it is a shame I am your lover
Wednesday, June 20, 2007, 5:18 PM

i feel oh-so emo oh so suddenly.
which i so dunno why.
i bet its mood swings.
i cant seem to be comfortable.
i cant a place where i belong
i cant find a person whom i can face to pour my feelings out.
i cant seem to pour things out on a person.
i just bottle everything up.and start crying in my heart.
i cant seem to cry out or just burst into tears.
i just post everything up here and feel a lil better after tat.
i think.its just my blog and me.
i have loads of feelings deep down.but when its facing to a person.i cant seem to say it out.
but when i face my post.i just type everything out.no restrictions.
i feel nicer after everything i say here.
i just seem to trust only tat very 3 person.
man try ur luck if u wan.2 are whom i sms and hav fun even after chalet.1 whom i dun seem to sms her.since a longlonglong time ago.but to current day the person still has my trust,my solid trust.though i dun hav hers.
but.there is one.just one.i dunno if i can face and say out.
the other 2.i m sure i can.
man.my feelings feel sooo much.
cant seem.to really face someone and say.mayb i m not so good as expressing my self in words.
i cant seem to say it out.

mayb i should tell her.
she hav her own probs.
its just once again my blog and me.