it is a shame I am your lover
Thursday, July 31, 2008, 5:10 PM
i ll be fine without you in my mind(:

sch wan alright.
was dozing off.
had many test.

aesthetics.
maths.
chinese.
australian maths test.

got back el test.
not bad.
(:

i hope i pass my chi comphre test.
roar.
i dun understand why in the world i keep failing.
wtf.

freaking demoralised.

aust maths test was after sch.
its a hell on earth.
wth.
its hard.
hahas.
some how.
i managed some.
the back was.
walao.

HOW IN THE WORLD CAN I ANSWER THE QUESTIONS WHEN I DUN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT WORD MEANS?

wacao.
chi test was easy.
hahas..

maths ok too(:

AESTHETICS.
ROAR..

i finally got the chinese dance right
even the most difficult and confusing one.
i mixed up my direction at the last part.
wtf.
was freaking dissapointed.

zhixian said mr chong din see.
i hope so.

freakin upset.

pe.
i got TONS OF BRUISES.
ROAR.

HAHAS.

pain.
mag was eh rubbing it for me.
i was GRUMBLING HAHAS.

(:

ok.
aust maths was after sch.
went totally eh.
LOW.

walked out of school with zhixian and jerlin.
din talk much.

that crazy tootie zhixian.
called me from the opp busstop.
just to ask me to smile(:
i smiled.

hahas.
eh i doubt she see.
oh maybe she just saw a blink.
my smiles are practically showing my teeth.
cause i dunno how to smile without.

--

i will be fine without you i guess.
just that i would be a lil lost.
but.
at least.
i will survive(:

i doubt you know anything(:
but its alright.
its better this way.

i just hope.
you will not know after it stopped.
know it when its happening and going on.

if you knew only after.
i think i would be freaking upset.
yes i think i will.