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Wednesday, June 20, 2007,
4:26 PM
went training earlier on. man.chao ok. coach din let me run.i m sick. a bigbig PHEW. went to elycia's hse after training. man.chao drowsy during training. thx to those meds i m taking.hahas. gotta take taxi to training tmr. jurong west complex. elycia der bro chao cute can. elycia chao violent.went there play and played.quite fun. weiting was there.mabel was there and also charrell. currently CHAO sleepy +drowsy.wth. now my bed the mattress change ler.man it became CHAO CHAO CHAO SUPER HARD~!.like WTHELL? man. i think i kna prick by the tooth brush today while brushing my teeth.man. pain. yeayea. my throat much better. poor gab sprained her ankle. anyway gab take care . man.i dun feel like going back to sch. dun wanna see ppl. i chao wish gab was sec 1. man i cant seem to get along wif ppl in m class.those ppl i prefer to be wif just go away man. wtheck is that?den left me to find those i cant seem to stand. man they cant take off my troubles but in the end the add on to it.they just complain over little stuffs. man why can they just grow up. feel chao left out. i suddenlt felt just like wad zx say. ppl dont care.but not in fuhua. in 1R5.they just dont. they dont man.they can make such a big fuss over a small prob. wthell?cant they just grow up? man. its my turn to feel to transfer. man or mayb i can just grow older by year.go join shu in yuan ching.or join gab in 2i5. i feel tat.i dont belong to them.i feel like little kids wif them.man. i dun wanna be stuck foreva wif a bunch of lil kids.cant ppl i m wif be more mature just for a day or so?mayb just for a min. mature she has left me.man i stuck wif lil kids whom i cant seem to trust to pour my feelings out. man.i dun feel secured wif them. mayb i should start hunting frens who are out of 1R5. man i feel unsecured.unstabillized. |
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