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it is a shame I am your lover
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Thursday, June 18, 2009,
9:01 PM
dream.
I had a pretty ridiculous dream previous nights. Before all the problems started. Guess its a lighter note. I actually dreamt of Miser. Yes. LOL. I dreamt i was on the phone with Miser and Kukujiao( KKJ ) Then suddenly my dad. Grab my phone. Then "Hello!" to think of his expression makes me shudder. Cause its pretty scary. My dad's eyes are like buldging. Then my dad " He is Miser right?!"( He said Miser's name in the dream LOL) Then i was like erm. Aiya "Ya larh ya larh" just admit LOL. Then i was like 'But also have KKJ on the phone!' Then KKJ was like ' What happen what happen?!' Miser kop the phone. LOL. Then i think i woke up. Yes its the lighter note. 'Heavier' note. I have NO idea, why do you want to make it sound offensive and hurt me. Idk if you misunderstood what i said. I said i May be ready. Not that i want. Get over it and quit insulting me. The moment i read what you typed, my blood boiled. My anger peaked. Its the worse ever insult and i NEVER expected it to come from YOU. Its bad cause when i read that i was having lessons. I was around the girls. I cannot let that distract what i was doing. Imagine handling chemicals then let this kind of things distract you! Its aggravating. Till this point of time. If giving my ego up, would do us any good. I think i will. & Dont ever give me this crap again. Eg: Ya ya, everything my fault. My fault. You forever right. -- I think i will really slap you. I dont care if you break my hand. LOOK BIG AND WIDE. I am giving my bloody pathetic ego up for you. Dont lose it. Labels: Dont lose it. |
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