it is a shame I am your lover
Thursday, June 18, 2009, 9:01 PM
dream.

I had a pretty ridiculous dream previous nights.
Before all the problems started.

Guess its a lighter note.

I actually dreamt of Miser.
Yes.
LOL.
I dreamt i was on the phone with Miser and Kukujiao( KKJ )
Then suddenly my dad.
Grab my phone.
Then "Hello!" to think of his expression makes me shudder.
Cause its pretty scary.
My dad's eyes are like buldging.
Then my dad " He is Miser right?!"( He said Miser's name in the dream LOL)
Then i was like erm.
Aiya "Ya larh ya larh" just admit LOL.

Then i was like 'But also have KKJ on the phone!'
Then KKJ was like ' What happen what happen?!'
Miser kop the phone.
LOL.

Then i think i woke up.

Yes its the lighter note.

'Heavier' note.
I have NO idea, why do you want to make it sound offensive and hurt me.
Idk if you misunderstood what i said.
I said i May be ready.
Not that i want.

Get over it and quit insulting me.
The moment i read what you typed, my blood boiled.
My anger peaked.
Its the worse ever insult and i NEVER expected it to come from YOU.

Its bad cause when i read that i was having lessons.
I was around the girls.
I cannot let that distract what i was doing.
Imagine handling chemicals then let this kind of things distract you!

Its aggravating.
Till this point of time.
If giving my ego up, would do us any good.
I think i will.

&
Dont ever give me this crap again.
Eg:
Ya ya, everything my fault.
My fault.
You forever right.
--
I think i will really slap you.
I dont care if you break my hand.


LOOK BIG AND WIDE.
I am giving my bloody pathetic ego up for you.
Dont lose it.

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