it is a shame I am your lover
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Thursday, April 23, 2009,
7:05 PM
unpleasant.
From today onwards, i will try to blog with words fully typed out in proper english. School today was totally UNPLEASANT. It totally sucked. Aizhen got caught for smuggling drinks. Then i tried to say like she did not buy but somehow Mr Teo Eggman saw then crap started. He called me a Rebel Leader. If thats what you like. I was still joking about the name with Simin and Aizhen. 'Yeah man, i am the head of Tamil Tigers' ( ok this has no OFFICIAL meaning, i know how things have been really sensitive about LTTE recently, it just happens we are on this topid (: ) Egg Man Teo Sucks. Seriously. Well i realise, i always guai lan them. Well i dont know how to say guai lan in English XD Lessons were sleepy. I always end up sleepy in lessons. School and Lessons were no longer enjoyable. My class has alot of smart people ( i dont mean anything offensive) My class just have alot of smart and clever people. If you would just slack abit, people will catch up. Thats HOW compeitive i feel it is. Last year, Yes my class is smart too. But we dont like Really Push ourselves. Most of us really started Mugging when its like the CT 2 and EYE. You just plainly dont have the motivation. Its like the same thing over and over again. And everything gets doubly confusing. Teachers were not as useful anymore. ( not saying that my teachers sucked) Seriously its just PLAIN tiring. Things are so god damn different. -- Things were no longer that simple. I can feel that is something wrong. But i cannot find the problem of it. Its something really wrong. But, if i really know whats the problem, will i have the courage to say to you. I tried it once to the person but i lost that person. It scares me now. Its how amazing my mood can be swayed by small little things. I feel weak. -- Thanks for being there Dum. At least i had you. Not trying to be corny. I wouldnt be me if it aint for you. I have to give you my deepest gratitude. For being the one there. Being the one listening, being the only shoulder there. It was never easy to find a shoulder like dum. I use to tell Dum. 'Dum you are one in a millionth you know?' Then she would. 'Wow, thats cool' Cute eh? Dum and Roshawn is almost similar. Just That Stupid Roshawn Just Cant Be Bothered At Times. i hope you read this you stupid man. and you are always super slow. But disturbing you is always nice. At least you wont be angry at me. Its not as if Dum would but she will. 'Eh i studying dont disturb, talk tomorrow' Oh Dum & Roshawn is similar that, You cannot use words like indirectly. They just SIMPLY cannot find the link. EQUALLY SLOW LOL Hmmm. Sounds like SS? RT you better read, bug me about SS somemore i ll chop you. -- i ll end here. Feels so much better ranting about school. Feels some much about appreciating others. ginkuan. Labels: Dum, Roshawn, School, Tired |