decided to post since i cant access the damn forum T.T

today aint beautiful for me.
rly.
i cant seem to get the mood after PE.
thanks to all added circumstances.
i dunno how long more i can sit beside DT.
he is making pissed and irritated.

i felt like ripping him into pieces.
ROAR.
unbeautiful mood+___
ROAR.

to add on all the unhappiness,
we lost the chinese thingy.
wtf.
my whole mood was like to the bottom of the cliff.
oh well.
a defeat is still defeat

after sch rushed to woodlands.
was late by a lil.
got what i needed and headed home.

on the way home.
received dum's sms.
yum's too.
that dum did not reply until i was heading home from woodlands.
ass.

shall not bother her.

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i am confused.
terribly confused.
i should have had kept the promise to myself.
yes i will.

i will just need time and it will be over.
nvr to turn back.
that is my promise to myself.

unless.
we start from scratch.
but that is really challenging.
it will be amazing if i can make myself trust a person that had lied? to me 2 times.

the time will come.
fret not.
the time for me to move on or start from scratch