it is a shame I am your lover
Sunday, July 01, 2007, 6:17 PM

went to jogging.
i realise,jogging can really throw my troubles away.
i just concentrate on controlling my breath.lol

all my troubles like gone.
ran 1.6km.hahas.
din really get out of breath cos.training do help a whole real load.hahas.

get so emo suddenly cant seem to high.things dont seem to get it going my way.

man.i suddenly felt emo suddenly.
i realise i m getting more paranoid nowadays.
mayb its cos when i giv ppl trust i end up getting dissapointed.
but its not always.theres still a few whom really cared.
but till today,theres only one or two left.i think.
but weirdly,no matter to who.i cant say it out.though i hav things to pour out but cant seem to face them.
not tat i dun trust them.but.i cant seem to start the topic.haiz.
i dunno how to show my emo-ness out now and i dun noe how to put them in words.
jacq just went offline.saddened
gab is not online.saddened
mayb i should go and play audi.
this emo-ness is getting me nowhere.
lets just hope i get them off.
i badly nid sumone to cheer me up.