it is a shame I am your lover
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 8:28 PM
it's just too late.

Nothing you so can actually salvage the harm you incur.
I may not be one of the most affected ones but i can feel the difference.
Move on, nothing you do is going to bring things back as how it was.
Don't reminisce, it's not going to help.

Things change, people moves on.
It's not our fault that you threw the chance she gave you.
You had two chances before things turned ugly.

You did not make full use of it.
It's too late to think back now.

Shut this big drawer that contained memories of six of us tight in your heart.
Don' open it anymore, it's just going to pain you.
Don't look back.
We still had a year ahead, look forward, think what can save you out of this situation now.
I will pray and wish for you.

'After a whole round of beating round the bush, we end up with pain and memories'
Like i said pictures speak a thousand words, it will stab you thousand times.
Don't look at them anymore. It will stab you a thousands times worse then replays of postive memories of us together.

We may not be close.
You have my wishes.
Take care.

--

School is alright.
Me'mory is staying with me tonight.
Can't have enough laughter of it.

Hope i don't forget to bring Me'mory to school tmr!
Lots of homework undone ):