school was screwed.
mood screwed.
nearly screw up my artpiece.

art was okay for me.
i put in effort.
the rest was crap.

din have the mood to study.
distracted by too much stuffs.

seeing scenes i hate.
sensing feelings i hate.


it just happened that.
everything i hated,
happened today.

i just cant seem to understand.
what the hell is wrong with ppl.

i cant seem to figure the hell out of me.

roar.

i cant say i hate you.
but i just don't feel right.
i cant make my self to bring it up.

i think its time to stop.
i feel so freaking miserable that i felt like crying.
i felt like just bursting into tears.
as though the world is blind and deaf.
so they would not hear or see me.

this feeling.
and
that feeling.
they just kept circling
my heart.
my mind.
my head.
my brain.
my soul.

i hated this feeling.
and i dread that feeling.

screw to the feelings in the world.
why can't just the world be simpler?