it is a shame I am your lover
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007,
4:53 PM
muz really thank ms lee for giving me the el hmwk sia. hahas. if not i wun be able to blog today. had napfa. man. i think i ll get a silver barh. super sad. my incline-.- bloody. i thought i can. ve been wondering why i can do push up while i cant to pull up? haiz. did a beautiful 44 situps in a min. yeah! i was shocked when mr teo said 30 secs and i done 25 situps! yeah gk! hahas. dissapointed in my shuttle run. not used to it. cos the length den i use to stretch my right leg with right hand. haiz. training lor. if in hall i confirm can der. haiz. i nearly knock on precelia's head while doing situps. hahas. i was happy when i passed my standing broad jump yeah! i failed my incline. but nice mr teo made it to 3 to let me pass. hahas. gna retake. i m aiming for a gold for napfa. muz train lo. JY GK! lessons were boring today el slacked a whole real load. and i must say tat. the HOD of chinese is sucha BITCH. she wanna poke her bloody goey nose into everything. she is obviously picking on us larh. fuck off bitch. go mind ur own bloody buisness i realised, there is a angel beside me. but what is going to happen to me when that some one leaves? whats gna happen. not lying i actually wanted to giv up on life today den with that someone, it cheers me up. lets try. but i really feel like giving up. be cos. recently anth bitch entered my world. shes trying to squeeze in a certain grp. which i shant say and the grp may noe wad i m saying. she takes ppl away. frm me especially. cant u just leave me alone? do u,bloody bitch hav to take everyone away frm me? let me ask u. do u HAV TO?! man shes gets on my nerves. looking at her acting cool. makes me wanna puke. seriously. u wanna act cool still wanna be cher's pet. act guai and act pai. wth? mayb i shant comment bout tat cos i myself is also half guai half pai. why cant just the right ppl just come into my life? why does those wrg ppl just hav to barge in? life suxs. i think i shall move on. i now just hope jasmin would quickly transfer into fuhua and keep me company.cos i dunno how long more can i handle this loner thingy. to those who are blind. cant see im going alone. no body cares. i dunno why this damn feeling is coming back again. everything dun seem right. my life is a puzzle. tat has pieces all messed up all lost. some in the dark. some being torn by ppl anyone come to my rescue pls? i cannot bear it anymore |