It is a shame I am your lover.

Saturday, April 04, 2009, 10:43 PM

i dont.

i dont want to see.
i dont want to think.
i dont want to feel.
i dont want to hear.
i dont want to KNOW anything about it.

damn it.
everytime i see it.
everytime i see something new about it i feel horrible.
i felt so cut off.
wait.
when was i not cut off?
when was there something i knew?

damn.
it sucks.
i wished i was like you ppl.
happy with it.
i aint.

there are many things to rant about.
Many.
it could be pages long and ppl will think i am just typing all the negatives no positives.
whatever.

i aint getting what i should this particular job.
ppl are getting higher than what they derserve when they just slack off and away.
ask me to get ppl to help.
i asked.
help given?
no.
just thrown behind you head.
i aint the head of it.
i am just Assisting it and i have more things to do than i should.
for this, almost everything is on me.

i know its complicating trying to understand cos EVERYTHING that i wanna rant about it mixed together.

--
whatever.
there is so much to think about.

Labels: complicated.

it is a shame I am your lover



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