I cannot stop myself from trying to log on.
But i will always end up with a permission denied.
I hate you for removing that.
At least you knew i would try.
Maybe you are just protecting me from knowing more, from reminiscing.

I hope its that.
But maybe you should not.
Not knowing whats happening to you makes me jumpy.
I want to know if it was just me or what.

I cannot stop trying to hope.