jeepers.
next week is CT already.
ohman.
i havent noticed.
LOL
if it wasnt for yang baobao.
lol.

wokeup at 8.30?
breakfast.
homework.
homework.
slack slack.
thats pretty much my day already.

oh and there is some limited edition for pens going on.
placed my order already.
freaking excited now just gta pay payment :D


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idk how to explain how i am feeling.
Jealous? Envy?
aint no right word.

everything is on and good for you.
there aint stuffs for you to bother about.
you are pratically enjoying your carefree life.
i wish mine was like yours.
not indentically but at least close.
but no.
its far from it.

i cant be jealous of you for you are too dear to me.
envy still doesnt seem to be the right word.

LOL.

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get over it.
its so hard to race with you.
all i ever want is peace.
all you ever want is victory.

dont make me let you have the taste of your own medicine.
i treat people the way i want to be treated.
i aint doing to you YET.
because i dun like how it feels.

it feels like utter crap and shit.
not a tint of beauty.
just alot of ugliness.

stop it.

if thats what it takes.
i ll do what it takes.


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with love (:
ginkuan (: