it is a shame I am your lover
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007,
9:48 PM
super super bad day can. lessons were alrite i guessed. i was reading comic during lessons. wad a bad girl i m^^ training suxs today. crap i sprained my ankle.like wtf!? nobody CARED about me. nobody asked how i was. all JL noe is to scold me. man.u think i wan izit? fuck off larh. man i m respecting u cos u are JL kay. dun let me lose tat respect towards u. u say until like my sprained ankle is fake like tat. wth. do u noe how i feel? u dont hav to embarras me. DARN YOU. sibeh sibeh pissed off. still ask me go huipai. i sprained my ankle.and huipai nid to twist the ankle. even though its painful i bear wif it. u still not happy.when i wan try see i can do bu fa anot. u gimme those stupid comments u hav. DAMN YOU. i suddenly once again fell in love wif comics. i think i m gonna get mum to sponsor me some money. i realise,i m getting weaker and weaker day by day. no one cares. or should i say no one cared from the start. i think my journey will end here. maybe i should start to go alone. maybe i should... i m getting tired. if u still dont get wad i want. then its too late. i give up~ i wondered where has the bubbly and lively gk went to. where was the girl who continued smiling even in the darkest time last year. when all friends abandon her? she smiled. where did the darn optimistic gk went to?! WHERE? i m tired of this things. lets just hope. an angel will come into my life. |