It is a shame I am your lover.

Monday, April 13, 2009, 8:07 PM

I don't like.

i dont like it.
i dont like the way its brought to me.
i dont like how it feels.
i dont like how much the tone can hurt me.
i dont like how easy your words and actions can hurt me.
i dont like how you speak to me.

it sounded as if you dont care.
i dont like the 'i dont care a hoot' idea you are giving me.
you may not know.
how much its hurting me.
simple lil things like an sms without a smiley could hurt me as much.
an sms with dead tone.

all sort of things.
its like you don't bother.
you don't bother if its hurting me.
you don't speak like this to others.
you don't give the same reply to others.
you don't stop smiling the moment you see others.

you make me think again.
was all the struggle worthwhile.

who knows.
the struggle is still on going.

key it in.
i get hurt so badly by those small things.
and worse.
i don't rmb hurting you like that.
cos i don't hurt ppl that i treasure.

right.
you don't care.

why did i make myself go through such tormentation

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it is a shame I am your lover



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