it is a shame I am your lover
Sunday, January 27, 2008, 6:54 PM

moodswings.

idk why.

suddenly looking at pics.
den felt sad.
about how time really flies.

and i miss teh C3ians.
i miss them truckloads.
i miss laolin T.T

i get so emo outta a sudden.

and i really really miss bestie.
how i wish shes in fuhua.
not nanhua.

or mayb the tournament can be held in nanhua.
den i can meet bestie.
i miss her truckloads.

and i think of _out of a sudden.
i seriously dun wanna part.

i dun wan this mess.
i wan to be back to where we were b4 110108.
saying those stuffs.

argh i wan _ and __ and bestie back.
i wan the three of them to be right beside me.
i really really do.
fairy god mother u hear me?

bring them back to me please.

i feel like dying once again.
_ seems so near yet so far.
__is like a stranger to me.
bestie is far in nanhua.

i beg fairygodmother to grant my wish.