sry guys.
sry for not blogging so long
sry for once blogging its chunk with emo stuffs.

once again im going emo.
i duno where to stand.
i nid someone to be there to care and love me.
back in i was in primary school.
i din noe tat i had the emo side of me.
its was tat bubbly gk girl downthere everyday.
the straight forward and always smiling girl.
if its not for you and my new life.
i would never noe this side of me.
i miss the bubbly gk girl who is smiling wherever she was.
even when the sky dropped.

i miss my old self.
i nid ppl.
ppl tat can bring back me to the old self.
i m too hurt.
my heart cannot break anymore.
its alrdy in pieces.
what more can i do?
things happening just add on to my sorrows.

what can i do.
i once thought of ending my life.
but i din hav the courage to do so.

i thought of searching places where i can stand.
but to no avail.
some body help me.

but there was you.
you comforted me in your words but hurt me in your actions.

i cannot go on like this.
i dun want to hav another miserable secondary life.
just like primary sch life.

i need a friend.
a person i can pour stuffs on.
who is that?
i do not know.
i dun feel like going on anymore.

world's saddest person.
is a person who is not even happy but hav to hang a smile on the face.
i m one.
going to school
smiling.
smiling.gk
what am i trying to do.
mayb i should change it to sorrowful.gk.
sounds nice to me.

lets end this.
end my life.