it is a shame I am your lover
Friday, January 16, 2009, 9:50 PM
the tear in my eye.

shopping with zhixian mag prec and jerlin.
din buy anything.
though seeing some to my liking.
the atmosphere just wasnt suitable for fitting clothes.
i did saw a top at TOPSHOP though.
but its freaking exp
73. oh man.
freaking nice.
ask zhixian.
of cos.
it was just for the fun of fitting :D
even though how nice it was.
i din buy any.

mayb i should go shopping with dum instead.
dum's shopping style is some how like mine :D
go into everyshop and see whats special :D
i think?

:D
but i think its hard now since i attempted the 1st one.
i doubt my dad would allow?
idk.
dum lets go shopping someday.
i dun care already.

school was alright.
just kept on anticipating the shopping in the noon.
other than prec and jerlin.
none of us bought anything.
zhixian got her magazine though :D
also thanks to shaoyan and lizheng for accompanying us(:

oh and i realise.
lizheng's eyes are beautiful :D
seriously.
he wore contacts today
cause he transitions spoilt thanks to DarrenK i think.
i got 'electrocuted' by his eyes.
hahas.
its really beautiful.
his double eye lids.
his eyes is not like shuai or sumthing.
its just beautiful.

ok i must stop praising his eyes.
or else some ppl would most prob start bitching around.
hahas.

thats pretty much the day.
train-ed home with mag and zhixian.
we were talking and talking.
ppl looked like us LOL.
cos we were laughing away.
:D

home at 7+


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i need my dosage of medicine.
medicine of depressions.
i need my dosage of happiness.
enough dosage of ecstasy.

things are wearing me out day by day.
i am tired.
really.
its really tiring having to smile from time to time.
having to answer questions like why do u look so gloomy?
how do u expect me to answer?
say like what?
i dont have an answer for that.plain weariness.
yarh i am unhappy and its all your fault? wth? saying that wun make u feel nice neither do i.
yea maybe thats just why i am gloomy and stuff. or was it just and excuse? i dont know.
totally deadbeat from shopping with the girls.


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oh and.
i wanna thank Bigo Kamo :D
he had been real nice.
thanks bigo :D its like u are a REAL biological brother to me.
just that u are in the States now.
big time diff.
its been long since i talked to u.
even though we leave offline messages.
i think u do come here and read.
so i want to thank you for being by me :D
its the weekend soon enough in a few hours.
and i am going to talk to you! :D
how cool is that Bigo ?
and u called me what Lilo?
sounds like Lilo and Stitch maybe it nicer its its Lil'ol
eh Bigo Brothero Kamo :D

thanks alot :D

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ending here.
with love
ginkuan.