been real busy this few days.
i m just getting sadder and sadder day by day.
which i so dunno why tat is happening to me-.-

cant really find a place where i belong.

my parents dun understand me.
cant find a fren.
i dunno how much i can handle this.
i once thought it may be u i m wif but afterall its not.
neither do i find the sense of belonging in bmt.
i hope i will soon.
lets just hope i can find a fren and sense of belonging soon.
or i will think i will really turn chao emo.

trying not to cry...

ok
today-
it was a rather boring day larh.
nthing was fun today.
today sux real bad.
my talent quest thing went whole thing haywire.
i mixed my lyrics up-.-
and off pitch and 1st chorus.wtf.
den was too nervous cos of talent quest and unable to go for chinese drama.
though is was over.
sry felicia.

sunday-
went to meet wif zhixian den go eat.
zhihao kor din come.sad.
han,bryan and shinan just keep taking their own sweet time to walk.while the girls had to keep calling them.
i think i called them about 15 times just to ask :where are you?~
ate den when to mrt den found out tat peihan din alight the mrt to wait for us.
so we called and ask them to get out of the damn mrt they taking and wait for us.
so we took the next mrt.
me and zhixian were like thinking which is the head.
i got it right afterall.clever me^^
zhixian keep making me repeat the song:that's when i love you
walao.
but being a nice nice meimei
we kept listening to the song.
lol~
den they boarded.
peihan wore a cap.
walao
he look like botakXD
seriously.so gay...hahas.
den headed to causeway wif them.
those dumbo just keep pangseh-ing us by walking chaochao slow.
so we end up keep calling calling calling.
han got my nerves man.was like WALAO~
den went to get jr's present.and i forgotten to giv him the card.
so its now in my wallet><><
den went to a shop tat sells quite nice stuffs.
zhixian tried the extremely big sun glasses.she look like da ming sing.
pai kia too.hahas.i tried but i din noe how i look.lol.no one told me anyway.

den walked to minitoons.we were there for like very long~~
jacq was looking at bags.den she saw those things to hang at the door.
den she say she dunno how to make-.-
so easy larh
u buy i help u larh.
hehe.
den went for harry potter.
the guys sat infront of us.
den the 3 of us sit behind.
jacq,zhixian and me.
zhihao's ticket went down the drain.
harry potter not really nice larh.
but walking arnd playing going arnd shops wif jacq and zhixian can be quite quite interesting u noe~
hahas

left after movie.
gotta get home b4 9.jacq too.
so left.me and zhixian sat down on the floor but jacq din wan.
so i listen to hp wif zhixian while jacq took my ipod.
alighted den walked home.
shant elaborate more bout my dinner.
hate my mum.
say got dinner den when i got home only a pile of rice.damn it

&&
i found sumthing on gab's blog hahas.
i will post the pic mayb on next post.cant seem to post it now~~
ok den biie guys.it may be friday when its my next post~