I feel like i am suffocating.
Studies, family expectations, surrounding peer pressure.
All kinds of pressure.
CT is up next.
I totally have no mood to study.
I feel like its the end of the road.
Have the very bad feeling of that i am going to fail alot subjects.
Its not normal for me to fail a subject.
I am not trying to be arrogant or what.
It took me a nice couple of days to recover from failing my physics CT.
Now look at my physics madman(he never was a teacher in my eyes.)

I feel very unsure, unsure of how to play the next piece of my chess.
I don't want to get checkmate at this point of time after all my effort and all.

Go Ginkuan.
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Yesterday was 070809.
Pretty special eh?
I only realise when Mum was signing the car contract.
Mum and Dad decided on the new car.
Its going to be white.
Its coming in a week or two.
The new car is a monster.
Its HUGE, functions and all.

Its the Mitsubishi Delica D:5
Its not a VAN.
Its a MPV, with body kit and all.
Really intimidating to stand directly infront of it.


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Tomorrow is national day.
Guess i have to wish Singapore happy 44th birthday(:

With Love
Ginkuan