Another week just passed with all the testa and homework.
Class barbeque tomorrow. Have no idea what to expect.
I realise that i had been struggling through days with boring lessons, hoping and end to the lessons.
Whenever the last bell rings, it just lifts my spirits.

Was pretty late today.
Dad kinda nagged at me.
Lucky wasn't any later.
YJH still wanted me to drag on.
Crazy man.
I ve still got BBQ tomorrow cannot offend my dad!
I am just going to be a good girl and complete ALL my homework tomorrow.
I ll give my best :D

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Things changed, people moved on.
I don't see why we should not.
It just felt like being tied down.
There are just times i am sick of tired trying to make myself be nice to people whom i don't want to.
Letting down the whole charade may just let me feel better.
Offend and Offensive.
Thats what people do and feelings felt.
When trying to be offensive, don't be too blatant about it.
It just puts people way off.
Or maybe thats what you did wanted.
To put me off.
You too are letting off your very own charade.
I ve seen it through.

Too much of a conspiracy makes me sick.
You do so much things just to hit your target.
Or maybe you will be thinking i ain't worth your planning whatsoever but i never really did cared if you planned or not.
Cause if i know a tsunami is coming.
I would not be waiting it for it to hit me.
I need to make my escape.

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Not attacking at any particular personel,if offended, i hereby apologise.
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Its pass 11.
Time to call today an end.
Bye love(s).

Omg such a lousy title.
Well time does fly.
Its just like yesterday when we were being seperated to our new classes and all of us are whining.
Look its already Term 3 week 5!
Geez.

School is kind of horrible in a sense that never ending homework, tests and quizzes.
Worse of all its almost CT2!
Horrible horrible.

Spent the after noon with Mag and Zhixian.
I totally cannot stand people who try to imitate MJ when they totally look like masturbating.
I am so sorry to use that word.
MJ doesnt look like he is doing any weird things, but when some people with watermelon haircut tries,
its just blackens the name of MJ.

Man.
Totally cannot stand the sight of it.
I shall end here.
Mum is out and I ve got Maths worksheet ):

With love
Ginkuan

I took an hour to change the damn skin.
Finally to my liking.
Once again, TheBikiniBoy.
Other skin will just go haywire.
Seems like i am stuck with TheBikiniBoy.

I totally updated the links.
Like wow finally.

Oh and if that picture there is horrible, drop me a note. (Politely)
I ll take it down.

Thats all for the day I guess.
Now its homework time.

Edit:
Suggest something to change away the 'It is a shame i am your lover'
Its original from TheBikiniBoy.
I couldn't think of anyother nicer ones, so suggest something at the tag board.
Thanks.
/Edit

I was experiencing a terrible piercing headache since yesterday night.
It seemed to subside this morning when i woke up but still feel damn off.

Thought of skipping school then realise there is SPA.
Then History as well, I don't want to miss History, especially its the best part.
The war part, thats the whole thing that I wanted to take History.
This is the interesting part uhs.

Missing SPA is damn troublesome, have to make up etc.
I cannot stand facing Mr Sreeni alone -.-

Maybe i'll skip school tomorrow.
But thinking again, I haven't been absent since term 1 of sec 3!
Do i reallyyyy want to break the nice record i have?
I don't know.
But the urge to skip school is really strong!

It came back during lessons.
I cannot shake my head whatsoever or i can feel the pierce.
Pretty horrible.

I will see how things are tomorrow morning then.


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Its how amazing when you aren't suppose to feel happy but you are, when you aren't suppose to feel angry but you are. Feelings and emotions control us all around. If you can control a person's feelings or emotions, it's as good as controlling that person. I will not let you manipulate me anymore

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"I doubt anybody is reading anyway, attention not needed."


With love
Ginkuan

School is lame as usual.
Spent the afternoon with the girls.
We chatted and time passed.
That how usually girls spend their time eh?

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You are just a piece of junk.
Like seriously, I have totally no bloody idea why would I even talked to you.
You removed me from the list.
Good, I will just treat I don't know you.
Bloody piece of junk.

I was still going mad about the person in the morning
when I just went over and you removed me from the list.
I think i am going to blow.
How i wish that i can actually see you right this minute to give you a tight slap.
You are just bloody cheap, going around snogging my buddys.
Piece of junk.
I've seen you through and through.

I wish you can hear me laugh.

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Yeah , yeah.
'Nothing is wrong, nothing is wrong with not communicating for three full days'
What a joke.

Cheap like nobody's business.
It wasn't my business from the start.
Should not even bothered to try.

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Great I need to flush you out of my head like now cause the more I think, the more my blood boils.

Piece of junk.

I have the urge of just crashing into bed and start tearing.
LOL.
IDK why tear.
Tired i guess.

Woke up at 6.30 today.
Thanks to Dad-.-
Say what want to go to this bridge at Alexandra/Telok Blangah.
The Henderson wave.
Walao then freakin early wake up leh.
Walk and Walk and Walk.
My mum LOVES to see plants =.=
So we were like stuck there till 11+
Its tiring really.

After that, apparently the kids haven't got their fair share of playing, we headed to West Coast Park.
I fit into NONE.
West Coast is tooo boring.
So is the HortPark at Henderson there.

I am like pretty tired.
But weather today is nice.
But still bloody humid.

So i just walk around follow my mum.
My mum will like.
'EH! You know arh last time i play with this, then she will demo what she can do to the leave/flower'
Dad walked around talking pictures.
I tried using, but seriously i am hooked to A's camera.
Its just too nice to use.

I walked around mum, occasionally nodding to mum.
Trying to make my self enthusiastic in the plants, butterflies.
To no avail of course.
Just wasn't in the mood to.

Finally home at around 3 plus.
Harry Potter-ed :D
Thats pretty much the best part of my day LOL.

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Yesterday.
Had a pretty wild day around Queensway with the girls.
I realise, we are pretty much unwelcomed everywhere.
There is just this Security guard who is just v fcking aggravating.

I shall not emphasize.
But i hope he get sacks one day.

'Who gave you permission?'
Nope Nobody.
But nobody said we cannot take outside my 'dear'.
Cannot imagine if that ass was my 'dear' i would rather just die off.

Cabbed home.
Broke as always.
I had truckloads of fun taking pictures with A's cam.
Jump shots etc.
Hahas.

There is no school tomorrow.
Which is worth celebrating.
Ok the depressing feeling of crashing into bed and cry has faded away.

I guess i ll end here.

P.S
I realise i haven't posted about OBS!

I havent got the feeling of uploading the OBS pictures yet.
I'll do it soon i guess.

The week is tiring.
Its really hectic IMO.
Its like rushing homework etc and all.

It feels like everything starting from scratch.
Had a few changes in teacher.
Ms Chan became our form teacher.
Thats the only one worth celebrating.
The rest i kind of want to bang my head.
My new Physics Teacher is a total weirdo.
You seriously will have NO idea what the heck is he trying to do or thinking.
He chased P out of the class for laughing and he is still laughing.
He made Jeron stand because he cheered welcoming him.
Pretty ridiculous?
Jeron cheered for him you know, and he need to stand up for that.
Joke?

My new Chemistry Teacher is a laughing stock i guess.
But he is the new discipline master ._.
Total disaster.
He teaches Maths.

I cannot get over why 3S1 got Mr Tan Boon Hui.
Which is like so damn lucky.
Now its either we are lucky or S3 is lucky.
Cause its either my chem teacher is major in chem or maths.
Which is a total joke.

Yea yea, Mr 1,2,3,4 HI 5!

My mum calls me a Complain Queen for whining and whining at her over and over again.

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As time passes, its how amazing things change around us. People come and go. Leaving times of happiness and sadness. That is part of life i guess. People take chances by leaving one and seeking the other. If one is ever weak at saying goodbyes, be sure to be strong to say hellos. No hellos, no goodbyes. Its inevitable to lose someone important, right?

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I don't trust you anymore.
It just ended and all i see is a total different story.
You are just a bloody fucking mangkok.

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Oh and i cannot find my IC!

Labels: Chemistry, OBS., Physics