so tired now...i m such a faliure~! argh...i lost to CO der...i soo shibai...if coach is there it think he is gonna start scolding barh....hahas...dun really noe him larh...mayb i hav coach phobia cos of coachRAIN...hahas... we play more den we do the decent thing larh...hahas...
luc was really serious while we were all playing..hahas...

earlier in sch ruxin asked me why u like avoiding her? so i told her the whole story den she comforted me,but her ways cant be used...if we used den it will make it worse..not tat i m blaming u.but thx ruxin~! at least i noe in the darkest times i can look for u.but shatan is there....so i cant do anything...i cant blame shatan for it larh...she came 1st den now i m the extra one...

u get wad i mean ler marh?u noe why i try soo much to preserve this frenship...u dun care...but all i m concern,i care veryy much.u expect me to find sumone to be a fren like u when its the second term,when everyone is attached to a fren(my meaning of attached not tat bg relationship)

today was okay larh...told sumone why recently i like tat my heart not so heavy ler. dads barking i update more tmr biies~!