it is a shame I am your lover
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Friday, July 31, 2009,
10:54 PM
Untitled.
Another week just passed with all the testa and homework. Class barbeque tomorrow. Have no idea what to expect. I realise that i had been struggling through days with boring lessons, hoping and end to the lessons. Whenever the last bell rings, it just lifts my spirits. Was pretty late today. Dad kinda nagged at me. Lucky wasn't any later. YJH still wanted me to drag on. Crazy man. I ve still got BBQ tomorrow cannot offend my dad! I am just going to be a good girl and complete ALL my homework tomorrow. I ll give my best :D -- Things changed, people moved on. I don't see why we should not. It just felt like being tied down. There are just times i am sick of tired trying to make myself be nice to people whom i don't want to. Letting down the whole charade may just let me feel better. Offend and Offensive. Thats what people do and feelings felt. When trying to be offensive, don't be too blatant about it. It just puts people way off. Or maybe thats what you did wanted. To put me off. You too are letting off your very own charade. I ve seen it through. Too much of a conspiracy makes me sick. You do so much things just to hit your target. Or maybe you will be thinking i ain't worth your planning whatsoever but i never really did cared if you planned or not. Cause if i know a tsunami is coming. I would not be waiting it for it to hit me. I need to make my escape. - Not attacking at any particular personel,if offended, i hereby apologise. - Its pass 11. Time to call today an end. Bye love(s). |