ok i woke feeling much better.
trying not to think so much.


ok.
i shall go on DIET.
muahaha.

ok a three day apple diet.
get the hell outta my dad to buy apples to last me three days.

shake shake.
shake the hell 5 kg outta me.
and i am happy (:

slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.
slim down slim down.



SLIM THE HELL OUTTA ME.

oh and pls stop saying that i ain't cause i am tall.
what the hell man.
slim the HELL OUTTA OF ME.
oh gosh.
tell me after i shake 5 kg off myself.


bloody fking dad.
u better get my apples.
FAST

or else i will strangle the hell outta u.


SHAKE FATS OUTTA ME.

i realise.
i should watch more tv rather den using com.

i use com; thoughts run wild.
i watch tv; thoughts on tv(:

so more tv please.


i should be crashing into bed soon.

i hope,
tmr will be a fine and great day.

everything will be fine tmr(:

oh gosh.
i think i am going crazy.

life just ain't nice.
argh.

i am starting to envy twin's life.
call my crazy.
whatever.

argh.
her stuffs are going smoothly.
her life.
her school.
man.

she is going well.

while i am stuck in midst of no where.
RAWRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.


YES RAWR MY HEART OUT.
i wanna scream the world off.

is this moodswings or wad.

to guys.
this ain't PMS.
so whatever.

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
I FEEL LIKE BITING SOME THING.

GOSH DAMN IT.
DAMN THE WORLD.
DAMN MY LIFE.

thanks 亲爱的(:
hahas thats precelia luh.
she came to my rescue earlier on.
shes my superhero.
hahas.
shes a super people fyi.
hahas.

thanks to twin too.
i noe u are willing
(:

hahas.
i am feeling alot better.
after helping my maid to prepare dinner.
i noe its sounds silly.
i prepared and grilled the chicken.

my dad said it was nice.
how heart warming(:

i have no idea what to do.
and i do not wanna let my thoughts run wild.
decided to help in the kitchen(:

i like cooking.

oh.
it just started to rain.
and it stopped again.

wth?
oh wadever.

eh
it started raining again.
ok its based on fact.
it just started.

well life is pretty norm.
just that i read newspaper everyday.
LOL.

i dun do that in the past.
since dad requested me to.
i shall.

shall be a nice girl.
den dad will let me go out with twin(:


for twin i will persist on(:

(ok luh partially for myself, cos I WANNA GO OUT BADLY. )

XD

RAWR.
i feel so down now.

argh.
feel so got damn frustrated.
i just keep focus.

dang
this keeps happening to me nowadays!

fk it man.
twin's consoling skills suxs.

she said it herself.
not me.
ARGH.

man.
i keep going back there.
man.
i must be mad or crazy.

feel like giving myself a tight slap.
i knew i would nvr turn back.
not even a chance.

but i keep looking back at the past.
i cant erase them away.
man
wads happening to me?
i feel so goddamn irritated.

argh.
pissed off.
spoils my nice day,
man.

i need a listening ear.
who available?

no one.

oh man.
i am gna burst.
gosh.
gosh.
gosh.
gosh.
gosh.

i need superman!
badly.

my very own superman.
who?
idk.

do not have the mood to think.
gosh.

i need some one to talk.
dang.

oh i saw a guy tat looks goddamn like roshawn today.
reminds me of him.

but this guys is some how shuai-er.
tat guy name is Wei Ren.
river valley.

dunno who roshawn is?
hahas.
twin, jingyong and felicia should noe.
HAHAS.

it was wlao eh.
makes me think of all those crap.

hahas.
but all the .. hahas.

kinda sad luh.

wadever.

CHUA GIN KUAN.
wake up.

time to move on girl.

drama was fun trust me.
it was WOOHOO.

met some pri mates.
like
ridhwan.
valerie.
yijia.

VALERIE is chio kay.
hahas.

shes in my grp today(:
she acted as my daughter.

our drama was about.
teenage issues;
parental abuse.

i was the dad.
tat abuses the kids.
it was kinda fun.

i hope i aint too erm.
how do i put it.
bossy?
act lead?
wad ever.

i think our perf was GREAT

oh i haven mention my grp members!
VALERIE!( yes the chio bu; hahas.)
KHAIRIYAH!( i prefer to call her CURRY! shes nice kay(: )
DANIAL! ( funny chap!)
ARVIN!(he was quite nice too(: )

ME!

hahas.
they are nice ppl.

oh i forgotten to take pics of them.
how sad.

hahas.
but it was great!(:

i miss them alrdy,

aft drama.
we headed to imm.
with jingyong,felicia,benchia,darren and ernest.

on the way, we kept calling jingyong BIMBO.
HAHAS.
how cute.

we started talking again.
at coffee club.

jingyong left soon after.
her dad came to get her.

i seriously love our class.
we have the class spirit.
i love it alot.
sounds random?
hahas

its nice
hahas.

we talked about quite lot of things.
hahas.

ben chia, darren and ernest are quite nice guys.
hahas.
they are nice to talk to(:


ben chia is nice.

AT TIMES,
he can be quite irritating.
(ben chia, DO NOT kill me when u read this)

ernest is kinda gentle men today.
we were ordering drinks.
he was nice.
hahas.
the way he speaks to the waiter and stuffs.
its kinda cute.
hahas.

we saw wendy!
hahas.
with her mum and bro i think.

oh mingwei too.
mingwei dressed up very funny.
hahas.

we got ben chia to spy on him for awhile.
we were like.
hahas.
mingwei go meet ___
but no luh.
he went to meet CO ppl.

NO fun.

headed home rnd six.
we continue chatting on the way back.

it was kinda nice.

trained home.

ate downstairs.

OH

I AND DOWN WITH BAD NOSE STUCK PLUS RUNNING NOSE.
I THINK ITS COS OF THE AIRCON TODAY.
OH DANG.

twin says shes gna send some aixin tissue over.
HAHAS.

she went ding.

i went.
OH!

CHAO DA TISSUE.
hahas.

ok.

take care every one.

P.S
I MISS 2I5!

ok my lecture from prof dad.

ok anth round.
just bout consent forms.

lol.

he talked to me about results
wth man.

at 1st i told him
EH DAD I GOT TOP 10

he told me he was happy.
den he open my report book he sian diao.

ok i am indeed top 10
10/38

but he say my results are crap.
this type of results get top10
wad the hell is going on.

indeed my results are quite sucky.
eh
no a1s
but some how.
NO C5s YAY.
hahas.

ok i noe i am optimistic.
my L1R5 agg is 17
yuck
must improve
get 10

El: B3 (yay)
maths: B3 (yucks)
chi: B3 (yucks)
Sci: A2 (half,yucks)(half,yay)
geog: B4 (yay)
lit: B4 (yay)
D&T: A2 (yay)

total:473.5/700
%:67.6

the comments are long
eek.
she din write sumthing i expected to come out.
oh well.

not bad.
hahas

ok.
my dad should be a lecturer.
to teach :'How To Lecture Your Child Because Of Their Lousy Results'

i think he could earn much.

kay great.

now he wants me to read newspaper EVERYDAY.
fine i shall try.

he ask me
MUST SCORE AT LEAST 70% for overall percentage.
tats hard.
yet reachable i think.
cos now mine is 67%
should be able.
improve my maths and i should be there.

(:
come hist and art.
score well!

JIAYOU GK GOGO!
hahas.

oh twin is back.
goddamn miss her.
i hugged like siao just now.
when she came to hall.

i saw her and ran outside.
STARTED HUGGING HER.
MUAHAHA.
I AM SWEATING AND I AM WET.
WAHAHAHA.

cindy is with her (:
hahas.

i realise.
my mum speaks nicer den my dad when it comes to results at times.
my mum speaks so nicely just now.
she even tried to comfort me.
O.O

how amazing hmm?
dad was playing the bad guy.
mum was the nice one.
i was the PITIFUL ONE.

I AM GNG CRAZY OVER THE GUYS IN YOU ARE THE ONE!

MAN THEY ARE GODDAMN HOT CAN.
OH MAN

I NEED:
ICE CUBES!
AIR-CON!
SNOW!
COLD DRINKS!
LIQUID NITROGEN!

MAN SO GODDAMN HOT.


GAVRIIL SKAROS!
YUAN SHUAI!

MAN SO SHUAI!
HAHAS.

SO THE TOP 4 ARE...

GAVRIIL SKAROS!
YUAN SHUAI!
ZHEN HUAN.
LOUIS!

OK LOUIS IS COOL TOO KAY.
HIS KINDA A BEACH GUY

I LIKE HIS SMILE =D



YUAN SHUAI IS HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.

BUT

GAVRIIL SKAROS IS HOTTER.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.

MUAHAHAHA!
ZHIXIAN SAY I HUA CHI!

WHO CARES.

MAN THEY ARE HOT!
MUAHAHAHA.

twin is back!
YAY!


HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.
HOT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCINDA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACQUELINE!

luc 14 ler worh!
stay cute!

jacq 17.
O.o
hahas.
stay prettaayeee!

its gna be luc and crab's bday in a few hours time.
i ve decided to wait up till 12am.
i hope i wun fall asleep again this time.

Luc is gna be sweet 14(:

and

Jacq is gna be mature 17(:

hahas.

both chio bus!
hahas.
its been long since i last seen crab.
hahas.

shes busy with sch i think(:

its gna be zhixian's bday in a few days time.
our class have many may babies!

hahas(:

i am missing twin alot.
she is at camp.
malaysia.

her dear dear place.
hahas.

i miss her truckloads luh.
oh gosh help me!

come back soon twin.
i wanna sms u):


i realise,
some one is really scary.
so deep.

your mind,
so deep that its so scary.
or is it that you are very mature?

i dont noe.
but i know.
just oh so scary.

lol.
maybe i should just ignore
hahas
lets not think too much.

(:

i wan a happy day(:
any one wanna sponsor me to go out?
i am so goddamn broke luh.

oh man.
fairy god mama.
GIMME MONEY PLEASE!

ok i got tagged by felicia so here goes(:


1. Do you wish to get married?
Ans: Yes, i do(:

2. What is your favourite colour?
Ans: white(:

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
Ans: twin , bestie and jacq.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Ans: i think so.

5.Who is the person that you confide in?
Ans: twin(:

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
Ans: Nooooooooooooo!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Ans: twin,bestie and buds like jacq, jie , kor and di and MANY OTHERS.
OF COS ALL OF MY FRIENDS!

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans: yea when mr and ms right met each other(:

9. Have you broken someone's heart that he tried to commit suicide?
Ans: NO.

10. What do you like about yourself?
Ans: I AM GODDAMN ENTHU+ENERGETIC!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
Ans: Make my day when i am down(: nvr ending laughter with him.

12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Ans: DUH. man they are my life can.

13. Do you treasure your family?
Ans: yes i do(: but they can get on my nerves at times.

14. What do you dislike the most?
Ans: CHICKEN, PIGEON , LIZARD AND THE LIST GOES ON...

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Ans: twin, bestie, jacq and all my friends. i noe its naive.

16. What do you regret most in life?
Ans: i dunno. quite alot of stuffs i guess.

17. What kind of friends do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
Ans: reliable, can be trusted of cos the one whom brings laughter and smiles(:

18. Do you love your friends?
Ans: YEA trust me i do. ALOT.

19. Which date you like the most?
Ans: any date tat is unforgettable cause of my happiness in the day.

20.If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: get a true true friend whom is as hyper as me(:

Here are the 8 persons who are invited to do this request by ME!,
#1 Weiting!
#2 Annelisa!
#3 Zhixian!
#4 Jerlin!
#5 Precelia!
#6 Boontiang!
#7 ANYONE.
#8 ANYONE.

finally i am not so lazy to post bout camp(:

trust me camp was oh goddamn great.
we slept well.
ate well.
played well(:

i love my tribe so goddamn much.
we were not very close at 1st but after tat, much better(:
i still can name my Sl names plus my tribe mate.

mates:
Zhen Lin
Fred
Keneth
Jordan
Haisong
Jinfu
Ummi
Shuxian
Shilin
Zoe
Rupini
YunHao
Aijing
Kamin
Liyana
Aishah
me!
ok i dunno some of their names.
those whom i knew were mentioned.
next.

our cool SLs
ADAM!
EDMUND!
XIANGWEI!
REGINA!
JOYCE!
YIJIE!

they were nice ppl.
regina is GODDAMN CHIO can.
adam and edmund were funnayeeee ppl.
xiangwei yi jie and joyce were zomg der nice.
hahas.

1st day of camp.
out sch was the quietest.
we sat seperately from our sch guys.
dunno why.

den we attended a talk.
entertained by this guy name GARY.
he is so goddamn funny.

probably its the way he speaks and the way he brings about his topics.
we were finding out our way of leading.

had dinner!
western food(:

den was treasure hunt.
i was enthu as per norm.
thats me luh.

den i was running all about.
hahas.

we came in at the back.
din manage to score much for our tribe.
but ninja sub grp 2 and 3 scored well.
so it was great(:

went back to theloft@94
washed up.
had dinner.
and went over to 0601.
my room was 0602

for briefing and discussion for camp finale.
i love our power cheer.
it was COOL.

we discussed till round 12.30?
hahas.

went to bed(:
it was COLD.
we forgotten to turn the temp higher.
the aircon was at 17degrees.
omg luh.
me and kamin were like FREEZING.
oh gosh.

second day, rise and shine.
breakfast was nice.
nasi lemak(:

den we headed to our space @72
anth cold cold afternoon was spent there.
we continued having talks and exercise
it was fun.
oh if u aint enthu den it aint fun.
hahas.

we ran arnd our space to find our SL.
i rmb,
there was one mission.
we need to go back to convention centre.
we sat down.
did our mission.

den jinfu told me.
eh gk, ur pants there hav lizard.
me: u sure anot?dun bluff me luh.
jordan: REALLY.jinfu saw it going under ur butt.
me: eh?den i was like omg.

i stand up.
saw a lizard.
screamed myhead off and started jumping.
i stepped the lizard's head as i screamed and jump.
dunno who picked it by its tail and show me.

eek.
thinking of it makes me shudder.

i hav to settle down and continue to help my grp.
this time i sat down.

jordan:eh ginkuan, ur butt there got cockroach.
me: i am not scared of cockroach...
jordan:o.o oh... actually dun hav luh.

so -.- can.

hahas.
we continued.
had PIZZA for lunch.
how nice huh?
hahas.
the place we had food was the reading room with super comfy chairs plus it was SUPER COLD.
hahas.

den continued the talk and blah blah.

oh matthew insulted us.
so walao eh.
he calls the Sparjas stupid
kept praising the Achukings.

fyi,
sparjas are made up of the spartans and ninjas.
achukings are made of the apaches and vikings. as for the centurions, idk.

adam got so god damn fed up.

went back to rest at round 5 plus.
dinner was BBQ.
it was not bad.
we had games.

adam play till pek chek.
hahas.

we had to come up with this cheer.
we came up last minute.
nvm.

went back to apartment.
wash up.
den went to 0604
but ended up in my apartment discussing.
more bout the power cheer.

discussed all the way to 2am.
warh.
pro sia.
hahas.

crashed into bed at 2 plus,
hahas.

woke up earlier den needed lol.
slacked around and started eating stuffs that were in the apartment.

went down for breakfast soon after.
after breakfast headed for games!
hahas

it was fun.
just that the vikings cheated.
they kna hit den dun wanna come out.
i said sumthing wrong.

apologies to my tribesmates.
we won afterall.
den alot more games.

the lollipop game.
so fucking.

nvm ninja have integrity
(:

had camp finale.
ours was a success with our power cheer!(:

hahas.

camp den ended.
was kinda sad.
i dun wanna leave the comfy loft.

awww.
great fun.
great lodge.
great food.
great people.

haiz.
it all ended(:

we were crowned the WILDEST GROUP.
hahas.

indeed we are(:
LOVES TO NINJA<3

ok.

yestersday,
MAHJONG SESSION AT BEN CHIA'S HSE!

HAHAS.
so fun can.
we played all the way ffrom 1 plus near 2 to 6 plus
hahas.

chia set up two tables.
hahas.
we din played with money.
just for the fun of it.
we taught zh, ben lee and lizheng how to play mj.
hahas.

we influenced them.
muahahaha.


i played with zhihao, wenqi ben chia sumtimes bryan.
hahas.

the other table had mag, lizheng , ben lee and darren koh,
prec and jerlin din play.
hahs.
jerlin and prec were helping zhihao.
hahas.

prec and jerlin were afraid of dogs.
so ben chia had to keep his dogs.

his dogs are FIERCE can.
hahas.
Zini and Zino if i aint wrg.
hahas.

ben chia's mum was friendly.
hahas.

i won a few times(:

oh and i ruin wenqi and ben chia's qing yi se with xiao ping hu.
HAHAS.
yay

oh i nearly 13 orphans.
hahas.
wenqi said if i got 13 orphans, i would take over zhixian's mah jong queen title.
but of cos i din.
but was quite close.
HAHAS.

we headed home round six.
and yea i was quite tired.
i dunno why.
focusing too much on the tiles?
HAHAS.

how sad luh.

tmr is the last day of sch.
i cant see twin every day again.
i cant see jie everyday again.
i cant see kor everyday again.
i cant see the lovely class everyday again.

how sad luh.

its hols.
but i hav totally nthing to do during the hols.
training?

no.
going out?
no money

argh luh.

plus i have no shows to watch.
no one to sms.


argh.
i wanna go out tmr aftersch.

savour the day.
oh gosh.
i feel like crying.

random:

i feel like screaming that i love you everytime i see you.
oh gosh.

i do not dare.
cause...

i shall not say.
i am afraid.

lonely,
so lonely.

i dun wanna waste my hols off just like that.
i wanna see you.
badly,
greatly.

you brought me smile.
brought me laughters.


but.
i dun dare.

i just don't
two diff world we stand.


plus i cannt assure myself of my feeling.
i do not know about yours.
assure me please.

i dun wanna feel lonely anymore.
it feels so horrible.
so bad.

so horrendous.
such a miserable feeling.
seeing everyone around you having a friend to confide when you need.
twin aint there all the times.
she have her own world to settle.

i cant expect to book her.


assure me please.

firstly,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNEST.

you are now 14 years young

hahas.
i realise our class have alot of may babies.
hahas.

that bu yao lian der ernest still ask us to sing birthday song for him in choir formation.
hahas.
so super thick skin.

hahas.
but he is funny.
den everytime wenqi they all sang once happy bday.
they rape him 1 time and draw on him.
HAHAS.





oh yea.
i think its god damn sucky.

this stupid fat fucking asshole.
just got to put his stinking ass on the chair and boss people around and can get 100 marks!
and oh plus.
some stupid tears.

crap luh.
just bossing ppl around can get full marks.
come luh let me do it.
more den happy.

but i think now many ppl thinking tat its unfair.
he din do much luh.

walao eh.

this is gna be a short post.
i am gna post bout camp some other day when i hav time.

twin is really sad.
idk why.

i m gna get her to pour on me tmr.
her mood is god damn low now.
which make me sad too.

cheer up twin(:

seeing u sad makes my heartache like crap.

cheer up twin is here for ya kay!(:

cya tmr.

sleep tight beloved twin(:

yea well we lost in both caps and the bball.

we got second for both though.

for caps.
however i do not like to admit the fact.
but well it is the fact.

so there is nthing we can do.
but come i5 ppl.

at least we lose with honor.
so there is nthing to be sad about(:

输的光明正大。
Losing with honor is at least better winning without honor(:

we din play dirty or anything
its based on our own ability.
its the team spirit tat we should be proud of(:

lets not bother.

we won morally(:
so come on lets put our spirit back.
there are more chances to beat them.

oh yea.
apologies to following:
Lucinda,
Magdalene,
Joey.

sorry for not putting u all up.

lastly,

GOOD JOB 2I5!
LOVE YA TRUCKLOADS!

ok theres sports carnvial tmr.
man i am excited about it.

plus theres bmt photo taking.

sry for posting bout sch recently.
cos its really boring.
and of cos with really crappy results.
so sry earthlings.

oh god
SPORTS CARNIVAL.

2i5 jiayou!

get the champ back again!

i hav totally no mood to blog now.

sorry

cos of sch.
results are crappy.

plus i think i am god damn sleepy.

kay bye.

Theres sch tmr):

twin is not gng sch cos she does not hav to take bio paper.
which means i m gng sch alone tmr.

how saddening.
i think i ll miss her.
oh shit.

i m mad liao luh.

hang on.
i must make it clear.

i am not bisexual.
man hey twin!
i ve got stuffs to get off myself.

oh man'

oh and i hav no idea when training is gna start and which day.
totally messy.
wad ever.

i shall just see.

i mayb i ll

who noes?
heck.

i ve gta go bathe.
b4 my dad come barking at me.

cant wait for camp!
=D

1. Weiting
2. Precelia
3. Zhixian
4. Lucinda
5. Annelisa
6. Jacqueline
7. JingYong
8. Peihan
9. Bryan
10. Wenqi
11. Shaoyan
12. Joey
13. XuanHui
14. Adina
15. Shu
16. BoonTiang
17. Ruxin
18. Janelyn
19. Shilin
20. Shaohui

1.How did u meet #14(Adina) ,#1(Weiting)?
Adina-When i was born lol.
Weiting-Fuhua(:

2.What if #9(Bryan) and #20 (Shaohui)date ?
I ll laugh my ass off luh.

3.What if #6 (Peihan)and #17 (Ruxin)date ?
OMG big juicy new luh.hahas.

4.Describle #3 (Zhixian)
Jie is mature. but she is nice at times(:
oh she can eat a real load.

5.#8 attractive (Peihan)?
oh yea kor is goddamn attractive.
cos he is nice and mature.
my kor leh!

6.Describle #7 (JingYong)
Oh shes a nice girl(:

7.Know of any #12 (Joey) family member ?
Nope

8.What will you do if #18 (Janelyn) confesses to you that he likes you?
LOL. heylo we are both girls.
plus i believe that we two arent bisexual.

9.What language does #15 (Shu) speak ?
English,Chinese oh and great tons of vulgar.
XD

10.Who is #9 (Bryan) going out with ?
I have no idea.

11.How old is #16 (BoonTiang)?
Forteen

12.When is the last time you spoke to #13 (XuanHui)?
Saying Bye at sakae on fri.

13.Who is #2 (Precelia) favourite band/singer ?
No idea. i bet she like nice songs though(:

14.You ever date #4 (Lucinda)?
Nah.

15.Is #19 (Shilin) single ?
Yea i think so.

16.What's #10 (Wenqi) last name ?
Liu.

17.Would you ever be in a relationship with #11 (Shaoyan) ?
No. and it nvr will be(:

18.Primary school of #3 (Zhixian)?
PHPPS.

19.Where does #6 (Jacqueline) live ?
Jurong West

20.Whats your favourite thing about #5 (Annelisa)?
No idea.i was just attracted hahas.
my dear dear bestie<3

21.Have you seen #2 (Precelia) naked ?
omfg no.

5 people to do this survey!
1. Weiting
2. Annelisa
3. Zhixian
4. BoonTiang
5. Peihan on super people.

stop telling her about honesty
when you cannot even trust.

arent you suppose to trust her the most?
stop thinking you are so great.
the chance came and flew.

please.
do not.
ever.

appear in her life again.
mayb one fine day she see on the streets and she would not even recognise you.


stop your lies.
trying to make you look nicer.
doubts and holes.

maybe its not lies.
but.
this kinda of things are hard to believe.
just tell her you are a normal person.

then those ___ stuffs.
i bet she would rather know a normal person then you.


just get out of her life.
but i am glad for her.
she now has a better life.

instead of being worried for a guy that goes MIA.
and even scares her before hand for being KIA.

she can trust you no longer.
she will nvr turn back(:

5 words.
get out of her life.

YAY-NESS.

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER LUH FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

hahas.(:

ok.
believe it or not.
i cried after maths paper 2.
oh gosh.
i feel so silly now.

plus i even wet twin's shirt.
sry twin><

she came to get portractor and i was like crying down there.
den i turned arnd and hug her den cry cry.

omg.
plus her friend there.

so ps.
i feel omfg der silly luh.
den after tat.
i dunno why.
become cheerful again?

siao liao?
for the rest of the day.
my eye lid felt heavy.
always like that lol.

i realise.
eh i sibeh long nvr cry liao luh.
whatever lol.
hahas.

studied D&T a lil.

mr ng din gave us notes.
the other half of the class got.

ok during the D&T exam,

we were all lala-ing away.

guess wads lala-ing.
aint gna say.

hahas.
ben loo.

ok so after exams.

WOOTS EVERY ONE GO HYPER LUH PLS.

den prec,jerlin,jingyong and felicia we waited for weiting.

ended up weiting came with a WHOLE BIG BUNCH LUH.
got a bit sianded.
i thought was just anth person.
in the end.
warh sibeh sian diao.

we at 1st thought aiya nvm.
but we realise we split.
aiya den might as well split.

so prec,jerlin,jing yong ,feli and i we went to jp.

walked arnd there till 3.

we went to toys r us at 1st.
they keep saying no space to put our bags.
very fucked up can.

plus the person's attitude suxs.
seriously luh.

we tried 2 or three times.
but in the end,
hav boontiang!
the super hero hahas.
she went to do art.
so we long bang our bags at the colouring there.
hahas.

super cool.
we went arnd playing.
we were like fooling arnd at the girly section at 1st.
hahas.
super funny.
we were playing with hoola!
ok expected i cannt play it luh.

so we headed next ran arnd.
go to swords sections. lol.
here comes knights HAIYA!
lol.

ok headed to swimming section?
we tookthe long long floating thingy and started hitting each other.
hahas.
jerlin took my weaponed.
i went to get anth one.
they all attacked me.
hahas.
out of a sudden we all drop out weapons and ran off.
LOL.

RETARDED-NESS.

den i think jing yong or prec received a sms from joey.
we headed strght to popular.
sumthing bad happened.

we met xuanhui and joey earlier on.
and boontiang.

bad things happen.
poor joey.

cheer up yia(:
after helping.
we headed to SAKAE.
YAYNESS.

we entered.
joey and xuanhui came along too.

only the five of us took buffet.
joey and xuanhui took alacarte.
jsut greentea lol.
we were like *clears throat*
hahas
xuan hui SUPER CUTE LUH.
she chao xian shi can.
so cute.
hahas.
she made us laughed like hell.

den they left not soon after.

we ate ate.
and we started bitching about.
hahas.
we promised not to say anything bout the conversation.
hahas.

so nope.
nthing here.
but we were seriously gossiping.
hahas.

cute luh.
ok.
one point.
we all envy guys(:
lol.

why?
guess.

zhixian and mag came not long after.
they sat anth table.

ok here comes the scary part.

our bill was.

$99.40

OMFG LUH.
if xuanhui and joey havent paid their bill earlier on.
it would be.

$100 plus.
but i eat alot so quite worth it.

i headed right home.
we took 15 mins settling the bill.
LOL.

said bye and headed home.

i reached home 3 mins late and dad was like.

dad:'eh girl.u late by 3 mins leh!'
me:'aiyo daddy, 3 mins only! also not half an hr!'
dad:'come here,come come'
den i here.
dad:'eh i tell u something'
signals to move my ear nearer.
dad:'ee u very smelly leh'

omg luh.
my dad is seriously retarded today.

sorry mum i forgotten that there was a post office to get your stamps.

sorry.
mianmida!

ok ending here.

SUPER HAPPY.

im kinda missing twin now.
din went out with her today.
wet her shirt.

i wanna see her luh!
ok i m not les for heaven'sake
i just love my twin can.
oh - so - much.

Science paper started off 1st today.

was a lil off.
but overall its ok(:

i wanna get a ACE for it pls.

wish upon fairy godmama(:
hahas.

the section c.
i think i am a lil crappy there.
but oh well.

question C4 was EASY.
cos i did practise paper and it had it in there.
yea.

so not bad.

maths was alright too i think.
just a few careless mistakes i think.
i cant pick all of them out.
i picked two major ones.
super scary.

phew.

saw mrs tay.
she invigilated us.
how cool.

LOL.

bt cried after the maths paper.
dun cry girl.

she said she dinnoe how to do the paper.

i bet there are alot more ppl who din noe.
so cheerup!
theres still maths paper 2 tmr(:

with d&t.

omgosh luh.
i am a lil scared bout d&t
will try to study for it ltr.

(:

i am gng for tuition again ltr.
maths paper2.

i dunno wad to play for now.
hahas.

kay i think i should say bye now.


lovedumtwin

twin is nice today(:
she brought me choco!
yay(:
plus she brought gum.
i ate it too.
gosh i realise.

i ate my self!
omg?
LOL ._.

ok geog test was alright i guess?

cause i could manage the section a and b.
c?

struggle struggle.

i was like racking my brain like hell.
and my hand is half swollen.

goodness gracious.
ok.

el was alright too i think.

Titanic(:

it sanked.
ok the summary was kinda tough.
but overall i think i managed.

i had time problems.
i was struggling for time luh.
den dear dear jingyong actually had time to do all six geog questions section c.
plus she still hav 5 mins to slack after tat.

yea.
waited for twin after exams.
she make me missed two bus.

but ohwell.
we bused to shuqun bbt but din buy.
ended up walking to mrt station to buy jollybean(:

twin kept complaining bout sumthing along the way.
i purposely whistled.
but i cant do it long.
cos she make me laugh like hell!
hahas.

my twin is cute right?
hahas.

yay.
a new ending.
once again you are the cause.
too bad you did not appreciate your last chance.
it came and flew away.

don't worry i will never turn back.
i got twin to remind me if i ever did have the thought.

remind me.
how you were.
how you made me worried for two whole days of MIA and just said its over.
how you cause the history to repeat.


i am not sad about it.
trust me.

say bye and never turn back.

thats how its gna be(:

twin!<3

alright.

pay day.
i paid like 5 bucks and still owe shilin anth 5 bucks.

great.
lessons were not bad,
just that is was god damn warm in the morning.
jie and i were sweating like siao.

kor and darren were sitting behind us.
darren blocked some of the sun for me.
so yea(:

den english.
ms chua nearly screamed at us.

she said she was controlling herself.

relax ms chua(:

den was geog.
amzingly.
i din fell asleep.
mayb just leaning on the table for a few times.

den chi.
thanks shilin.
she did the chinese for me(:
den i played CS.
pure madness.
hahas.
super nice.
jhahas.

gosh i am addicted luh.
hahas,
den wendy and jerlin were attracted to it.
hahas.

went back for sci.
norm.
boring like hell.

maths.
mrs tay din come.
i wan her to come back soon!

went to buy lunch with shaohui and ruxin.
thanks for waiting babes(:

the two of them headed home i headed for class room.
benchia ps me.
say got stay back in the end dunno fly until where.

since i planned to stay.
i waited for twin(:

hahas.

some funny and crazy stuffs happened ltr.
pure madness luh.
hahas.

we headed home tgth(:
bus-ing with twin superb fun i tell u(:

esp when there are tons and tons of stuffs to say. =D
shes the love of the life.

and roshawn is pissing me off.
not replying my smsed and not answering my call.

he is making me worried like hell.
he fell ill a few days ago.
now its like walao.

nvr reply me!
fine u good.
watch out.

XD

ok.
ytd(:
great.
we chatted while we were suppose to study.
hahas.

went out with han kor and jie
kor made us wait for him for an hr.
-.-
jie was late a lil.
lol.
so guai kia here.
arrived exactly on time.

kor just suddenly popped out.
me and jie were like betting.
hahas.
time clothes.

lame huh?

we went to the lib and study.
not bad.
but we are really chatty.

went off at 4+ and headed for sakae.
omg.

the bill is omfg der scary.
jie fault huh.
wanted to eat sakae.

hahas.
she is scary luh.
she can eat and eat and eat.

me and kor bloated liao she still wanna eat chicken rice.

omg.
she is scary.
a bit like *clears throat*
hahas.


lovetwin(:

yes.

i am bored.
its early 10 in the morning.
ok well not tat early.

i cant get into the class blog argh-ness,
lol.
argh-ness?

new word?
LOL.
RANDOM.

haiz.

a bit off.
i dunno wad to do.

gimme some ideas would ya?

ok well i shall post bout ytd morning when i was heading to sch(:

i din talked bout it in the previous post.
ok
here goes.

ok so twin and i took 98 to sch.
den when it was reaching,
1st we could not find anybell arnd us.
second.
there were no more Fuhua ppl other den twin and i!
gosh.
so we missed the busstop like dumbdumb idiots.

we were like laughing away.
plus i was holding a big big board for PW.
tell me about retarded-ness.

we alighted at the polyclinic.
wf?

LOL.
den all the way from poly clinic we trotted to sch(:

1 dum dum + 1 gum gum=?

2 retarded idiots(:

hahas.

ending here.
shall go watch kungfu dunk tat i had just borrowed from uncle eric(:

bye ppl(:

oh&

i love dumdum(:

kay well its a norm sch day.
nothing special.
1st up.
el lessons.
was quite boring.
but ms chua entertained with the guitar.

i kept asking her to play the guitar.
den she just strummed the guitar.
lol.

so cute can.

sumthing bad happened to mrs tay.
i felt sumthing wrg when i saw the way she dressed.
indeed i was right luh.
bad.

sad.
take care mrs tay(:

cant live without a great maths teacher like u.
u are real great(:

den had geog.
utter crap.
siti just sucks kay(:
i m glad she doesnt teach upper sec.
if not, she will ruin them luh.

den had chi.
went com lab.
i played CS(:
hahas.

noob.
den got a few guys walked pass.
they shouted: EH GOT ZHA BOR PLAY CS sia!

LOL
SIBEH PAISEH can.
lol.
nthing to do cannt play CS?

hahas.
prec played too.

signed up for the JJC module for chi hist(:
oh yeah.

super cool
prof is our cher.

den was PW.
slacked all the way.

we din presented.
was alright.
a lil dissapointed.

our grp and ben chia's,

ben chia got fucked up.
hahas.
he said tat was their efforts wasted.
ok luh.
our also.

wait till u see ours.
its cool luh.
(:

superb background.

&&.

i hope roshawn feel better now.
why did u even bring the earpiece in the 1st place.

take care kor<3
always here for ya(:
ALL EARS(:

cheer up.

mei love u truckloads kay?
i wanna meet kor some day(:

kay basically.
boontiang,shilin and jan came to my hse for proj.
we slacked a whole lot at 1st, cos of my printer.
utter crap.
slacked for whole 1 and half hr.
oh and tiang and jan love my lil sis sidney alot.
hahas.
so funny luh.

lol.
kay so we started after lunch(:
did ppt and the cards(:
fast sia.
den we trial-ed run.

shilin tio restart 2 times!
jan and i two times.
tiang lucky luh huh.
keep getting 5000 pay.
super lucky can.

maths questions were easy
real hard ones are NE and green.
keep wrg wrg.

shilin tio restart until sian diao.
i reach step 54 liao.
total 60 steps.
wan win liao den tio restart!
arh!
hahas.

ok.
den when jan they all wanna leave.
jan asked dad if i can go out.
amazingly.
dad allowed luh~

so they warh.
help me choose clothes!
hahas.

so funny.
i so ps.
hahas.
den off we go.
went to take neos(:
and drank HONEYDEW SAGO!
YAYNESS.

hahas.
ok
gta end here.
mum's gna kill me XD!

oh yeah.

read my chi compo(:

i find it nice
hahas.

蔡金娟（10）2i5
我反复的在床上翻来复去，心中一直有块大石使我无法入眠，妹妹就是那块大石。妹妹怎了？好吗？这问题一直浮现出来。好吧去看看，不然我今晚是不可能安稳的入眠。

我看看四周，好，没人，进去吧。我悄悄地走进妹妹的房间，开了妹妹床头的灯。望了望妹妹，拨开她那柔软顺滑的头发。看见了那疤痕，心中愧疚的不得了。多希望是我而不是妹妹，妹妹是女生，那疤痕那么难看妹妹怎么见人呀？热泪涌现在我的眼眶，眼前一片模糊，但今天早上所发生的事却无比的清楚的浮现在眼前。

我和妹妹在看武侠片，精彩极了！剧中的李小龙酷毙了！妹妹也迷上了。‘哥。为什么只有李小龙？没有李小凤？’妹妹好奇地说道。我回答：‘ 唉？别问了。妹，让二哥秀个“连环三脚”给你看好吗？’妹妹点了点头。
我跳上了沙发，做了个‘金鸡独立’，在跳下，到了“连环三脚”的时候了! 好痛快啊！一个不小心，‘啊！’我听见了妹妹的惨叫声。妹妹开始哭了，眼泪有如珍珠般滑落下来。妈妈一听见马上从厨房跑了出来。妈妈看见我呆若木鸡地看着妹妹，妹妹嚎啕大哭。

妈妈的脸红了起来，似烟的东西从妈妈的头上冒了出来，边为妹妹的耳朵敷上消毒药水，边气红着脸。爸爸跟着也出来，见状，立即进房间拿了藤条出来。看见藤条的我不敢反抗也不敢吭声，应为我明白，我伤了我心爱的妹妹。我心甘情愿地接受。眼见藤条就要落在我的手掌上，妹妹忽然喊道：‘爸爸！不要，不要打哥哥！' 爸爸的藤条顿时停顿在空中。我看着妹妹，我对她的歉疚与感激是非笔墨所能形容的呀！但爸爸最终还是打了下去，我不呼痛是为了不让已受伤的妹妹再受伤害。

我吻着妹妹的额头，心里对妹妹说：妹，哥答应你，不再让你受到任何伤害。这是我对你的诺言。