it is a shame I am your lover
Friday, November 09, 2007, 5:24 PM

for once.
i feel that this is a pathetic birthday,
and well no body bothers.

ppl just throw me aside.
and well the call me a fren.

well at least for last year had anne and jas they all celebrate.
though it wasnt much.
at least all 9 gals went.
even liangshi went :)
well this year.

lets just say.

who bothers?

ppl just heck care larh.
others are more important.

i dun noe how to express it.

its the day i look forward.
and well its hopeless.

for once in my life.
this birthday is pathetic.
but though lets just say.

i will go through it myself.
its my first birthday of teenage
.

i will walk there even theres no bus,train,plane,bicycle,ship.

i will.
i will walk.