Back from the fishing trip in malaysia.
But i missed the study date with the girls.
The fishing trip was soothing, really.
At least i didn't have to think of things.
I just had to relaxed.
Now that i am back, its time to take charge of my life again.
I have been letting my emotions run wild this few days.
My wild emotions seemed to annoy Mr R.
Sorry.
Mr R was like. Can you calm yourself down? You don't have to get overworked over trival matters.
Indeed.
I had a bad time trying to supress all those awful feelings.

Fishing was great.
Its cool you know.
The moment i got to the Kelong.
I was Horror-strucked.
I could not believe my eyes.

I told my mum.
' Its going to be a ONCE in a lifetime experience, i am never coming back here, i feel like i am abducted. I should have went studying with the girls.'

Mum was like,'Don't comment like that.'

Seriously i felt i was like abducted from Singapore to this hella place.
But slowly, everything seemed alright.
I had my first fish just two minuted after i let the hook down.
The fishes there are all v small.

Catching the first fish in minutes makes me enthusiastic you know.
I started fishing.
Until my third fish which was less than half an hour.
After that no more.
I got bored.

Wondered around the Kelong.
Then we played MAHJONG.
Woo, my dad actually allowed me to play.
I played with my mum :D
Mum, cousin and neighbour.

We are all rookies. Next to us was the Table of Pros.
My dad, Uncle Ng, Uncle Richard, Uncle Eric.

We played slowly.
Time just passes extremely slowly on the sea.
I was better than the rest of them in the Rookie Table.
I won a few times.
That made mum throw a tile at me.
Hee.

Went to Sibu Island next.
The sea is beautiful.
Its so clear you can see the fishes and jelly fishes very clearly.
We could even see stingray at the sea bed near the shore.

We played with the waves.
Just let the waves flushed us.
We screamed when there is a big wave coming in.
Its super cool.
Then the sand gets eroded.
It felt as if the sea is drawing you towards it.
I felt giddy instaneously.

Drank coconut, went back to the Kelong.
Everyone rushed to bathe.
I took my own sweet time.
Went fishing again(:
Till it was my turn to bathe.
Then it was Mahjong time again.
Its just very nice and relaxing.

Wanted to fish overnight.
Or mahjong overnight.
But i think everyone was just deadbeat.
Plus there wasn't much fish that night so we decided to go to bed.
Its cold at sea at night.
Really nice to sleep.

Morning.
Breakfast, fished, lunched, mahjong-ed, packed.
SHOPPING.

Nothing much really.
Wanted to buy running shoes.
Didn't manage.
1st,
Shoes there were nowhere cheaper.
2nd,
The designs were all fugly.

We just walked around.
Went to Harris.
Bought some stationeries etc.
Bought a new book.
Morning,Noon,Midnight by Sidney Sheldon.
Wanted to buy another book named Watermelon but did not in the end.

Went back to the car.
Then Dad drove us back to Singapore (:

Then thats how i end up home (:

Its nice really.
Really soothing.
Really relaxing.

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Now that i am back,
I've got to face it.
See what had passed me.
See what had happened.
What was done.
What was needed to be done.
What i need to do to repair myself.
What i need to do to get what i want
What i need to do to get what i deserved.
What i need to do to get what you don't deserve away from you.
What i need to do to get you feel the pain that you had inflicted on me.
What i need to do to get a hold of myself, my emotions.

When i was in Kelong, i was escaping from reality.
The short interval that i can use to forget the matter temporarily.
But its wasn't permanent.
What is done is done.
But it can be undone.
Undone by me.
I will do WHATEVER i can to undo it.

Thats a promise to myself.

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Pictures of Kelong upnext.

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