it is a shame I am your lover
Sunday, August 09, 2009, 9:48 PM
i don't know.

How would you react?
If it was something you thought you had control of.
Till the very end, when you thought you are victorious, it just slipped out of your hands.
That's most probably the most torturous thing you can do to a person i guess.

Only when you really need something/someone, then you really realise you don't have that something/someone.
By then its kind of too late.
You only realise when you need it.

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I am stuck at home thanks to dad.
Dad thinks i had gone astray.
When i asked about today's Marina thing he brought up the police station thing again.
'You'll only know you had gone astray when you are in the police station. By then it's too late.'
I seriously hope some one can talk some sense into my dad.
-.-
He needs counselling.
Totally ridiculous.
Yea yea i am going with thugs and street gangsters.
I smoke and i drink. Happy?

He just keeps accusing me.
And when i asked him to stop accusing me, mum would use that to backfire at me.
No wonder the two can get married and have me.
Its impossible to not to see how this two are alike..

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I have a hunch that CT is going to be disastrous.
Don't feel good.

Let's not rake about studies now.
I am having a Pet's society National Day.
Other than dinner and the NDP show, i am in my room, pets society-ing.

I wonder how tomorrow will turn out.