today okok oni abit starting to hate mag...omg...i m jealous...O.O
but shes a nice gal larh...starting to get closer to luc jie n starting to part wif zhixian....i dunno why....she seems to hate me larh....later post more....
wad happened on thursday n my feelings:
try to dun make the condition so dead u shot me back with: why cant we juz dun talk...walao....i mean i keep quiet when i m bit down but...when i m quiet...i need sum one to show concern n tat person in 10 oni mayb 1 or 2 is u...i cant grasp ur emotions correctly...u can juz be so hyper wif sumone else but when it comes to me u are so quiet n 'dead'...ur mood swings too fast ler larh...can u juz tell me when u wanna be quiet...i m concern tats why i keep asking u to talk cos once the situation is down sad memo will come..den u will end up wif a bad mood...this may seems to be a silly thingy but its juz out frm the bottom of my heart...i truly concern frens...i dun hang around wif ppl i dun care or dun even bother...i dun like ppl around me n whom i treasured soo much to be hurt...sumtimes when u talk to me i noe i may giv sum things tat are totally useless....wad eva i say its a word of concern to u...by now u should noe i m the type of hyper hyper der...den u very hard to hyper u noe...i will go away when i noe u need privacy with sumone else...i go away...but...its juz the weird weird thingy larh...i m a person tat even though i not hyper my face wil sumtimes show i m hyper..i dun show der larh..oni when i really cannt hold den it will really show on my face...but even thought if u ask me ...i would always say: nthing larh...i dun like saying out my feelings its hard to express... so i need sumone to really concern bout me a true nice fren u noe...u understand...?i m not trying to say anything but this is juz hw i feel larhs...those are all my true feelings