it is a shame I am your lover
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Sunday, July 01, 2007,
6:17 PM
went to jogging. i realise,jogging can really throw my troubles away. i just concentrate on controlling my breath.lol all my troubles like gone. ran 1.6km.hahas. din really get out of breath cos.training do help a whole real load.hahas. get so emo suddenly cant seem to high.things dont seem to get it going my way. man.i suddenly felt emo suddenly. i realise i m getting more paranoid nowadays. mayb its cos when i giv ppl trust i end up getting dissapointed. but its not always.theres still a few whom really cared. but till today,theres only one or two left.i think. but weirdly,no matter to who.i cant say it out.though i hav things to pour out but cant seem to face them. not tat i dun trust them.but.i cant seem to start the topic.haiz. i dunno how to show my emo-ness out now and i dun noe how to put them in words. jacq just went offline.saddened gab is not online.saddened mayb i should go and play audi. this emo-ness is getting me nowhere. lets just hope i get them off. i badly nid sumone to cheer me up. |