sch is pretty norm.
is was kinda boring.
all the main subs.

hist was nice.

twin is away i miss her badly.
cant sms her.
and when i smsed her ytd.
she was in a bad mood.
yes i am down too.


this feeling came back again.
the feeling i havent been feeling for weeks.
no its not about banana.

its about me.
the surroundings.
the ppl around me.

and i don't like this alot.
alot alot.
badly.
i hate it.

the feeling come back over and over again.
whenever i felt happier.

felt life had been better.
this feeling come back.
no, it has nthing to do with neither banana nor roshawn.
its things around.

i changed.
changed, improved for myself to fit into this horrible and horrendous world.
it does not feel nice.

yes, whenever i walk along the road myself.
yes, i think of this feeling.
yes, even with many people around me, i feel that.
yes, even in the happiest time i felt that.

yes, i want to shake this feeling off.
but how.
teach me will you?

bye bye.