muz really thank ms lee for giving me the el hmwk sia.
hahas.
if not i wun be able to blog today.
had napfa.
man.
i think i ll get a silver barh.
super sad.
my incline-.-
bloody.
i thought i can.
ve been wondering why i can do push up while i cant to pull up?
haiz.
did a beautiful 44 situps in a min.
yeah!
i was shocked when mr teo said 30 secs and i done 25 situps!
yeah gk!

hahas.
dissapointed in my shuttle run.
not used to it.
cos the length den i use to stretch my right leg with right hand.
haiz.
training lor.
if in hall i confirm can der.
haiz.
i nearly knock on precelia's head while doing situps.
hahas.
i was happy when i passed my standing broad jump
yeah!

i failed my incline.
but nice mr teo made it to 3 to let me pass.
hahas.
gna retake.
i m aiming for a gold for napfa.
muz train lo.
JY GK!

lessons were boring today
el slacked a whole real load.
and i must say tat.
the HOD of chinese is sucha BITCH.
she wanna poke her bloody goey nose into everything.
she is obviously picking on us larh.
fuck off bitch.

go mind ur own bloody buisness


i realised, there is a angel beside me.
but what is going to happen to me when that some one leaves?
whats gna happen.
not lying i actually wanted to giv up on life today
den with that someone, it cheers me up.
lets try.
but i really feel like giving up.

be cos.
recently anth bitch entered my world.
shes trying to squeeze in a certain grp.
which i shant say and the grp may noe wad i m saying.
she takes ppl away.
frm me especially.
cant u just leave me alone?
do u,bloody bitch hav to take everyone away frm me?
let me ask u.
do u HAV TO?!
man shes gets on my nerves.
looking at her acting cool.
makes me wanna puke.
seriously.
u wanna act cool still wanna be cher's pet.
act guai and act pai.
wth?
mayb i shant comment bout tat cos i myself is also half guai half pai.
why cant just the right ppl just come into my life?
why does those wrg ppl just hav to barge in?
life suxs.
i think i shall move on.
i now just hope jasmin would quickly transfer into fuhua and keep me company.cos i dunno how long more can i handle this loner thingy.
to those who are blind.
cant see im going alone.
no body cares.
i dunno why this damn feeling is coming back again.
everything dun seem right.
my life is a puzzle.
tat has pieces all messed up
all lost.
some in the dark.
some being torn by ppl
anyone come to my rescue pls?

i cannot bear it anymore

bad new guys.
my dad just banned me for using com like a week!
i m here blogging cos ms lee brought us to the com lab.
and i gotta make it fast.
sry guys
i wun be posting for week or so.
sry

today was really nice to me.
hahas.
i heard some really nice songs over the radio tat i knew and currently obsessed.
example:
DANCE WITH MY FATHER!
oh man when the radio played tat song,
i was laughing like hell!sibeh funny.

hahas.
told jacq bout tat.
she was laughing also sia.
hahas.
she also same.
obsessed with me.
hahas.

oh man.
today was great wif those songs!
hahas.

now i laugh until my cheeks suan liao.
hahas.
went to celebrate little cousin der 1st month.
lol loads of cousin went.
all sibeh cute.
and i m the oldest><
hahas.the baby very CUTE.
oh man oh man.
den i tap her go sleep.
taptaptap.
gran aunt taught me.
my little sis last time sumtimes also i type der u noe!
hahas.
oh man.
sibeh high now!

hahas.
i din noe i m so crazy bout songs.
hahas.

now listening to 'Big Girls Don't Cry'
oh man anth nice song!

SIAO LIAO LARH me.
ok liao go audi ler cya!

woah.
long time no post.
i became the lazy lobster.
hahas.
keep listening to 'Dance With My Father'
ohman.
obsessed ler larh.
siao liao.
sibehsibeh nicenice.
very gandong *sobsob*
LAME~~~
lol ltr going to aunt annie's hse.
her daughter one month.
and nice cousin me decided to wear my mango shorts haven wear b4 kay!
be honoured wor little cousin.
yepyep hope my aunt ah girl go earlier den me den can play wif her.
lol. i dunno why we call her aunt ah girl.
cos its like we just call her since young.
hahas.
uncle zhong too.
they are siblings larh.
they quite fun lor. hahas.
but OLD ler larh.hahas.
gonna see alot ppl i dunno.
so better STICK to them lo...
hahas.
my sis no use der larh.
ltr sure pangseh me go play wif little kids.
come on~
they all sibeh young der larh.
not my age. lame...
haiz. innocent.
lol.
life are not bad this few days i guess/
dun wanna think to much.
&&
er jie made tiramisu!
erjie my cousin larh.
she put liqour inside,
oh no*drunk* lol~
got coffee powder. *yucks*
dun like.
hahas.
ok den.
theres CT tmr jy guys!

DANCE WITH MY FATHER!<33

woah.
long time no post.
i became the lazy lobster.
hahas.
keep listening to 'Dance With My Father'
ohman.
obsessed ler larh.
siao liao.
sibehsibeh nicenice.
very gandong
*sobsob*
LAME~~~
lol
ltr going to aunt annie's hse.
her daughter one month.
and nice cousin me decided to wear my mango shorts
haven wear b4 kay!
be honoured wor little cousin.
yepyep hope my aunt ah girl go earlier den me den can play wif her.
lol.
i dunno why we call her aunt ah girl.
cos its like we just call her since young.hahas.
uncle zhong too.they are siblings larh.
they quite fun lor.
hahas.
but OLD ler larh.hahas.

gonna see alot ppl i dunno.
so better STICK to them lo...
hahas.
my sis no use der larh.
ltr sure pangseh me go play wif little kids.
come on~
they all sibeh young der larh.
not my age.
lame...
haiz.
innocent.
lol.

life are not bad this few days i guess/
dun wanna think to much.

&&
er jie made tiramisu!
erjie my cousin larh.
she put liqour inside,
oh no*drunk*
lol~
got coffee powder.
*yucks* dun like.
hahas.
ok den.
theres CT tmr
jy guys!

DANCE WITH MY FATHER!<33

today cant get any worse den this.
i m kna caught for fringe.
&\
btw he lao shi.
if u think i m gna pin.
u are wrg
i m so not gna.
BUT
i will cut during the weekend
SO
FUCK OFF!

shit mr phor.
i m kna caught for fringe he go check my skirt!
walao.

pls larh minyi and ruxin der skirt is even SHORTER den me.
for goodness sake.
open uR BIG BIG EYES.

KAOBEI.
walao
guai lan can.
lol but.
kna caught is nice sia.
lol
can miss lessons.
this is like 1st i kna caught for long fringe.
last time have larh but not go up lo.
last time is just warning nia.at least still got time gimme go cut.
SUXS/
i shant say who.

worse.
mum and dad seems to help mr phor.
man he suxs like hell can-.-
den was chinese.
i told her in a nice but not shuang tone.
i tell her she catch wrg.
man.
i thought she was nice lo.
den she ended like tat.

actually at 1st glance.
she never catch me.
den when i ask her pass den she catch.
WALAO.
bloody bitch-.-

cos i wanna confirm marh.
if not ltr mr phor or mr go even mr govin worse.
den she call me UP.
den still kna mr phor.
man.
suxs.

shant elaborate more about lessons.

shall end here.
training was TIRING.
ok mayb not tat bad.
i was sibeh late for tuition.
i was late like 45 mins!

oh man.
its like 9 and i haven bath.
thx to dad larh.
he ask me help me find things.
which is extremely hard.

yeah.
went back to shuqun and had a good look and my little juniors.
hahas.
saw zhendong,zhen hao and zimin.
hahas.
even he lao shi.
man i super miss them.
heng never see pig of the green hill.
lol.
2 person cried.-.-
a guy and a girl.haiz.
and the drummer got his fingers kna trapped in the door.
thx to monkey.lol
poorthing.the finger bleed summore.-.-
haiz kelian.
and moneky.
if anything happen to drummer u are so doomed.
rain is gonna kill u.
lol.
dun worry SUN will save the day.
LOL~

their progress is sibeh sibeh the slow larh.
they only learnt 3 stunts now-.-
walao.
at my time we arldy noe the whole thing like in and out liao lo.
very slow...
nvm
JIAYOU.
snr will always be here for u~
hahas.
ms zeng said:if u dun be coach very lang4fei4.
hahas.

den headed to parc vista to meet:
zhixian!
peihan!
wenqi!
shinan!
shaohui!
janelyn!
jingyong!

shaoyan went home earlier.
awww...
sad...
if not can bully him.XDD

talked a little.
den fooled arnd wif han.
we throw stones at each other den i purposely scream when his stone hit me.
hahas.
fun sia.
muz scream den nice marh.XDD
den played the slide.
han come and disturb me-.-
den after tat shinan and wenqi even jing yong started sliding.
i think shaohui also barh.
quite nice.

man i realise.
trying to call:
peihan
wenqi
zhixian
shaohui
is really hard.
to contact them i think i wasted like dunno 7 or 8 mins lorh.
but nvm.

played den walked home.
wanted to go eat.
but stupid wenqi said they go boonlay and eat.
so got sort of bushuang den headed home myself.
his remarks very caustic can.
just cos i more boyish.more of protective for myeself.does not mean i m not sensitive to ur darn comments.
wad if i keep calling u gaygaygay.
call those nasty things to u?
u wun like it either rite?
i m always joking wif u.
all u giv me is the remarks in stearn tone.
stop it one day,when i cant bear it anymore.
i would start screaming i tell u.
dun get me on my nerves.
tolerating has a limit.

i treat u as a fren can u treat me as one?
if not at least a classmate.
those remarks hurts kay.
its not just cos u are who and who.
its the same towards everybody.
u just dont noe when to stop.
dunno when to control ur tone.

ok lets forget about tat mosquito tat gets on my nerves.
i m glad he is not my kor.
peihan is nice to be a kor man.
sibeh crappy.
but he noes when to STOP.

going back to training tmr.
hope dun kna scold.
very tired this few days.
i wonder if its physically or mentally.

life has been alright this few days.
i guess.
except for mum.
who just came and started to talk and eh bout eh com.
damn u larh.
i m helping dad just now kay?
i only hav so little time now to blog.
so shut up will u?
parents always think they are so great.
so wad?
still bitchy lo .
kna sai.

waiting for the rainbow.
oh ya.
stop the pretence.
i cant stay optimistic.
cos i noe if i do,i m lying to myself.
zi qi qi ren.
no thx.
u treat me norm in life.
but once it comes to when u are not in contact face to face , u turn cold.
i cant stand it.
cant is just be when we are face to face u are alright and when not still the same?
i shant giv myself the thought of reconciling.
cos its just lying to myself.
i long lost tat identity.
but.
suprisingly,
u are the only who can pull me out of misery.
i realise i can face u like no body else.
mayb cos the stuffs we had been thru.
those quarrelling.
those patching up den quarelling again.
but this crack i believe will never be mended.
unless u open up ur heart and start to trust and accept ppl.
u shut the whole world out of ur life.
giv them a chance.
metoo.
some may not need one.
u may even think i m one of them.

i can stay optimistic no more.
i m lying to myself.
i think i will move on.
but how?
teach me will you?

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quite a good day today. loves<3 to zhixian and shaoyan.
school was alright.
lit was just sick as ytd
el wasnt tat boring today.
i got high during science.
pe was alright too.
even maths.

had a good time after sch wif zhixian and shaoyan hahas.
we went to the bubble tea shop at 1st.
den we started crapping alot.
zhixian:eh i buy this for you and shaoyan.(pointing to the menu wif love dunnowad blended) me:aiya den why not me and shaoyan buy tat for u and peihan.right shaoyan?
he just keep nodding his head-.-
zhixian:i dun think he noes wad u are saying.
me:eh u noe wad i saying?
he just keep continue to nod his head. -.-
lol.
den went to lake side mrt.
jie wanna top up her card.
so we went.
after she topped up,cant find shaoyan but i guessed he would be in toilet.
so i was right.
he took a real long time in the toilet.
den i realise sumthing sticky on my head.
den i saw.
its sumthing blackish.sibeh disgusting.
den i wanted to go to toilet to wash my hand.
den i found out.the toilet is washing.and locked-.-
wth.
so i got shaoyan to go to the toilet and fill his water bottle with water den come out.
so tat i can wash hand. lol.nice guy./
den i wash finish ler i go splash him.
den jie say we look like couple.
lol~
den we crossed the road and took 240.
wanted to take pic.but its just so hard.
pangseh-ed shaoyan at my stop. den pei zhixian to her busstop.
waited the bus wif her and headed home.

lets just hope my feeling for rainbows are real. awaiting...

haven been blogging for 1,2,3 days~
3days!lol~
i m not getting lazy.
just aint have the time to blog this few days.
got really low.
but got sort of high today.
cos liuwenqi made me laugh like hell.
mokpeihan too.
and of cos.da korkor cao shaoyan!
shaoyan is sibehsibeh cute larh!

lol~
zhixian and jerlin kna caught when bullying shaoyan.
hahas.
i was laughing.
and oh jie
dun kill me.
cos its sort of hilarious.XDD

shaoyan and han~
saw them when walking up to class wif tiang
so i called:SHA BI!
den han turn over.
den i said:eh i call u sha bi u also answer arh??
han:dunno wad wad wad.(i forget ler larh)
den shaoyan over there laughing.lol~
den shaoyan.
me:shaoyan!lailai
den he really come
shaoyan:yes?she me shi?
me:come...lai.
den i show the wanna shoot his ear der position den he
shaoyan:orh u wan shoot my ear izit?hehehe.
lol.den dunno wad happen.but i din shoot his ear in the end larh.
i m a nice girl u noe^^lol~

but all those dun stuffs fade off when that shitting mr lee SAI BI came in. and oh ya.(this name is a name madeup.if it clashes wif any mr lee's name in our sch,pls dun scold)i have to stat tat larh.
credits for the name to of SAI BI-shaoyan!zhixian!jerlin!
cos there are just so many mr lee in our sch.let me name u 2:
mr lee fong king-lit
mr lee sai chong(i dunno how to spell but its pronounce like tat)-physics
i think still hav a few more barh.

man.
he ask me to stand up just cos i was putting my head on my table.
he ask me stand up den i stand lo!i giv him my attitude face.
deni lift my head a bit higher.the class can see how bu shuang i m lar.
he just keep using mr govin to scare us.
walao.
we may be scared of govin larh.
but not detention.
anyway.
i was still taller den him.
tats the advantage when u are taller den chers,
i show a sibeh bu shuang face.
i mean even mrs tay does not do tat.
mrs tay at most:so and so sit up straight tats all.
fuck off can?
imagine him teaching us for the whole of next week.
i wish mr chan come back !
or mrs tay better!
shit mr lee.

den lit was totally sick today.
let me see if i can rmb the poem:
its called -
the sick rose-william blake
o rose.dunno wad dunno wad
the invisible worm
dunno wad dunno wad nite
in the howling storm

dunno wad dunno wad
of the crimson joy
dunno wad found thy bed
dunno wad dark secret
does thy destroy.

i forget ler larh.
i think i will get it rmb den post tmr barh.

sibeh sibeh sick larh.
den han say dunno wad.
den his blood circulation sibeh fast der.
just like ang guo liang.
han resembles gl in the sense of circulation.
but gl is the ears.han is face+ears.
lol tat silly kor~

ok larh tats all mayb for today barh.

man i realise.
my tag box is getting DEAD~
how i wish my tag box is like zx der.
walao everyday also hav new ppl tag!

ok this post is gonna be erm quite quick
cos i overshot timing mum gave me><

sch was ok just that i keep playing wif dingkun der hp.
sibeh fun
detective i was like racking my brains
example like if u found a shoe print u muz go and check and identify.
using our own eyes. fingerprint also.
DNA also.
nice sia.

&&
ohmygod.
minyi was actually my ex tuition fren-.- gosh.
tat was when i was in p2.
just maths.

he lao shi's lesson is total slack today.

walao.
ms lee suxs like hell can.
we were playing hangmen during her lesson.
den i gave a question.
its papua new guinea
den boontiang din noe wad was tat.
so i explained to her wads papua new guinea.
den ms lee call me:
ms lee:ginkuan!
me:(iwas like :who call me?)
ms lee:giv boontiang a chance will u?

wad the hell.eat shit larh./
den for the rest of lessons,i gave her black faces.
i stared at her and gave her my dagger eyes.
not really daggerish more of:not happy come fight larh~
tat time of eye. ok larh tats all for today den.. i

wondering how to pass the boring weekends.
just sms me.
anyone will do.

it was quite ok today.
i din sleep during lessons today.
i so guai..~
lol.

shant elaborate on those ppl who showed me attitude.

oh man sumthing is happening to me AGAIN.

i heard wad mrs soh said today.
it sort of gave me and courage.
yes,i will go ahead,i will move on.
alone.
but the problem is.i dunno how.
you may think its stupid.
but seriously,
i want but how?

teach me.
someone?
anyone?

things are getting out of hand.
dying day by day.
no cared from the start.
not even you.
you know who you are.
i shant elaborate more.

i suddenly felt.
i m just like the song 王子
just that i m a girl.
thats all.

lets just hope i will get over this period of time.
stressed out.
tired out.

will you care?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNE AND MINGXUAN~

super super bad day can.
lessons were alrite i guessed.
i was reading comic during lessons.
wad a bad girl i m^^

training suxs today.
crap i sprained my ankle.like wtf!?
nobody CARED about me.
nobody asked how i was.
all JL noe is to scold me.
man.u think i wan izit?
fuck off larh.
man i m respecting u cos u are JL kay.
dun let me lose tat respect towards u.
u say until like my sprained ankle is fake like tat.
wth.
do u noe how i feel?
u dont hav to embarras me.
DARN YOU.

sibeh sibeh pissed off.
still ask me go huipai.
i sprained my ankle.and huipai nid to twist the ankle.
even though its painful i bear wif it.
u still not happy.when i wan try see i can do bu fa anot.
u gimme those stupid comments u hav.
DAMN YOU.

i suddenly once again fell in love wif comics.
i think i m gonna get mum to sponsor me some money.

i realise,i m getting weaker and weaker day by day.
no one cares.
or should i say no one cared from the start.
i think my journey will end here.
maybe i should start to go alone.

maybe i should...

i m getting tired.
if u still dont get wad i want.
then its too late.
i give up~
i wondered where has the bubbly and lively gk went to.
where was the girl who continued smiling even in the darkest time last year.
when all friends abandon her?
she smiled.
where did the darn optimistic gk went to?!
WHERE?

i m tired of this things.

lets just hope.
an angel will come into my life.

been real busy this few days.
i m just getting sadder and sadder day by day.
which i so dunno why tat is happening to me-.-

cant really find a place where i belong.

my parents dun understand me.
cant find a fren.
i dunno how much i can handle this.
i once thought it may be u i m wif but afterall its not.
neither do i find the sense of belonging in bmt.
i hope i will soon.
lets just hope i can find a fren and sense of belonging soon.
or i will think i will really turn chao emo.

trying not to cry...

ok
today-
it was a rather boring day larh.
nthing was fun today.
today sux real bad.
my talent quest thing went whole thing haywire.
i mixed my lyrics up-.-
and off pitch and 1st chorus.wtf.
den was too nervous cos of talent quest and unable to go for chinese drama.
though is was over.
sry felicia.

sunday-
went to meet wif zhixian den go eat.
zhihao kor din come.sad.
han,bryan and shinan just keep taking their own sweet time to walk.while the girls had to keep calling them.
i think i called them about 15 times just to ask :where are you?~
ate den when to mrt den found out tat peihan din alight the mrt to wait for us.
so we called and ask them to get out of the damn mrt they taking and wait for us.
so we took the next mrt.
me and zhixian were like thinking which is the head.
i got it right afterall.clever me^^
zhixian keep making me repeat the song:that's when i love you
walao.
but being a nice nice meimei
we kept listening to the song.
lol~
den they boarded.
peihan wore a cap.
walao
he look like botakXD
seriously.so gay...hahas.
den headed to causeway wif them.
those dumbo just keep pangseh-ing us by walking chaochao slow.
so we end up keep calling calling calling.
han got my nerves man.was like WALAO~
den went to get jr's present.and i forgotten to giv him the card.
so its now in my wallet><><
den went to a shop tat sells quite nice stuffs.
zhixian tried the extremely big sun glasses.she look like da ming sing.
pai kia too.hahas.i tried but i din noe how i look.lol.no one told me anyway.

den walked to minitoons.we were there for like very long~~
jacq was looking at bags.den she saw those things to hang at the door.
den she say she dunno how to make-.-
so easy larh
u buy i help u larh.
hehe.
den went for harry potter.
the guys sat infront of us.
den the 3 of us sit behind.
jacq,zhixian and me.
zhihao's ticket went down the drain.
harry potter not really nice larh.
but walking arnd playing going arnd shops wif jacq and zhixian can be quite quite interesting u noe~
hahas

left after movie.
gotta get home b4 9.jacq too.
so left.me and zhixian sat down on the floor but jacq din wan.
so i listen to hp wif zhixian while jacq took my ipod.
alighted den walked home.
shant elaborate more bout my dinner.
hate my mum.
say got dinner den when i got home only a pile of rice.damn it

&&
i found sumthing on gab's blog hahas.
i will post the pic mayb on next post.cant seem to post it now~~
ok den biie guys.it may be friday when its my next post~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIARONG~
oh man u are 16 ler.
so old...
lol.
take care.

throat pain liao.siao liao.lol.
nthing much today.

shouted chao loudly today.
no thanks to pei han zhi hao they all.
lol.
hai wo shout like hell.

lol went singing lalalalalalalala.
now sore sore liao.
wahahaha.

decided to go for a shot in talent quest in sch.
so practice hard just now.
now cannt sing liao.sing some more will die der.

loads of math hmwk.
but easy ones.wahhaha.

thx to zx for the bubble tea.^^
my reward for pei-ing her the busstop.
hahas.

and yea
my ipod is ok ler~
it went sot sot ytd during tuition.

hahas.
today was quite a nice day.

man i hope can faster change place.
i finding him more and more irritating day by day.
and ppl stop saying wadeva shit i stead wif him or wadeva.
i hate him to core now man.
i wish can change sit FAST.
if u all think i m acting i m not kay.

ok den signing off here.
i think i will go bath

crazy emily~~~
tat guy is so siao~~~

soo cute~~~

yea. haven been posting for past 2 days.
been erm quite sort of busy larh.
lets say bout ytd

lessons were chaochao boring.
training was really tiring.
hahas.
we train duoqiu as per norm larh.
our pt was chaochao tiring.
3 rnds arnd the canal.
1 rnd is 1km u noe!
anyway
i only ran 2 cos my old injury is sort of back liao.
chaochao chi li.
i dunno why norm dun hav ytd hav.
but quite funny my butt hurts nowww.
ouchhh....

todayyy.
had guests here.they r quite nice.but the guy like chao anti social.
the girl really nice.its nice to talk to her and stuffs.
had CIP.
saw xiaochen.jayda.weiting.yunzhong.yumiko.tiang when heading to CIP and some going back.
den went down the spiral saw weiting and yunzhong.
shant elaborate more bout the CIP
TOTAL WASTE OF TIME.
lessons were okay today.
today der lit quite nice.
how i wish its like tat EVERYDAY~.

den walk to bubble tea shop wif luc.i forceddragged hahas.
we took retarded pics on the way.
i shall load them ltr on.
hahas.
allowed her to pinch my cheeks.hahas.
den when walking back hse gave me a huggy.
like jinwei huggablez.hahas.

walkwalkwalk frm fuhua to shuqun bbt den walkwalkwalk to lakeside mrt den walkwalkwalk home.hahas.
jacq called me talked for about 3 mins den hang off.awww....
lol~
ok larh ending here den.
i hope those china ppl are having fun here~

YAY THERE IS D&T TMR~~~~~
I LOVE D&T
SUPERSUPERCHAOCHAO COOL+NICE~

man i m being retarded

yep once again i m at home alone again.
they went to swim.i din wanna go.my swimsuit is spoiled:/
i just went swimming ytd wif tat spoiled swimsuit.i m so not gonna swim unless i get a new swim suit.men.
i think i becoming more and more emo.
lol.

thx kor ytd.atleast i noe.u care.
kor smsed me ytd starting wif:
kor:why u sad?
me:emo marh.loads of stuffs bottled up.moodswings out of a sudden.
den kor thought wad happened to meden he replied:u this girl also will sad der arh?
lol.
thx kor anyway.
~
lol just a simple care sms got me on the way.hahas.
man i think i m feeling down again.
man i dunno wads happening to me nowadays.
haiz.

a random phrase which i thought of:
'what is my life without u?
and what is your life without me?'

a real random one.
i think its time i go play audi.lets try to forget those stuff and get on.

i m getting emo again.

but i m not tat type of kid tat cuts my own wrist larh-.-

&
i desperately nid a caring sms.or a caring call.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Gabbie is your soulmate. You truly love Peihan. You consider Bryan your true friend. You know that Wenqi is always thinking of you. You'll remember Zhixian for the rest of your life. You secretly think Jacq is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Lucinda is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Shaoyan is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Shaoyan changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Edison is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Edison has a hidden internet romance.

Gabbie-sort of larh
Peihan-yes i truly love him.as a kor...
Wenqi-yep he is thinking of me.cursing me.
Zhixian-yep i really would and will
Jacq-not really tat charming.she VERY dramatic.
Lucinda-i dun think she is impulsive.but she sure is colourful.
Shaoyan-nope he is not loyal to me and he dont change his lovers faster den underwear.
Edison-NO WAY.he is NOT shy and CONFRONTATIONAL.he may hav a internet romance though^^

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listenOr lend a shoulder to cry onYou're there through thick and thinMany people consider you their "best friend"!

yes i m ready to go throughthick and thin.but most of the people dun treat me as best friends.but atleast a fren though^^

070707~
woah.
special day.LOL.
ok larh.

i feel like calling sum one.all out of a sudden.
anyone.
anyone who can make me laugh.
call me if u wan.call me at my hp.
i will be more den happy.
haiz.

i feel like going to eat subway.lol.

ok den ending here.

HAPPY 070707~~~

200th post!

wahahahaha.lol.

din go jogging.
jacq had stuffs up.sad-.-
lol just hang off the phone wif jacq.mayb i will call her ltr on.
go disturb her.hahas.

i realise i 've been blogging a whole real load since sec sch.lol i m getting matured after.man i sec1 ler sia.lol.

crapping wif the Crappy Crab is so SIAO!lol.
afterall i m the Limit-less Lobster afterall! lol!

ok larh not much stuff ler.mayb i will go rnd tagging barh.lol.

yep here to post.wahaha.mum is not at home noww.
so muz faster blog b4 she comes home den start to watch her stupid shows on tudou or youtube.

it started of as a sucky day,
no thanks to haisong for sitting on my bread-.-

den played dixi and stuff larh.

it was el 1st in the morning. -.- super boring...
den was music! had quite a good time though...hahas.
den had pe.wanted to play captain's ball but dragged and dragged lol.but played awhile after tat.
den when playing, mrs tay came and scold us.say wad: girls can u go further and play?
den we were like ok...but the bell rang after all so.LOL. went for recess.it been long time since i went down and eat.hahas.

den was hcl.i was erm sort of playing att. den ltr about 15 mins b4 lesson end started slacking again.lol.
den was geog.mdm siti din come.lol.

&
edison erm sort of got me to wake up.cos he was toturing those ants.poor thing.
edison went to catch ants den torture them.he went to chop off the head .lol.
chopping off stuffs let me thought og wad happened to the mealworm the year b4.
tat time playing with meal worm is quite common. i got my self one.den i stored it inside the correction tape box.
den when wanna go home,my fren wanna see so i open.den rushed and accidentally chop of the head when closing the correction tape box.LOL.

headed to JE wif zx.
my lunch was:4 chao small sausages and one norm size sausage.
den after tat went to ice skating rink.
started to talk and stuff.
den i turned emo.
and i teared.lol.
talk bout loads of stuffs.
and i feel really better after.after everything was out of my heart.not so much bottled up though.
thx jie.
it felt real good to say things out.
and i was glad my eyes werent red.
after i teared a little.
i think its the 1st time this year i teared infront of a fren.lol.
i think if han ,wenqi or bryan sees this post saying tat i teared mayb they ll be shocked.
GK crying?!
lol.

yea going jogging wif jacq ltr on.i like jogging.as i said in previous post it puts my thoughts away.

yep okay den.
after all its quite a fab day.
&&
oh ya.
pistol gal rachel tan went on newspaper!
xiaochen was chao siao to see her snr there.lol.
den i told xiaochen:
eh u muz also work harder den next one to break rifle record will be u!

the newspaper even said this:'if she continues to work harder, she dunno wadwad OLYMPICS'
sumthing like tat larh.

ok dne.i think i will go audi.
go brush up my skills.

yea sry for not posting for two days.lol darn mum cant seem to allow me to use.
gotta head to lala land after this.i wanna sleep EARLY.cant seem to stay awake during lessons.
i think i got the habit of sleeping during lessons.i think the only lesson i dun sleep is D&T cos it rocks.
its really veryvery nice.

lol.both gab and jacq are doing CHI hmWk...
haiz.
i was having tuition earlier on larh.let me list out who called me:
1st : mum
2nd: xiaochen
3rd : jacq

woah today quite many lor.1st time hav 3.LOL.

lessons:
BORING LIKE HELLLLLL...-.-

&&
YEAH I IMPROVED MY 2.4! an i m chaochao happy~~
WOOTS!it was 15.22 or 15.21 i forget ler larh.
man b4 this was 17.33-.-
mr teo praised me.lol i din noe he praises ppl.he praised me twice in one day
1st : after running:u must hav train alot...
2nd: when waiting for elycia den head for JE complex,saw mr teo.:u later hav training>?mayb u can ask ur coach to spare u.u are quite fit alrdy.
woah.mabel hear ler was like warh...hahas.
lol.and i m not fit.if u would just see elycia they all.i m not fit at all i can only be said at the lower average side.lol.

keep kna scolded today.man i cant seem to noe where my backhand was wrg?!jl keep saying WRGWRGWRG!
WTHELL?man i din talk back cos he was JL afterall.i dun wanna get kicked out.
man i saw zavier chan jing ze and wkw for two continuos days! ytd and today!wthell.i tried to like cannt see themlol.

haiz.i realised i m getting hold of my money better and better.
muz learn to control!
yep.saving 10dollars each week is a must which i try to hit.hahas.
den i m only left wif little money.lol.hahas.

haiz.life is getting boring and boring day by day.
i wish i could quickly get to sec 2.change all the bloody teachers away and mrs tay would teach us.man i nid mrs tay! real badly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEECHIN!
HAPPY BELATED TO GOD BRO!
HAPPY BELATED TO JIINGHARN!

yeah gonna make a quick post.
man my ear is stuck AGAIN!.
walao.
and u r right, its the right ear-.-
its always tat one-.-
&&
my keyboard der arrow keys are going hay wire-.- man sian.tats the second spoiled one-.-

nthing much about lessons today larh.
just tat i love D&T
man it roxs in and out.i just love it larh.sososo funfun.
and ms lee is just wasting our money by leaving out textbooks in the cabinet-.-
maths was boring.but cant sleep cos mrs tay was behind><
hcl.nthing much as per norm i m half paying and half not paying attention hahas.
helped mdm rafidah out for the science thingy.stupid larh do on forum.lol.

&
a stupid thing.
xiao chen was supposed to go to hospital for appointment but her dad got her in to the wrg hospital-.-
she was supposed to go to KK but her dad got her to NUH-.-
den when she told her dad, her dad told her tat he din noe how to drive to KK-.-!
so they ended up taking taxi.LOL.
stupid and toot.hahas..

&&
i realised, adina is chaochao nice to crap to-.- lol.
shes my cousin larh.the tootie one who is chao noobie!hahas.lol.
shes sec 3 larh who acts like p5 wif games but uni 1 wif morals.hahas.

ok larh ending here. sis wanna use.

yea went for training.
chao nice.slacked a WHOLE REAL LOAD.
man i got chaochao pissed wif celine.shes like very IRRTATING.
ask elycia and u ll noe why and how pissed i am.
example:
me and ely playing,it was 5 points.derthe score was 3:love.i m the love
celine:elycia is ahead or u.(smiling)
me:i know.and would u just shut up?(giving a black face.)
celine:i dun like to shut up.

den she just keep making me frustated.walao.
den hai wo straight 4 match of 5:love.

and oh ya incase those tat dunno.love=0
den when i played wif her when ely rest,i just keep sha qiu.i heck whether its net or not.i just keep sha-ing.chaochao pissed and of cos i lost.

walao.den in the end.i told my self.muz not be beaten becos of getting frustrated.so i relaxed and play11 points der wif elycia.and i won.yea.den i played wif celine i just relaxed too though she stil tries to piss me but i din^^ and i win her wif a close score of 11:9. i was the 11.hahas.
man.i realise tat if i can really play well if i relax.yeah me!

man.dad now is nagging like wthell?
walao.he keep asking me to stop and let him read the damn news.lol.

i m chaochao pissed wif celine.
and esther tan was also very pissed when she played her doubles.lol.

den hav 2 guys played friendly match wif esther tan and deanna.and of cos the guys lost.
chao lao kui...lol.
yea.i mean wad u expect.esther is the captain!
the guy still wear hes sch cca tee which was:PIONEER SEC SCH BADMINTON.
lol.hes team mate was like scolding him:WHY U WEAR TAT SHIRT?!
LOL~
ok larh shallstop here.
dad is staring at the com nagging... -.-

went to jogging.
i realise,jogging can really throw my troubles away.
i just concentrate on controlling my breath.lol

all my troubles like gone.
ran 1.6km.hahas.
din really get out of breath cos.training do help a whole real load.hahas.

get so emo suddenly cant seem to high.things dont seem to get it going my way.

man.i suddenly felt emo suddenly.
i realise i m getting more paranoid nowadays.
mayb its cos when i giv ppl trust i end up getting dissapointed.
but its not always.theres still a few whom really cared.
but till today,theres only one or two left.i think.
but weirdly,no matter to who.i cant say it out.though i hav things to pour out but cant seem to face them.
not tat i dun trust them.but.i cant seem to start the topic.haiz.
i dunno how to show my emo-ness out now and i dun noe how to put them in words.
jacq just went offline.saddened
gab is not online.saddened
mayb i should go and play audi.
this emo-ness is getting me nowhere.
lets just hope i get them off.
i badly nid sumone to cheer me up.