Its not suppose to hurt anymore.
Cause I am already too numb to by the pain to feel anymore.
Thats my limit.
There is absolutely no way I can control my feelings.
Even if i know i should not.
But everytime i see words/things regarding it, I would just flinch.
Or anything under the Sun that would remind me of it.
I would just flinch.
Its no use knowing i should not.

I wished i could just control.
Practise makes perfect.
Maybe till some day, i would no longer be affected.
Not even the slightest of recoil.

Thats the day i hate you.
When i no longer feel the pain.
The day i can finally let go of you.
Free myself of you.
I no longer want to have anything to do with you.
Buts thats going to take a long ordeal.
Thinking what past.
Its tough eh?

Nothing is impossible.
M.I.4

My very own mission impossible