i dunno wad to say.
but it just feels so miserable.

those ppl that u wished were just arnd u.
werent.

cos its life that made it so.

asked myself again and again.

what is life?

but maybe.
life is a game.
cruel is its name.
thats the best answer i can get.

lets take person A for example.

i treasure A so much.
but why cant A be in same level?

why must there be a age diff?

i dread going back to school.

seeing those ppl i dont wanna see.

i suddenly feel.
bmt ppl are alot nicer.
though not so close.

at least.
i feel more like home.
some where,
where its at least warmer den the class.

class,
so united at times yet so spaced at the other side.
whats is this all about?

why cant things just remain.

where are the ppl meant to make my life better?

change is even faster den light.

but what can i do?

Something that never change,
is change it self.