got emo for a whole week!
woots.
i m moving on.
oh yeah oh yeah!
lol.
i ve been real emo larh.
dunno wad happen nthing sad happen.
man i need some one like nowwww....

oh yeah some one has been getting on my nerves this few days.
actually i hav been short tempered this few days.
just a little stuff and i get pissed.
lol.
sitting beside darren is chao pervertic.
and yea.
i hav been influence.
omgosh larh.
>.<
i wanna go outtttt....
i have been guai recently NOT GOING out.
haiz.
i wanna go out with jacq and zhixian!
peihan bryan and wenqi.
i wanna take neos with them!

lol.
oh&
zx and me saw jiarong today when we were going back to class.
we shouted his name 3TIMES larh.
he din heard us>.<
lol.
hes talking on the phone barh at tat time if i din see wrgly.

LEE LAY HWA SUXS REAL BADLY LARH,
shes OBVIOUSLY picking on me and darren larh.
FUCK OFF BITCH.
SUXS SUXS SUXS.
lol the both of us,no make it four with shaohui and edi.
we were talking behind her back.
lol.
ask us if u wanna noe:)
i cant say here.
bu fang bian.
hahas.

tmr is captain ball carnival:)
yea!
my team consist of:
ME!
LUCINDA!
XUANHUI!
JOEY!
BOONTIANG!
BRYAN!
JOEL!
ERNEST!
YUYUN!(RESERVE)
BENLOO...(RESERVE)
hahas.
have bryan i not so worry.
he is the speedo kid.
xuanhui too!
she catch ball real well!
xuanhui jy!
dun too much pressure!

HEY GUYS WISH US GOOD LUCK FOR TMR'S CARNIVAL!
YIP!

LOL!
i FINALLY changed blogskin.
i noe i m lazy>.<
hahas.
i like this skin.
cute can.
but i cant seem to change the song.
hahas.
sorta bright.
BUT
OHWELL!

great.
now my stomach muscles hurts.
which i dunno why.

today was sorta great except for el.
she totally suxs man.
dun nid a second thought,
shes LEE LAY HWA.
tat BLOODY FUCKING BITCH.
man.
shes not fit to be a teacher.
come on man.
u say i m not learning.
what happens when i ask u questions?
u said: u should noe..
bitch.
comeon.
if i noe why should i ask u.
is ur brain on ut butt or wad?
she totally spoiled myday can.

shant say any more.

lets talk bout ytd.
ytd was gab's bday/
but sry gab.
i cant place a huge BIG HAPPY BDAY on time .
but i will do it ltr.
i send many smses to gab.
but only 2 is wishing happy birthday.
hahas.
jacq is chao buyaolian ytd.
hahas.
i asked peihan to write closer to an edge easier for jacq to write.
den jacq wrote on the heart.
her message:
HAHA.so they left this special place for ME to wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY. den lalalalala
sry for the lalalala part.
i forgotten wad jacq wrote.
ask gab if u wanna noe.
hahas.

we gave gab
a pig CUSHION!
a pig CANDY HOLDER!
a pig KEYCHAIN!

i sorta get the idea frm jacq's dp.
its scolding U PIG!
shes scolding gab at tat time hmm?
hahas.
den i decided to buy her tat stuffs.
those above are shared by:
ME!
JACQ!
ZHIXIAN!
LUC!
PEIHAN!
SHAOYAN!
BRYAN!
WENQI!
BOONTIANG!
DARREN KOH!

saw the reaction on gab's blog.
lol.
so funny.

gab chao cute.
hahas.
U PIG!

&&
gab's present hai wo kna jacq der shoot my head two times.
ouch.
and i manage to shoot her back once :)
and tats how i get anth one more.
hahas.
i wanted tickle her.
but she hold my hands.
awww.!
JACQJACQ!.
thx for her help tooo.

ok this is for gab.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GABBIE!!!
U PIG!

training aint tat bad ytd.
hahas.

grr i hate my key board.
its like the support is broken and i nid da place sumthing there as support.
den it keeps dropping.
the sound is like chao loud.
make me frighten like lalalala times?

I WAN MY PAPERS BACK!!!!!
like NOWWW.
mr chan has been like dragging for lalalala longgg.
i think we can get a few papers back.
i m chao worried for my maths,
i got the bloody units wrg.
great tuition auntie is gna kill me.
she asked me to keep a look out for the units and i just overlooked it.
like wtf???

science was sorta funny today.
hahas.
i seriously dunno why R3 hate rafidah so much larh.
i mean,yes i do hate her at the beginning of the year but i m like her noww.

chinese sucks.
had chi compo test.
i m sure to flunk it.
the start of my compo dun match with the backk...

haiz.
el was like chaochao boring.
el suxs luh.
hate it hate it hate it.

i realise suddenly.
time passes so fast.
its just like ytd when i entered fuhua.
having orientation.
having fun with my ols;jacq gabbie jiarong and jonathan.
now its like gna end of the year.
and jacq and jiarong leaving.
man i m gna miss jacq like tonss...
jacq is like the siaozhabor tat play like crazy...
shes chao fun.
seriously.
mayb find one day go out with her again.
if not i m gna miss her like TONS.

oh man jacq.

lol.
&&
i m not les larh kay.
i m not despo>.<
i m a normal girl.

bought gab's present...
its like all pig pig pig.
hahas

i dunno wad to buy larh.
den peihan'-.-'me...

ok larh ending here barh sis wanna use...

JACQ JY FOR UPCOMING Os!

home day.
i wasted the whole of today at home.
i thought ppl will jio me.
oh well.
i was like sibeh emo this morning.
had no mood for everything.
my parents think i m showing attitude.
but for goodness sake.
i m not...
i wanted to sing my heart out.
but.
no place in this hse for me to do it.
my mum takes the com.
i think i will just sing my heart out ltr.

i dun wanna cry.
i dun wanna drop tears anymore.
i dropped enough tears in my heart.

ok lets not turn emo now.
i just turned high of the fabfab dinner i had.
with curry chicken and egg soup!
oh man the ginger in the egg soup make me feel the warmth.
perfect.
i started wif a emo morning and end with a fab dinner with a fruit feast ltr.
dad bought loads of fruit back frm m'sia.
dad had been like cutting the jack fruit fresh.
and like.great my hse is now filled with the smell of JACKFRUIT.
i was always thinking.why not STRAWBERRY or APPLE??

thx kor for sms-ing me.
u opened my heart.
oh yarh.
tats not peihan btw.
tats yupeng kor.
<3

lol.
ok barh mayb i should stop here.
go and sing my heart out.

great theres traning tmr.
i wonder how i die tmr.
i m DOOMED...

and by the way,i hate you... :)

i m like chao tired noww.
went for jogging early in the morning.
i was like chao breathless lorh.
den my legs not tired.
its i breathless.
den i went home was chao tired.
went to use com.
den weiting smses me.
ask me if wanna go play bmt.
at YIO CHU KANG.
so i went and play.
xinyan and songwei went too.
i was like very lazy to play.
hahas.
den me and weiting team to play wif a auntie and uncle.
the auntie is like CHAO CUTE CAN!
she made me laugh.
hhas.
&&
auntie i wasnt insulting.
u are really cute!(i noe she will never read this larh)
the uncle quite pro.
hahas.
in the end we lost.
hahas.
den i realised we din sha qiu the match.
we were letting them larh.
if shaoqiu den they bao diedie.
hahas.
i noe im sorta ego.
hahas.
i din eat my lunch b4 i went out.
my lunch was like 2 pieces of bread?!
lol.
went hungry rnd 4+
hahas.
i m like very tired nowww.
today is excersise dayyyy....
lol.
ok larh.
ending here...

yep!
finally CTs are OVER.
goodness me.

was like seriously DYING off when dad disallowed me to use.
COME ON BASTARD.
its just CT.
but i put in a whole real load of effort for science and maths.
yea my results are:
El:65/100 B3!yes!
Chi:78/100 A1!WOOTS!
Science:83/100 A1!WOOTS!<33 i so love my science can.
hahas.
yipee.
as for the rest its unknown.
keke.

got sibeh high when i got my science.
i started turning HIGH.
lol i guess its the results.
hahas.!

i was drenched when i went to sch.
cos i dashed throught the rain with weiting,xiaochen,eleanor and sumone i dunno:X
hahas/

b4 maths i realised i din bring my compass.
i was like OMFG.
luckily wendy had extra/
if not i m so DOOMED LIKE SHIT CAN. ><

recess was totally retarded.
shant say more.
keke.
hahas.
el was total waste of time.
chinese was sorta funny.
lol helaoshi keep amchio(smile secretly)
hahas.
chao funny.

after sch lalala went home... so here i am bloggin!
saving my DEADDD BLOGG.hahas.


OMGOMG ITS TIME TO GO AND PLAY!HIP!

I WANNA GO OUTTT!

ytd was sucha retarded day:X
with a bunch of retardsXDD
hahas.
went to meet jie at je popular.
jie said she would be late so i went in and started browsing.
lol.
i went to look at sunzibing fa.keke.
wenqi called and asked
wenqi:eh can i bring my neighbour?
me:who??
wenqi:tat laobiantai lorh!
me:laobiantai?anything lorh.
wenqi:u bushuang me izit?
me:no larh! suibian.
lol wenqi i not bushuang larh.
hahas.
SUIBIAN!lol~
den jie came and we walked to lib.
&&
i saw jasmine!.
hahas.
she caught my eye or sumthing.
den said hi and went off.
went to lib go walkwalkwalk den wenqi called.
so we went to meet him den kor came soon after tat.
we started studying.
i m like the only guai one.
and wenqi asked me to call him liulaoshi
being a nice girl so i called lorh.
den he taught me geog><><><><><><><
left the lib soon and headed for vivo!
me and jie went round looking for her jie's present.
guys were at arcade.
den we went to look for them after we are done and once we reach the arcade they wanna leave lerh><
waste time go find them...

den wenqi and yulong left rnd 4plus.
leaving me,zhixian and peihan.
we fooled arnd and we went to TOYSRUS!!
yip!
i was like taking swords den poke han saying 'MONEY OR LIVE?!'
den he no fun der just keep walking forward.
i mean like DUH. he can just continue walking ><

there was a cute little boy.
who is SUPER SADISTIC can!.
lol he like laughing away when the cars crashed o.o!
super cute also can.

it was coldddd inthere.
my legs were colddd....freezinggg
den went out and started walking arnd den kor they all were hungry so we were like walking
arnd harbour front centre and vivo.
lol.
den we finally settled and harbour front centre der mac.
went off soon after mac.

i walked super fast...
i was rushing.DUH..!
den walked suddenly zhixian shouted my name den i turned over and saw HELAOSHI!
OMFG.
i was shocked.she was with her friend and daughters i guess. o.o
jie freaked out.lol.

she is bent to ask.
you shijian chu qu mei shi jian zuo wo de sui bi?!
lol.

what cute retarded day!

yep ltr going to study.
gna go to vivo for dinner.
hahas.
gna be a nice girl and bring my textbook for han they all.
hahas.
lol.

just now i went on9 the 1st person is jacq.
she came and nudged me.
and started crapping larh.
lol.
i kna her trick.
:@:@
hahas.

oh man i dunno why i cant wait to go outttt.
hahas.
mayb its just too bored at home den.
ok den i end here barh.
i go gunz.
wahaha

i guess.
the only way is to dun care bout my emo side,
get on with life.
so tats tat larh.

emo day.
i was like emo after the celebration.
nthing seems right.
the horoscope was right.
this week just aint my week.
the horoscope say i will be 'men men bu le'
and yeah.i m.

i hav tuition like right after this.
i feel sibeh emo now.
can anybody care for me?

things just aint right.
i dun feel like doing anything except sleeping.

i feel oh-so-emo.
super sad.
i dunno why.
no mood for everything.
sian sian sian.
going out dun help.
its just so lame.

ok larh i shall stop here.
i feel like crying now...

today was a super badbad day...
jacq din winT.T
nvm.
but i sadly those tat keep off pitch win sia.-.-
i think yanto should win lorh.
in the end those kna sai der win-.-

den din felt like going home.
no one free.
jacq wif frens.
zhixian calss gathering.
shaohui der gran dun help her book billard.
sian.

but when i reach home shu called me!
yea she jio me out!.
yip!
go vivo go bugis ltr.
hahas.
ok larh end here.

i go gunz...muahaha.
lol~

hahas.
i just stopped playing GunZ
omg i m obsessed with tat larh.
hahas.
went to jp with zhixian after sch just now.
hahas.
go walkwalkwalk.
she saw a SHINY HAT.
she look erm...how do i say leh.
started off she ask me wear.
den i dun wan.
den she wear ler i wanna wear.
but nvm larh.
hahas.
i noe i very guai lan.XDD.

hahas.bought sushi!
she bought like super much larh!
i bought 3 pieces nia.hehe.i m sucha guai girl.
hahas.
left one pieces for little sis.
see i so nice!
zhixian still say my sis suffers.hahas.

lol~
lessons were alright i guess.
yeah! tmr till 11.30 nia!
yeahyeah.

lol.
shaohui got caught by govin when smuggling for me...
nvm...
cant blame her though.
can only blame she dunno how to smuggle.
so next time i ask mok peihan.
since he claims tat he noes the tactic of smuggling.
hahas.

and oh yarh!
PPL RMB TO CHEER FOR JACQ TMR.
shes gna sing a super EMO song.
which i m so obsessed with.XDD.
i thought she will ask me go listen her sing today but she never.
awww.
lol~

anyway.

GOODLUCK JACQUELINE.
gosh i hav her whole name SPELLED OUT.
lol~lame!

R5 MUZ CHEER HOR!
OUR OL LEH...HAHAS.
ok den.bye guys!

family suxs.
dad just talked bout exams again larh.
he thinks tat its sooo easy to get A1.
shit ur face larh.
u go take exam for me larh.
fuck.
chibai.
guai lan kia.
dun show me ur lanjiao bin.
grrr.
spoil my morning.

he ask me ur english can get how much
i say B3.
he say why not A1 A2?
he say why u aim so low?
den i say confirm cannt der marh.
english leh.
so not reality larh.
stop dreaming.
slowly larh.
i got C5 for mid year u dun expect me to jump to A1 rite.
den he say.
u aim can dun hit nvm der.
den might as well dun aim.
aim ler never hit.
how dissapointed u noe.
so i aim lower.
eh u think B3 easy to get izit?
i get B3 hav prob ler larh asshole.
tamade.

shant talk bout things anymore.
life suxs.

haven been blogging this few days.
had stuffs and been busy and really tired.
i listened to a song on a radio.
it really touched my heart.it totally described what situation i m in now.
going alone for no matter what sense,training,lessons.
ppl wun come.i will go.


i really dunno.wads happening to me.
i m seriously getting hurt day,by day.
dun say u dunno u are hurting.
u are hurting me in ur actions.
ur ignorance of my existence hurts me.
and u are drying off my blood bit by bit.
leave me alone.
i dunno wad more can i do.
i cant find a person beside me.
i m clinging on a life machine to survive.
suddenly i felt.
can i just die and some how stop this suffering.
theres like .
no one there for me.
what more can i say?
dying off.
bit by bit.
come and save me will u.
ppl are attracted to u.
not in the sense of attraction of guys
but ppl anyppl/
ppl will just go and find u and such.
being alone.
i wun ask for so much.
i just nid a person beside me.
things are getting worse day by day.
ignorance of my existence kills me.
when i was in primary.
i thought evrything will be fine when i go to sec sch.
in the end.
things are still the same.
leave me alone to rot.
i dunno what is in any one's head.
i giv up on life.
this is the end.
try if u wan.
but its gna be hard for me to regain hope for life.
only one person can make me smile truly now.
i wont be emotionless.
dun think too highly and think its u.
u noe its not.

its just you.
for i noe.
i dont giv a damn to life anymore.
i will just try to concentrate on bmt.
studies.
i giv up on friendship.
ok maybe not totally.
only 1 person.
you.