it is a shame I am your lover
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Thursday, May 22, 2008,
9:11 PM
tmr is the last day of sch ):
how sad luh. tmr is the last day of sch. i cant see twin every day again. i cant see jie everyday again. i cant see kor everyday again. i cant see the lovely class everyday again. how sad luh. its hols. but i hav totally nthing to do during the hols. training? no. going out? no money argh luh. plus i have no shows to watch. no one to sms. argh. i wanna go out tmr aftersch. savour the day. oh gosh. i feel like crying. random: i feel like screaming that i love you everytime i see you. oh gosh. i do not dare. cause... i shall not say. i am afraid. lonely, so lonely. i dun wanna waste my hols off just like that. i wanna see you. badly, greatly. you brought me smile. brought me laughters. but. i dun dare. i just don't two diff world we stand. plus i cannt assure myself of my feeling. i do not know about yours. assure me please. i dun wanna feel lonely anymore. it feels so horrible. so bad. so horrendous. such a miserable feeling. seeing everyone around you having a friend to confide when you need. twin aint there all the times. she have her own world to settle. i cant expect to book her. assure me please. |