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Thursday, January 22, 2009,
6:57 PM
Frustration and Anger.
totally upset. no not upset. anger. frustrated. dad just cannot seem to understand. and we just seem unable to communicate and that sucks. Sch was alright. passed. maths test. sure i got the 2nd question right. at least i wun get a big fat zero. mdm tay was away. free period. mona cheong is still not coming. free period. humanities. ms chan was nice to get me a green pen as a reward for debating well ytd. thanks ms chan. thats most prob the only nice thing of the day. mrs seah has badminton. early dismissal. its that easy. but things got boiled up when i met up with roshawn to get presents for Dum. i cant get Yum cos she had training. i cant get my classmates cos they dont know dum LOL. so i got roshawn, pretty frustrated on thinking what to get for dum and roshawn aint anyhelp. to make things worse. we met on face to face with Daoyi and Simin. and the timing was just nice when roshawn was returning me my necklace. tmd. then Simin gives me that 'oh my' look. i mean like. many ppl take it as a girl and a boy alone = stead. lol. but its not larh walao. then roshawn understood what i meant and tried to drag me along to explain it to them. but how LOL. it seems even worse. then he just insist on me following. i got terribly pissed and turn away and walk off. he called me to meet to pass me back my waterbottle -.- and said bye. at least i have some alone time to cool down. then sms-ed daoyi. daoyi said she dun understand so oh well. totally frustrated. got what i want for dum. now just need to fill them up. was in no mood for homework when i homed. watch dvd instead. dad came home and started fucking crap about me watching DVD. my peaceful mind became fucked up this time. then he relate me watching the disc to my results. then to my pocket money. then i said he is always trying to use my pocket money to threaten me. then he insist it wasnt. so i flared up and said. yes its black mailing. i off-ed my dvd and here i am venting my anger. totally angry. wtf is wrong with him. i cant scold son of a bitch. or else i would be scolding at my grandmum. great. now my sis is coming to irritate me. why dont they understand the meaning of shut up and dun agitate me. wtf is wrong with their language. i told her agitating me is gna get dad more angry cos we would most prob be screaming and shouting. she just doesnt understand. that bloody bitch. i will slap her tonight. when she is asleep. lets see how long my anger lasts. or when it will fade. totally mood-less for homework now. mood for reading. but i forgotten to bring my book back. guess i would read the twilight saga. till then. let me vent off my anger. |
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