It is a shame I am your lover.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008, 7:59 PM

it never did felt nice.

upsetting feeling.

it does not goes the way i wanted.
well.
life will not always go the way you want to.
i realise.

this feeling kept popping out.

i never felt like saying out cause.
i would prefer to keep myself.
its wonderful how i can bottle them.

--

i will not purposely squeeze or some thing.
cause it will totally lose its meaning.

when i see some stuffs.
i know.
i will just step back.
that is how i am.

i will not go up there.
intentionally do stupid stuffs.

don't worry about this(:
i now it will work out.

--

i hate this.
i hate seeing this.
i hate the thought of it.
i hate the sight of it.
i hate the way of it.
i hate even hearing it happen.
i hate how it felt.
i hate how pathetic i am.

i am in no position.
to be - whatsoever.

i dunno how to say out.
i cannot express myself.

the sight of it.
brings me an upsetting mood.

stop if you could.

it is a shame I am your lover



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