things are getting better in some area.
family is getting worse,

really dread now.
i haven do maths homework.
totally no mood.
damn.

shopping tmr with mag,prec and jerlin :D
i quarelled with dad about that.
wtf.
i feel really bad.
dad says mum's company is starting to retrench.
wtf.

but all my sis has like two sets.
and he only expects me to buy just one.
wth.
i am already like being nice enough to buy a crumpler myself.
not making u spend the 126bucks for the crumpler.
now u are giving me some bullshit crap about not letting me buy new year clothings.
wtf?

even though i feel bad.
i still think that.
i am not wrong wanting to buy new clothes.
i dun keep on going shopping all year round.
not that kinda xiao jie.
now they are depriving me the chance of shopping when i find it a need.
wtf.

dude.
i am earning hard enough.
trying hard enough to not keep asking you for money.
and now everything u gave me is crap.
wtf is all this going on -.-

at most.
stop giving me pocket money.
and i will earn it myself.
if u think its sucha big burden.
fine.
i dun mind stop taking pocket money.
i just have to earn the pocket money.
thats all.

its gna be tiring.
but if its inevitable i will.

wth man.
i ask you nicely to go shopping with them.
then u tell me about shopping with u ppl.
then i thought i buy one set with friends i buy anth set with you all.
then now u ask me buy one set.
wtf.

look at your self dad.
u bought like 4 sets of new shirts.
3 new shorts.

and i merely bought a tee in malaysia.
and u are giving me all this rubbish.
the fav word u like.
GARBAGE.
wtf.

totally ruin my mood.
i just feel like lying on my bed listening to music and not think of anything.
what the hell.
all the crap u are giving me.
now u say that i am comparing.
arent u?
u are saying that economy is bad.
so does it mean when it is better.
u can turn time back.
and make it new year again.
then buy two sets of clothes for me?

cut the crap.
seriously.
this is getting irritating.
just mood for ranting and ranting.
and dum is dead some where.
no where to be found.

i doubt anyone would care a hoot about how i felt.

and i accept it.