haven been blogging this few days.
had stuffs and been busy and really tired.
i listened to a song on a radio.
it really touched my heart.it totally described what situation i m in now.
going alone for no matter what sense,training,lessons.
ppl wun come.i will go.


i really dunno.wads happening to me.
i m seriously getting hurt day,by day.
dun say u dunno u are hurting.
u are hurting me in ur actions.
ur ignorance of my existence hurts me.
and u are drying off my blood bit by bit.
leave me alone.
i dunno wad more can i do.
i cant find a person beside me.
i m clinging on a life machine to survive.
suddenly i felt.
can i just die and some how stop this suffering.
theres like .
no one there for me.
what more can i say?
dying off.
bit by bit.
come and save me will u.
ppl are attracted to u.
not in the sense of attraction of guys
but ppl anyppl/
ppl will just go and find u and such.
being alone.
i wun ask for so much.
i just nid a person beside me.
things are getting worse day by day.
ignorance of my existence kills me.
when i was in primary.
i thought evrything will be fine when i go to sec sch.
in the end.
things are still the same.
leave me alone to rot.
i dunno what is in any one's head.
i giv up on life.
this is the end.
try if u wan.
but its gna be hard for me to regain hope for life.
only one person can make me smile truly now.
i wont be emotionless.
dun think too highly and think its u.
u noe its not.

its just you.
for i noe.
i dont giv a damn to life anymore.
i will just try to concentrate on bmt.
studies.
i giv up on friendship.
ok maybe not totally.
only 1 person.
you.