oh man.
its like 9 and i haven bath.
thx to dad larh.
he ask me help me find things.
which is extremely hard.

yeah.
went back to shuqun and had a good look and my little juniors.
hahas.
saw zhendong,zhen hao and zimin.
hahas.
even he lao shi.
man i super miss them.
heng never see pig of the green hill.
lol.
2 person cried.-.-
a guy and a girl.haiz.
and the drummer got his fingers kna trapped in the door.
thx to monkey.lol
poorthing.the finger bleed summore.-.-
haiz kelian.
and moneky.
if anything happen to drummer u are so doomed.
rain is gonna kill u.
lol.
dun worry SUN will save the day.
LOL~

their progress is sibeh sibeh the slow larh.
they only learnt 3 stunts now-.-
walao.
at my time we arldy noe the whole thing like in and out liao lo.
very slow...
nvm
JIAYOU.
snr will always be here for u~
hahas.
ms zeng said:if u dun be coach very lang4fei4.
hahas.

den headed to parc vista to meet:
zhixian!
peihan!
wenqi!
shinan!
shaohui!
janelyn!
jingyong!

shaoyan went home earlier.
awww...
sad...
if not can bully him.XDD

talked a little.
den fooled arnd wif han.
we throw stones at each other den i purposely scream when his stone hit me.
hahas.
fun sia.
muz scream den nice marh.XDD
den played the slide.
han come and disturb me-.-
den after tat shinan and wenqi even jing yong started sliding.
i think shaohui also barh.
quite nice.

man i realise.
trying to call:
peihan
wenqi
zhixian
shaohui
is really hard.
to contact them i think i wasted like dunno 7 or 8 mins lorh.
but nvm.

played den walked home.
wanted to go eat.
but stupid wenqi said they go boonlay and eat.
so got sort of bushuang den headed home myself.
his remarks very caustic can.
just cos i more boyish.more of protective for myeself.does not mean i m not sensitive to ur darn comments.
wad if i keep calling u gaygaygay.
call those nasty things to u?
u wun like it either rite?
i m always joking wif u.
all u giv me is the remarks in stearn tone.
stop it one day,when i cant bear it anymore.
i would start screaming i tell u.
dun get me on my nerves.
tolerating has a limit.

i treat u as a fren can u treat me as one?
if not at least a classmate.
those remarks hurts kay.
its not just cos u are who and who.
its the same towards everybody.
u just dont noe when to stop.
dunno when to control ur tone.

ok lets forget about tat mosquito tat gets on my nerves.
i m glad he is not my kor.
peihan is nice to be a kor man.
sibeh crappy.
but he noes when to STOP.

going back to training tmr.
hope dun kna scold.
very tired this few days.
i wonder if its physically or mentally.

life has been alright this few days.
i guess.
except for mum.
who just came and started to talk and eh bout eh com.
damn u larh.
i m helping dad just now kay?
i only hav so little time now to blog.
so shut up will u?
parents always think they are so great.
so wad?
still bitchy lo .
kna sai.

waiting for the rainbow.
oh ya.
stop the pretence.
i cant stay optimistic.
cos i noe if i do,i m lying to myself.
zi qi qi ren.
no thx.
u treat me norm in life.
but once it comes to when u are not in contact face to face , u turn cold.
i cant stand it.
cant is just be when we are face to face u are alright and when not still the same?
i shant giv myself the thought of reconciling.
cos its just lying to myself.
i long lost tat identity.
but.
suprisingly,
u are the only who can pull me out of misery.
i realise i can face u like no body else.
mayb cos the stuffs we had been thru.
those quarrelling.
those patching up den quarelling again.
but this crack i believe will never be mended.
unless u open up ur heart and start to trust and accept ppl.
u shut the whole world out of ur life.
giv them a chance.
metoo.
some may not need one.
u may even think i m one of them.

i can stay optimistic no more.
i m lying to myself.
i think i will move on.
but how?
teach me will you?