damn i wasted the WHOLE ytd on com.
damn it.
i must go study now.
or else i GG.
must score for chi sia.

PLEASE MAN.

geez.

mum is coming back today(:
woohoo.
i pray she gets me my pens.

PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS.
HEE.

(:

--

i dunno if its you
too much of ___ becomes hatred.
maybe thats what happend for you.

--

as for you.
i guess it takes more den the past.
i dunno if u are putting in the effort or not.
but to me
it does not matter.
for if it arrives.
i will accept.
if it does not den its too bad.

(:

--

toodles(:

paper today are alright i guess.
just the oral.
it got me on my nerves.
real badly.
ROAR.

i was like butterfly all over my stomache.
hahas.

hoho(:
mum is coming back on sun hoho(:

i will go bathe now(:

muahahaha.
cya(:

i feel so insecured.
so worried.
no sense of safety.
for i am afraid of what had happened will happen again.
i do not know what to expect.
well.
i will just have to wait.

--

i realise and i saw.
i see you.
i hope its what i desire.

eoys are here.
the el paper is tmr.
its how amazing.
for the 1st time in my life.
i studied english -.-
my concept in the past for el is.
aiya dun nid study.

hahas.
i wun be updating often.
till exams are over i guess.

its the final part of lower sec.
and i wna make it right.
get what i want(:
it time to get serious i guess.(:

apparently.
i dun get the nerves now.
i hope i wun tmr(:

hahas.
i guess i ll be ending here(:

--

i guess its a start form scratch?

damn it.
i got bitten by an insect whatsoever ytd.
when walking the field.
punished by mr chan-.-

it is now kinda swollen.
and yellow things are like became hard.
cos i squeezed the damn liquid out.

damn it.

sch is still the same old way.
sang the song.
LOL.

or rather is was just a sentence ><
hahas.

we used an hr to do a mind map.
mind map test.
apparently LKW has nthing to test us anymore -.-

skip skip skip.
hist was as per norm really cool.
maths was cool too(:

art was kinda tough.
we gta handle wires man.

thats roughly all.
after sch.
went to post the pens.

man i am excited.
thanks alot eh yum.
that bitch paid a big load.
hahas.
u arh.

i love that yummy bitch luh(:
hahas.

home and all.

i am gng studying(:
hee.
guai eh?

=D

decided to post since i cant access the damn forum T.T

today aint beautiful for me.
rly.
i cant seem to get the mood after PE.
thanks to all added circumstances.
i dunno how long more i can sit beside DT.
he is making pissed and irritated.

i felt like ripping him into pieces.
ROAR.
unbeautiful mood+___
ROAR.

to add on all the unhappiness,
we lost the chinese thingy.
wtf.
my whole mood was like to the bottom of the cliff.
oh well.
a defeat is still defeat

after sch rushed to woodlands.
was late by a lil.
got what i needed and headed home.

on the way home.
received dum's sms.
yum's too.
that dum did not reply until i was heading home from woodlands.
ass.

shall not bother her.

--

i am confused.
terribly confused.
i should have had kept the promise to myself.
yes i will.

i will just need time and it will be over.
nvr to turn back.
that is my promise to myself.

unless.
we start from scratch.
but that is really challenging.
it will be amazing if i can make myself trust a person that had lied? to me 2 times.

the time will come.
fret not.
the time for me to move on or start from scratch

life been alright i guess.
sch is normal.
and just that i am dissapointed that my aunt cant get me the pens i want from US.
pretty dissapointing.
but well i still have to thank you(:

its just that i have been thinking through alot today.

i noe i should not.
but i cannot control myself.
roshawn just keeps coming into my mind.

maybe i should reconsider?
but some how inside me.
i know i should move on.

but i have no idea.
seriously.
maybe i just should leave it alone.
and stop thinking bout it.

damn.
i have issues to settle.
drats.

--

jiayou dum(:
gum and yum will always be here for you(:

i will end here.

sorry for not updating regularly.
i ll try(:

mum just left town for shanghai.
man i m so gna miss her.
shes gng for 8 days.
shes gna be back next sun.
dang luh huh.

BUT.
I GOT HER TO BUY PENS FOR ME(:

mum was like laughing.

'i go work no pressure, den kna pressure by u two(me and dad)'
apparently dad got her to buy tons of china phone.

including me.
LOL.

it seems i am gna get a spare phone(:
with teevee(:

hoho.
ok i gta give up the com seat
sis wna use.

she grumbling.
FASTER.
faster.
faster...


lol.
she wna viwawa luh.

LOL.

till then(:

i thought.
i think.

and i kept on thinking.
it just goes through my brain over and over again.
its not fair.
well life aint meant to be fair.
why cant this damn point get into my head?

damn.
i dun feel good once again.
screw it.

hahas.
its beenlong since i last post
that was like 6 days ago(:

ve been really busy these few days.
hahas,
training was really great ytd(:
it just pure enjoyment(:
played alot of matches(:

hahas.
paired with gillian.
won sharon and charrell but kept losing ely and xy.
on the other hand.
ely and xy lost to sharon and charrell.
lol.

there is like no up and down.

it was amazing how we lost and we were still laughing(:
drop dead nice(:

it was darn nice i tell you.
fucking exciting.
teaming with gillian means confidence(:
stable partner(:

den THE LAST MATCH.
me and gillian vs ely and xy.
20 - 16
WAPIANG WE WERE GNA WIN.
den coach came over.
'eh shou le ba'(hey stop and keep)

WAPIANG.
ask gillian tell coach last point.
she nvr say.
den wapiang.

ely came and tease eh u all not fated to win us.

fyi.
we din win them in the previous 2 matches.
man.

haiz.
but it was still fun.

its been long since there was such a great training(:
i am looking forward to tmr's(:
hahas.

today.
man.
crap luh.
it was darn irrtating when it was on the way home.
fucking irritated.
1stly.
there was two darn irrtating kids whom are at 1st playing.
making alot of sounds.
den after that started crying for no reason and start screaming at their top of their voice.
fyi i was just infront of them.
i got fuckin pissed.
i mumbled shut the fuck up.
and i blast my music on the earpiece

if you noe me,
i dun blast my music.

den second.
when i was alighting.
this women.
was standing beside my seat
i stand up.
she din even move her hand.
causing my head to have a hard hit on her ELBOW.
fucK.
and she din even said sorry.

i was fucking irritated + pissed,

third.
when the bus gna stop.that damn person beside the door.
most prob could not see i have no place to hold to balance.
u noe.
when its squeezy on bus.
and its gna break.
plus i and like facing the mid door.
with two person squeezing me.

i had to use 2 fingers to balance on the ezlink tap thingy.
fuck.
and i went wapiang.

LAST.
when i was alighting,
my bad dropped.
i was carrying it single sided.
den it when bam.
on the steps.
FUCKING PISSED AND IRRITATED AND FRUSTRATED.
MAN.

ROAR.
nvm.

its just !@#$%^&*(
damn.
lets just forget the not so nice stuffs.


tmr.
i hope training is gna be nice(:

--

not feeling much recently.
maybe it really did fade away.
thats good i guess(:
at least.
i dun feel miserable now(:
yea so thats just really good for me(:

--

hoho(:
i am broke.
and i still have 2 more days to go):

hahas.
its beenlong since i last post
that was like 6 days ago(:

ve been really busy these few days.
hahas,
training was really great ytd(:
it just pure enjoyment(:
played alot of matches(:

hahas.
paired with gillian.
won sharon and charrell but kept losing ely and xy.
on the other hand.
ely and xy lost to sharon and charrell.
lol.

there is like no up and down.

it was amazing how we lost and we were still laughing(:
drop dead nice(:

it was darn nice i tell you.
fucking exciting.
teaming with gillian means confidence(:
stable partner(:

den THE LAST MATCH.
me and gillian vs ely and xy.
20 - 16
WAPIANG WE WERE GNA WIN.
den coach came over.
'eh shou le ba'(hey stop and keep)

WAPIANG.
ask gillian tell coach last point.
she nvr say.
den wapiang.

ely came and tease eh u all not fated to win us.

fyi.
we din win them in the previous 2 matches.
man.

haiz.
but it was still fun.

its been long since there was such a great training(:
i am looking forward to tmr's(:
hahas.

today.
man.
crap luh.
it was darn irrtating when it was on the way home.
fucking irritated.
1stly.
there was two darn irrtating kids whom are at 1st playing.
making alot of sounds.
den after that started crying for no reason and start screaming at their top of their voice.
fyi i was just infront of them.
i got fuckin pissed.
i mumbled shut the fuck up.
and i blast my music on the earpiece

if you noe me,
i dun blast my music.

den second.
when i was alighting.
this women.
was standing beside my seat
i stand up.
she din even move her hand.
causing my head to have a hard hit on her ELBOW.
fucK.
and she din even said sorry.

i was fucking irritated + pissed,

third.
when the bus gna stop.that damn person beside the door.
most prob could not see i have no place to hold to balance.
u noe.
when its squeezy on bus.
and its gna break.
plus i and like facing the mid door.
with two person squeezing me.

i had to use 2 fingers to balance on the ezlink tap thingy.
fuck.
and i went wapiang.

LAST.
when i was alighting,
my bad dropped.
i was carrying it single sided.
den it when bam.
on the steps.
FUCKING PISSED AND IRRITATED AND FRUSTRATED.
MAN.

ROAR.
nvm.

its just !@#$%^&*(
damn.
lets just forget the not so nice stuffs.


tmr.
i hope training is gna be nice(:

--

not feeling much recently.
maybe it really did fade away.
thats good i guess(:
at least.
i dun feel miserable now(:
yea so thats just really good for me(:

--

hoho(:
i am broke.
and i still have 2 more days to go):

DUM IS BACK.
AND THAT IS EVERYTHING I KNOW FOR NOW(:

HEE.
I JUST CALLED HER.
SHE ANSWERED CLAP CLAP.

we are gna have tons of stuffs to talk about soon(:

assmama i wna see you tmr(:
i will give you a huge and gigantic kiss i tell you(:

she din got me and yum pens.
but nvm(:
SHES BACK HOHO(:

but its saddening i am gna leave sg on sat.
oh man dum.

i tell you.
when i called her.
i was like .
OMG DUM(:
den she abit laughing.
you miss me arh?

den i was practically rolling on my bed.
laughing.
cheering dum is back.
den you say leh? go see my blog luh.
hahas.
i have evidence kay?
hahs.

yum can be my witness(:

hoho.

DUM IS BACK.
AND THATS ALL IN MY HEAD NOW(:
I WILL SLEEP WITH THAT THOUGHT IN MY HEAD(:

hitting the sack in 5,


4,




3,




2,





1,





sack hit-ed(:

hoho.
its my maid's birthday today,
she is darn nice i tell u(:

i love u crazy ass.
YOU OLD OLD LAO KOK KOK(:
heehee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE AUNTIE(:

i am drop dead tired now.
i wna hit the sack(:
i dunno it i should wait for dum's call.
but.

anyway.
i dun even noe if she will call.
ROAR.

i smsed her to call.
but that assmama.
dunoo will listen anot.
she is always doing that.
ltr.

her 1st reaction is to call durian den i jialat.
den they will talk woohoo long.
oh man.
nvm.
if she does not calls me by 11.30 i will just hit the sack(:
wonderful bedsack i have you know(:

DUM CALL ME U ASS.

dum is coming back soon(:
hee
i miss her truckloadzxzxzxzx
hahas(:

WOOHOO.

i realise recently
alot of ppl is flying
woohoo.
which means.
pens(:

let me list out.

auntie Juliana- Jap.
WOOHOO
she got me 3 penz gear(:woohoo.

DUMMY<3-jap(:
Aunt- USA
Mum(:- China
Neighbour - Korea(unconfirmed)
but most prob yes.
since he is a buisness man(:
cool huh?

hahas.
all the correct timing
us for rsvps.
china i dunno( :
korea dong a(:

hoho.

assmama cool(:

hahas.
ok den.

gng to msia on sat(:
which means i have chance to go hunt for pens again.
thats just very cool(:

--

enough of pens.
frankly speaking.
hols just come and go.
its almost the end now.
training everyday.

since i have nthing to say(:
its been long since a long post came from me(:

i saw some ones post on type of hahas.
ok ppl who u will like.

hahas.
i decided i should.
since i have nthing to do(:
my psp is with yum.

so i shall go.

that guy MUST BE taller den me(:
or else hahas. NO WAY.
imagine a guy shorter den u.
eh it just feels weird.
fyi i am 168cm(:
so hoho(:
sporty guys is the love,
MAN MARH.
hoho(:
dun give me some skinny bony sick person.
i will faint.hahas.
tall and build(:
but not too wa piang hahas(:
hahas.
muscular.
WOOHOO.
michael phelps(:
drop dead shuai.

humorous(:
make me laugh my ass off kay(:
hoho CHARMING.
not as in shuai .
mei li.
hahas.

(:

OMG.
REMINDS ME OF MICHAEL PHELPS.
HE IS DARN WOOHOO WAPIANG SHUAI CAN(:

OMG I SOUND LIKE A HUA CHI(:

--

dum is coming back in a few hours time(:
i miss her

so she is back i am darn happy.
yum too(:
i hope she got us our pens.

i will see you soon(:
i will give you a BIGBIG kiss i tell you(:

man.
i wna see her soon(: